
Now, you put all your feelings and hopes in your eyes and hope that all the feelings you have I can understand when our eyes stare at each other.Every blink you make, has its own cue, has its own cue, replace the task your mouth is supposed to speak. However, I can understand why your mouth is reluctant to speak. He, your mouth is covered with shame, shame that arises from misunderstandings that from the beginning caused by your eyes that misinterpret my position.
"Honey .. is fine, I can understand," I said, saying so we could resume dialogue after a long pause, a pause created by awkward embarrassment.
"Arjuna .. eummm, I'm sorry," Mayang said in a very quiet voice,
"What?" I said asking the words spoken by Mayang, which sounded very slow. Although I already know what Mayang said, but, because his very slow voice made me doubt what was caught by the ear.
"I-I'm sorry .. I'm sorry because I thought badly of you, I really regret what I said earlier. I'm sorry Arjuna."
Mayang's apology, which sounded a bit funny, made me smile a little. Mayang with his face full of regret, his eyes look cute and his lips are slightly wrinkled, look very adorable.
To make a clear face, hinting as if he were sorry and like asking for forgiveness from me which he had given pain and disappointment, because of the accusations he had directed at me.
Truly, in an instant all the sorrows that enveloped my heart and mind simply vanished, as if no misfortune had ever come to me before.
'Ah this is my chance.' Suddenly a brilliant idea appeared in my brain, I can take advantage of this situation in order to get more time to be together with Mayang.
"It is easy to say sorry, but it is different from the word forgive. Asking will not be as easy as giving Mayang ... Disappointment can't just disappear with an apology."
I tried to deceive Mayang, pretending to be disappointed and showing a slightly angry expression. Though which man will not be destroyed, if at the stake with a super adorable face like that.
'If I'm not very good at pretending, but I have to try, hehe.'
"Lantas, what should I do, so that all the mistakes I've made can you forgive Juna." Mayang said still with a super cute face.
'Aiss, how can I refuse the pinta of this so adorable face.'
For a while, my mouth could not say anything, but if only Mayang realized. My eyes are more than enough words through gazes filled with a sense of admiration for the beauty of this adoration of the heart.
"Arjuna, please forgive me, I'm sorry for accusing you of all this."
Mayang just keep trying to make my heart melt, with simple words, but packed with a face that is so beautiful and dazzling eyes. If he knew, what I wanted now was not an apology from him, but all the time he had, I really wanted to get it.
"Have Mayang, there will be no harm in your life if you do not get an apology from me? So forget it, I'll forget this meeting as if it never happened." Me and my pretenses keep trying to play Mayang.
Mayang approached, he pulled his hand and now even grasped my wrist, a very tight grip as if he really did not want to lose my presence from before him.
'Wow, haven't I ever been more than just holding hands with Mayang? But why is my heart beating so hard. It's as if she and I had never had any physical contact before, as if this was really the first between me and Mayang.'
"Please forgive me Arjuna. Whatever I will do, as long as you will forgive me," said Mayang as his face looked up at me up close.
Now it's not just his face that makes me flutter. My heart's sound is getting louder and louder. How not, whether intentionally or not, Mayang body parts that always look puffed up, are now pressing my elbow. The most pointed part of my body compared to my nose is right next to me and now my focus is diverted.
'God, I can't pretend anymore, how can I resist temptation like this? Holding back the look on his face alone I've almost lost, let alone this one! I really can't afford to do this pretense anymore.'
"Beb, ba, all right, forget about sajah. It's okay, I'm fine," I said as I stammered with resisting the temptation from Mayang.
"Yess ... haha, it's the same basic man, my style is the most powerful to melt men."
Mayang laughed, looking from his face he was very happy. She laughed so loosely, ignoring the rules of tone in laughter as the women did to keep it looking graceful. But to be honest, this ungraceful laughter even stunned me, Mayang is so charming, my attention has been on the cup.
"All right now I will charge you" I said on the sidelines of the laughter that Mayang still did.
"Huh? Which one did I say?" Mayang asked whether he had completely forgotten the words he had just said, or indeed from the beginning he had not really said them.
"Gosh, you think it'll be easy to get an apology from me, I'll forgive you if you want to date me tonight. How's where?" I ngajak Mayang, more precisely forcing Mayang to date me.
"Huhuh? What the fuck? Why do I suddenly have to date you?"
"Hey sweet lady, didn't you just say you would do anything as long as you were sorry for me? Are you pretending to forget or not really saying those words?" I questioned Mayang's offer.
"But why should we date? You'll know what my job is!" Mayang said a little objection.
"Of course, women are the same. Spreading false promises to ensnare a new heart" I said, turning my face away from Mayang and taking a step away from Mayang.
"Hey, hey .. okay fine, I'll keep my word. But first I have to take the men home" said Mayang.
'yes ... I finally made it!'
"Okay, let me drive you guys."
"introducing us? Aren't you used to go anywhere riding a motorcycle? Did you bring a car this time?" The question was a lot from Mayang, he responded to my offer with a question.
"Anu .. is right as well"
"Heumped. You'll pick me up at the club, pick me up at 8, okay?"
"Okay," I said with a slight joyful laugh.
"Alright, I go home first .. see you later tonight," Mayang said, saying goodbye.
Once again I looked at that smile.
A smile that doesn't get me used to it.
A smile that amazed me.
The sweetest smile from a thin-lipped woman.
He passed away leaving me, but did not forget to sow longing.
Only a second of your existence is not visible in my view, the long seed that you planted has grown leafy shady.
You know, I've always enjoyed this miss. A longing that never runs out even though repeatedly scrapped by a smile from the sweetest thin lips.
My shade is like a wild bush, which never wears out despite repeated burning, my shindles have seeped into every bone. Missing your figure, my poet Mayang.
SERIATE.