MISSY

MISSY
Inara Khaira Athalla's


Inara Khaira Athalla's.


It's the most valuable thing Illona can't defend.


A baby that may look like him or Ibra, which unfortunately just vanished.


Which has not even formed a form, but it has just decayed. It should be taken care of, treated and divided. Not even resigned, because well, Illona was not given the choice to defend.


He was happy, very. Although present in a way that can not be justified.


Illona sincerely loves the princess.


The baby that he thought could make himself and Ibra together, not parting indeterminate direction with a mountain of heart wounds that are difficult to heal, until now.


He fantasizes about having a cute baby and Ibra as a husband. They get married, build a loving family with various compromises in it.


Stupidly, he even designed beautiful dreams built on a sin and maybe there will be no parental blessing.


He was drunk with the feeling of being held in high esteem, he fell for what had happened and forgot every deed.


"I was confused at the time, but I loved the name, that's Ibra's voice. After the non-obvious show at the cafe, they were here. He had also brought Olive home, although the boy became sullen and felt that the papi wanted to be captured.


Because he chose to go with Illona instead of with her.


They are in a place where half of his soul lives. The reason for a wound, and their uselessness as human beings.


Innocent baby place that Illona used to want half dead.


"She, not even formed yet," she said hoarsely, Illona knew the man was desperately holding back tears.


"I.." smiled brokenly, ". often deliberately forget, for the sake of, not feeling sick, but.., the more I tried the less I could." looking down deeper with his hands that he clenched, "I always mean we can be a happy family, have a painting gallery, there are cute children who will mess up if I start to picture, he said, then there are you who like to get angry but, keep making us dinner, you know? that's what I'm looking for every time I sleep."


"I repeated it again and again, until I realized, I was ruined. You're right to say that we're just pretending to be healed when it's still very fragile." He looks at Illona with all his feelings, he wants Illona to understand, if Ibra still really wants to come back and love.


Ibra tears carefully, as if afraid of hurting, and then kneels.


And Illona was unable to answer, she could only rub the back of the man who was shaking strongly.he squeezed the man's shoulder tightly, he was channeling how his heart was broken.


He always avoids when concerned with the past, often he ignores, for the sake of not remembering. Though there were always tears throughout the lonely night, he was too afraid to truly accept. Because his wounds are no joke.


They don't really heal and instead make a new role, being cowards who are afraid of getting hurt. But, secretly even more hurt themselves.


Miris.


"I love you so much, Ta, just as I love Inara."he whispered hurt.


Cupping Ibra's face, she compared it to hers, "You must rise, just as I am trying to heal. I love you but, we can't be together anymore, I have one secret and I'm sure you won't take it."


"Whatever, Ta. Whatever, I accept. We can be together."


Bullied strong, Illona is unable, this is crazy and Illona believes Ibra is impossible to accept.


"What Ta? whahuh? I have no problem, honey. What matters is that our feelings are the same." he hugged strongly, while calming down his thump. His soul is rebelling tired of the circumstances that continue to hurt them, even though they have a chance to be together. But why is it so hard to want.


Son, can yah, this time papa same happy mama, her inner screams poignant.


Lord...


Her heart ached, when the sound of Illona's cry was so heartbreaking.


And without them knowing, right in the direction of 10 meters there are two people who are not much different from them.


Taka in the wheelchair and Ysabelle with sunglasses were busy being stunned.


Their minds were stingy, slapped and covered with all-out skin as her Illona wept with a roar of regret and self-pain.


It was their fault for not being able to keep them. Not even acting like an evil demon for the good of the princess.


These. This is the result, rather than helping to alleviate sin by defending it is made to increase by eliminating.


Intentions want to visit the granddaughter who they have not visited since Taka entered the hospital, but the Ibra and Illona who cried by sitting on the ground hugging, really makes chest tightness.


If only, time could be reworked and corrected. So Ysabelle and Taka will happily keep the baby and maybe now it's big and school. It's okay if at that time Ibra was reluctant to take responsibility, after all, they had money to support Illona and her child. They are still very strong to protect and make sure everything is okay. The happiness they will reap, not the pain that never fades.


Ah, again the wishful thinking that can only be done when the thoughts and feelings are very tired with the situation.


With Ysabelle limped in a wheelchair, afraid that Ibra or Illona would know they existed.


In protest, Ysabelle pinched her husband's arm to understand.


Because from the beginning he did not want Illona to know that they were hurt, for Ysabelle it would be a new burden for the princess and she did not want to.


***


"I can't," shook my head strongly, "I can't" he said again in a weak voice and puffy eyes.


"Why can't you? why?" ask Ibra keukeuh.


"Can't Ibra!" illona replied loudly, she immediately stood up releasing their embrace.


"CAN'T WHY?!"Ibra didn't even realize she was yelling. They are very emotional and tired.


"BECAUSE I WON'T BE ABLE TO HAVE CHILDREN! MY WOMB LIFTED!" and well, that's the reason behind the real reason.


Reject Ares and Ibra. Lying on principle does not give a second chance. In fact, it's just an excuse.


Because, well.., Illona knows she's been very disabled.


Ibra sculpts just like Ysabelle and Taka who can even hear the sound of clapping lllona. They were only two steps away and hurriedly Ysabelle turned her head.


What say?


Can't have children?


The womb that was lifted?


What are these other bids?!


Because if they do, they no longer know how to atone for sins.


What they could not forgive yesterday and redeemed, this is something new.


Please well, please, Ysabelle's blood pressure can go up and Taka can relapse. Also Ibra's probably going crazy. If that is the truth.


there is really no cure for their problems.


Wakacau!