MAYANG PUJAKU
The Datangi Arjuna.

After running along the corridor, with sobs that became his 'Back song', I finally reached the receptionist, and paid the room bill, and left Arjuna ID card that was accidentally carried by me, karna rush. Then I continued my escape from Arjuna.

“Hey, wait a minute miss!”

I heard a man's voice, he seemed to be yelling at me, since there was no one else in this place, I turned towards the source of the voice, and it turned out that the man was Arjuna, he was running towards me.

I sped up my footsteps, because I didn't want to talk to Arjuna. I hid behind a wall so I couldn't be seen by Arjuna.

"Hey miss, where are you?!”

I could hear Arjuna shouting, Arjuna has not given up, a futile effort, because I will not appear again in front of Arjuna. Just this time, I don't want to ruin his life and bring Arjuna into this dirty circle.

Everyone has their own point of view, but not mine.

It used to be, I have it, but now it's not.

Because every corner of my view is already fulfilled by your face Arjuna.

Even behind my eyelids there is a shadow of you there.

Your shadow is already residing behind my eyelids.

You make me forget, you make me fall asleep, you make me negligent and unaware of who I am.

You made me not know myself, dare to put love in my heart for you.

You blinded me, you made me wrong and didn't realize who you were and who I was. You put the seed of love in a barren, dry, unkempt land.

You don't have to spend your energy to get away, because I'm the one who's gonna go away and stay away.

No need for you to bother to keep your distance from me that is not worth it, because I will continue to measure your distance and my distance, so that the person I love is not contaminated by the stains of the Mayang.

*****

Arjuna and his screams are gone, maybe he's far away. I immediately headed back to the cube where I was staying. Along the way I regret the feelings I felt for Arjuna. ‘how much love can fall for granted, let alone against a man I do not recognize.’ The regret in my heart and the tears that drenched my cheeks, accompanied me all the way.

“I hope this feeling will not stay long in my heart, I hope this feeling quickly go.”

They say the pain will disappear over time, just let it go and feel every pain that hit. But I doubt all that, because this is the first, and I have no experience whatsoever of love.

‘For me this love is beautiful, a feeling that always makes me doubtful in every step. A sense of living in one's dependence.’ And they say that I will never find one like you again, because first love is like smallpox that comes once in a lifetime. If you want to find someone like you out there again, it won't be possible. I don't know what I was thinking about with tears falling down

So this is heartache? The first time to feel, already given bitterness.

So this is heartache? A feeling that makes the chest tight, a very tight feeling.

The bitterness, the pain, turns into teardrops.

******

“Honey, where are you from?”

“Eh Brother Tiar, I'm abis from the motel next to Kak.”

“Opaan si Kak, I ain't nothing kok.”

“You still want to lie. Let's just say why?”

“You've been serving rude guests May?”

Brother Tiar has always been looking at me, he really is like Mom, not Kaka anymore.

“Yes, sister," I approached her sister and hugged her tightly, crying in her arms. Brother Tiar also held me tightly, welcoming me with open arms.

‘I really found my mother's replacement in Kak Tiar.’ I don't want to lose Brother Tiar.

“You are patient Mayang, this will be your first and last experience, next time do not layanin again that person yes.”

“Iya Kak Tiar.”

This wanit looked at me, full of tenderness, he looked at me with great affection.It felt sincerity from the hand of this woman who was holding me. Is this your hug first? this soft of your eyes when you look at me? Woe to you if she takes your place in my heart? Sorry about mayang Mother. Mayang only misses the shelter that I have been sheltering for a long time I have not felt from you.

“Kak Tiar thanks, for the attention of Kak Tiar to Mayang. Mayang Darling Kak Tiar.”

“You're May-May, you've never said, you're Brother's sister, so don't worry about it again with Brother Yes May.”

The words that made my heart grow more seductive, the hands that held my head and hair felt so soft to me.

‘Hemm .. pity Danang, does she feel affection like in the dormitory?’ suddenly I thought of my little sister as a puppet. I haven't seen him in a month and I plan to see him tomorrow.

“Already yes Mayang dear, now you enter the bedroom bed rest ok saying. Let Brother and sister settle under.”

“Enterprise my sister to be sorted out yes, not good because the same as others if I immediately rest.”

“Ga! You have rested. Others will understand too. Okay Bener ga? You agree, right?” said Kak Tiar while shouting for the approval of others, kak tiar is ‘bidadar’ the most senior in this club. So all the biadari would agree to his opinion, in addition to the reason is because Kak Tiar is the longest here, Kak Tiar is also the person who is most meritorious to others, not just to me.

“You are the best, thank you everyone.”

I went back to my room, about fifteen minutes I just lay down and thought about the Arjuna I had brought into my black hole.

'Ah this sucks, I better take a shower with the others.’ I stood up and headed straight for the rinse room to clean myself up.

“Eh Mayang, kirain you have slept.”

“Hee .. not yet Brother Melly, I forgot to shower.”

“Oh you, beautiful slovenly habit never said May.”

“Iya Kak, follow up if it's custom.”

The seven of us directly entered the rinse room to clean ourselves up. In this place we often gather and joke, releasing fatigue, which continues to whack. But this time it will be a little different, because I saw someone who was peering at the side of the door, and suddenly the door moved slowly by itself, made the face that was peeping at us clearly visible. How surprised I was that the person who was peeping at us earlier was

“Arjuna.”

SERIATE.