MAYANG PUJAKU
Mayang Flowers

What's with your eyes, Mayang. You seem to be scared of my half-open state! Aren't you used to being like this? Don't pretend in front of me. All your pretenses will be free, dear. In front of me right now, you're just the contentment of my desires. We will struggle without love, we will unite without feeling. It's just lust that I'm gonna deliver to you, baby.

Mayang moved away from me, he rewinded his body. However, unfortunately for Mayang, his efforts blocked the wall attached to the mattress, until now he just closed and bowed his head. While I was, now in Mayang's presence and reached out, grabbing his face that was being hidden.

"Your life like that will be in vain, dear. No one can stop me from enjoying the sweet honey you make."

Mayang looked at me with a very adorable face. His eyes were soft, as if he had put it all into a situation he could not avoid. Suddenly, my heart was broken by that face.

'Darling, you were so challenging this afternoon. How come your courage has disappeared?'

"Darling, if you don't like it, then avoid it, I give you a chance."

The sudden pity came to disturb me. My heart whispered to release Mayang, my desire began to waver, because Mayang showed a sad face that was always disturbing.

I crawled on top of Mayang's body, my head slowly approaching his still face with his sad gaze. His eyes were closed, he had already resigned himself and allowed myself to dominate tonight. Mayang allowed me to let go of all my thirst, which thirsted for the sweetness of the heaven of the world.

Your eyes are closed, my eyes are closed. I wanted to kiss your lips and then I hit you, and now we're talking to each other, talking about the sweetness of the heaven of the world with lips pressed together. Starting from small kisses, and proceeding with ******-*******. And what happens now is that we hold each other in arms. I put my hand on Mayang's body, I don't want to let go, I don't want him taken away by any man.

'Darling, he's mine!'

"Darling you're mine. Don't .. don't leave me again. Never dare to take distance from me. One step away from me, I will approach you with a thousand steps. Just one reason to keep me out of your mouth, I'll stuff you with a thousand excuses, to keep you quiet. Stay here, in my heart."

The clink of the clock seemed to be laughing at me, laughing at both of us. The lizard on the wall stopped creeping, he did not even notice the mosquitoes that were perching on the wall. There was no more "hap" because the lizard was busy looking at us who were drunk with lust. Me and Mayang, who were in a drunken lust.

*****

The influence of alcohol makes my morning feel heavy, my head now feels the influence. I've woken up and remembered what was so embarrassing last night.

'Howo .. what happened happened happened, which he knew God loved his people.'

You know what that is? That's my phone ringtone. A sign someone is calling me.

"Juna, where are you?"

"Who is this?"

"It's me Deva. Ah, you must be drunk again!"

"Ah you, Dev. What's been bothering me in the morning?"

"For you to say? Let's see what time it is!"

"God! I'm late again!"

"Yes, you're late, even worse!"

"There are two problems you will face today."

"What's the matter, Dev?"

"Listen to this carefully. First of all, you're being sought by Ms Novi, and the second you haven't forgotten isn't this your divorce court day?”

Ah shit, Deva delivered bad news, bad enough to destroy my morning I just started. I haven't even opened my eyes at all. After I opened my eyes properly, I turned around, who was facing right now turned to face left. At that moment, I was quite surprised by the human figure lying next to me.

This woman was sleeping very well, her eyes were tightly closed, there was a slight snoring coming out of her mouth, but the snoring did not reduce my interest in this woman.

I looked at my beautiful flowers asleep, with a little snoring. I still remember her sweet deeds in bed, very regular movements and flexible body movements.

My terata flower was being closed, maybe he was tired because I was sitting all night, after being cut with a dull knife many times. Surprisingly it made him amused, and he asked again, again and again.

Mayang, you're making me float. Flying free like a kite. The beautiful eyes you used to look at, are being closed right now. I know you're tired of moaning. You've been tired of accompanying me on long nights.

Slowly his eyes began to open. Right now, I am looking at the process of blooming a beautiful flower. Now that her eyes had fully opened, beautiful flower petals began to bloom. Our eyes met each other. Our eyes greeted each other representing our suddenly confused mouths.

'Good morning ladies. Stt silence! Don't answer! Let me speak for myself in my heart. You just need to shut up, and keep looking at me.'

In your eyes, in your mind, is my name and my face? When near and far, is it still and always does it miss me? Your eyes and your mind are a mystery that I can't guess right now.

I hope longing always comes to me, always comes to you. If longing never comes to you, I will come to you representing the air you always breathe, so that you get used to my presence, and feel claustrophobic when I am away from you.

Love is a moment. I don't know at what moment that feeling came and enslaved me. Maybe the day you came, the moment you filled my eyes, filled the range of my vision. Because my eyes are always on you, to not care about anything else.

******

Fifteen minutes had passed, and Mayang was no longer in front of me. Let me tell you, Mayang just left, like the first time I had contact with him, but this time without tears. She got up slowly from the bed, and I said, "I'm sorry if last night I surprised you."

Mayang just kept quiet, while wearing his clothes that I stripped last night. This time, I didn't give him any wages.

‘Gosh, free keep you, Jun!

I also wear my clothes now. Then I'll leave the room that was the silent witness. The walls of the room and the lizards bear witness as I turned into a beast, and frantically ate a delicious meal last night. Now the door to my room was closed, and my feet began to walk towards the vehicle I parked in the front parking lot.

*****

Now that I have reached my residence, I am a little surprised to see Amalia with her mistress. What a disgusting sight. With a bodo attitude, Amalia and her lover are packing, carrying all the clothes and equipment belonging to my ex-wife.

These two silly people were staring at me with condescending looks. To be honest, my heart was so hot to see those two who didn't appreciate me at all. Amalia and I are new to divorce, but they really don't care about me.

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