MAYANG PUJAKU
What is Mayang's fault?

Amalia, you gave me one real fact. That which is always there, can not be called a winner in romance. All the effort to keep you afloat, it all felt futile. Just bribe in front of the reality you feed.

Until now I have not understood the reason that you have made the foundation for the betrayal you have committed. Amalia, I sometimes feel proud to be the reason for your laugh. You can be the one who is always there when you need to be, even if it's not me you want. Now there is nothing left, except the feeling of regret and annoyance that accumulates in the head and squeezes in the chest.

Amalia, you're leaving, welcoming the hand of the man who stalled towards you. I was next to you at the time of the incident. You disregard my presence, you are blinded by your love without regard to your Lord's command to obey and obey me as your husband.Now, rather than I curse you before my Lord, I would rather have you go away from me.

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At 12:30 in the afternoon, I spent an hour with the pain of my heart. I walked towards my motorcycle garage, intending to return to the club. I don't know why it feels when anxious like this I even want to go see Mayang. In fact, apart from her troubled status, she was also a woman I had not known for a long time. However, why do I feel so hard to see him. Finally, without much thought I ran my bike to the club.

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Now I'm in the parking lot of the club. I watched my surroundings that felt strange, because this was only the first time I visited a place like this during the day. I walked towards the club entrance. There were two security I met last night.

"Hopefully they don't recognize my face, it could be a problem if they still remember it" I murmured.

Without fear I keep stepping towards the direction that security is. My determination to meet the idol will not be easily stopped by the security-security.

"Sorry sir, you haven't been able to enter. It's open at 15:00, about two hours, sir. Please wait or come back again when we have opened," said one of the security who stopped my steps. They don't let me into the club during the day. However, it could not stop my desire to meet Mayang the idol of the heart.

"Anu sir, I came here for urgent needs with my friend. He's one of the workers in this place!" I said reasoned.

"What's the name of your friend who works here? Let me call," said the security who still held my hand.

"His name is Mayang, sir," I replied.

One of the security guards walked into the club, while the other stood against me at the door. Not long later the security that had entered finally came out, although he himself without being followed by the idol.

"You please wait a moment, Ma'am Mayang is coming out soon" said the security by putting on his face.

I also obeyed the words of the security who told me to stand up and wait for Mayang to come out. Not long after the security asked me to wait, Mayang finally came out of the door, and began to turn my eyes away.

The first thing I saw from Mayang's body when he came out was his legs. Because it just so happened that my head was bowed staring at the floor he was on. However, actually compared to my eyes, my nose first smelled the scent of Mayang's body. I don't know what perfume he uses, but his scent really inspires passion. I gave my eyes bowed, slowly enjoying the beauty of Mayang's body from under his feet, until the ends of his hair were unraveled.

"It was only the first time I saw a star that could glow during the day, or even she was a goddess that was opening the gates of heaven for me" I murmured while praising the figure of the woman I had just seen.

Mayang's eyes were wide open looking at me who was standing waiting for him.

"Oh, Mayang, we haven't seen you in a long time! Last time I saw that graduation show, right? I took a pangling look at you," I said cutting off Mayang's unfinished speech. While lying because I feel uncomfortable with the way the security view that looks at me full of suspicion.

My hand immediately grabbed Mayang's hand, and pulled him to stay away from the existence of security, because I felt uncomfortable with their existence.

"Why are you here again?" ask Mayang confused.

"I want to see you" I said in an honest answer to Mayang's question.

"Why what?" ask Mayang again.

This time, the question made me think of an excuse.

‘Really too! Why would I want to see Mayang?' I was confused by my own behavior. Surprisingly, no matter how hard I try to find an excuse, why would I want to see Mayang? I can't find the reason.

'Come on, I just wanted to see you. Without having a reason, or even I don't need any reason. For this is my heart's desire to meet you, and to let my thirsty eyes be present in my vision can look upon this beautiful angel-like beauty. This feeling is commonly called longing, whether you believe it or not, I want you to always be there every time I open my eyes. Even when closed, your shadow must exist to replace your real presence.'

Those are the right words to make excuses. However, I could not say it because somehow my lips were unwilling to cooperate with me. Damn it, because I look like a fool in front of Mayang.

"Hey! Why even daydream, my hunt is not there time," said Mayang. He kept urging me while staring at the watch in his hand.

My heart was pounding harder than usual. Moreover, after my ears were pampered with her soft voice even though she snapped at me a little.

"I just wanted to say thank you, because you've helped me escape last night" I said.

"Oh, is that doang? Haven't you? Yes, I'm going back inside. Please get out of here!" mayang said as he raised his hand pointing towards the parking lot of the vehicle. Ah, he's about to kick me out.

"Just a second!" I said as I reached into my pants pocket, and took some money from my wallet. Mayang was silent while watching every move I was doing.

"This is for you. This is a payment you haven't received from me. Please take!" I said while giving some money to Mayang. But what happened? Mayang actually brushed my hand very hard, causing the scattering of some paper money that I had just held. Now the money is pouring down as if it's raining down on us both.

I looked at Mayang's angry face, and he turned to look at me hatefully.

'What's my fault, Mayang?' The feeling of confusion really mixed in my heart and mind.

SERIATE.