Love Or Revenge

Love Or Revenge
CHAPTER 50


”Okay, for today it is enough to get here. Till


meet next week, Class.” Utterance


Ms.Anne broke my daydream.


I'm soon


hurry up. Grab my bag and


step out.


When I was about to step up,


Christian has laid eyes on me. He smiled specially. I went early, I knew what he wanted.


 


keep moving in silence. The school hallway. For the past 3 years, I have not


I've been down the hallway with a guy. Just this time."So then?" Ask


Christian when silence felt long enough enveloped us.


”Em.. "I muttered for a moment, Is my decision right? "Say."


His word.


I nodded slowly, "When are you going to take me


dating?"


"So you accepted me?" Ask enthusiastically.


I nodded while smiling. Christian looked so sparkling.he looked at me with a smile that was so revealing.


"Tonight." he nodded firmly.


"certain."     I nodded happily, though I didn't want to.


 


I was staring at myself in the mirror when my phone rang.


I have the name lyrics there.


Christian..


I sighed and shifted the green button on my i-Phone screen. I held up my saliva with great difficulty to neutralize my voice.


"Hello?"


"Hi?


I've been waiting at the gate. Hurry on!" "Ba-good,


I'll be there soon." I stammered.


I close the phone immediately. I looked back at the shadow


myself in the mirror. Again I can only sigh


breath. My grooming tonight wasn't so bad, it wasn't that, but, my feelings were erratic.


Was the decision I made right?


I asked myself again


by oneself. I have the lyrics of a clock stuck to the wall. Time has shown at 7pm.


 


The residents of the dormitory were not allowed to go outside in


nightfall. The guard here is pretty tight. The girls are not allowed to leave


out except tonight, Friday night to be exact.


Usually they


dating their lovers.


Christian asked me out on a date.


I immediately stepped out of my room. My screen lyrics


my phone, hoping Deril sends me a message. But, all day. He has no news at all.


I shook my head, trying to get him out of my mind. I should be happy now, I'm going to date that figure for a long time


this I admire.


Christian Derevano's..


Christian took me to a very fancy restaurant.


Design I've never seen


 


before, because all this time I was just visiting


ordinary shops.


The goddess in my mind was unceasingly amazed at the atmosphere of the wan restaurant. I can't explain how deep the babble is


got to be robbed by the guy next to me.


 


 


he's too rich..


 


 


We sat across from each other in a special chair.


The rose-scented candle stings in my sense of smell. Music that


they-these decorations-appear.


romantically.


 


 


For them-perhaps-they would be happy or sparkling if


get a surprise date like this. But not with me. I was at all


not feeling happy or surprised. All I felt was, a sigh..


My lips have no interest in smiling when


the waiter serves food. I was too overwhelmed with my own thoughts.


 


Drifting in my film about Deril..


 


I stared at my phone screen, hoping for a man


the green eyes contacted me. But in reality, the man


there's absolutely nothing. He didn't call me at all.


"Ekhem. "the dehumanization of Christian made me.


immediately back into reality, the fact that I was dating


with him...


I squeezed my finger down there. My interest to touch


the food in front of me was very little. I'm not passionate at all.