
For some reason after hearing Rosa's explanation of Selim's bitter past, it didn't feel like my tears kept flowing.
It occurred to me that Rosa's advice was correct as well, I had to make up with Selim and I immediately contacted Selim.
"Hello Selim, can you come to my apartment right now?", I spoke in a raucous voice feeling Selim's sadness in the past.
"Why is your voice like this? are you crying? did something happen to you Dilara?", Selim flocked me with a few questions.
"I'm fine, there's something I want to tell you Selim" I said.
"Okay, I'll be there right now", Selim ended his call.
Selim rushed to my apartment in a hurry.
"Ting tong, ting tong", Selim came to my unit.
I opened the door and immediately told Selim to come in.
"Selim, I'm sorry, please forgive me", I hugged Selim while sobbing in her lap.
"Ssssttt, Dilara you why cry up a bunch of gini anyway? sorry what? why do you have to apologize", Selim hugged and stroked my hair.
"Anyway, you have to excuse me", I can't explain.
"Yes yes okay sorryin, but already you do not cry on Dilara", Selim released his embrace and wiped my tears.
"From now on you can come here and nginep here all you want, anytime, I will also cook food for you if you want to eat", I'm kind.
"What serious? I can stay here any time Dilara?", Selim doesn't believe.
"Yes you sleep on the couch, but anytime you want to sleep on the bed, I can sleep on the couch with you" I explained.
"You are so kind to Dilara, what makes me so kind to me as Dilara?", Selim asked.
"There's nothing" I chimed in.
"I hope your words can be held and you will not regret your words Dilara", Selim warned me.
"Okay I believe you Dilara", Selim smiled happily.
"If you want to come here when I'm not there you just go in Selim", I offer.
"What can be like that Dilara?", Selim hesitated.
"Well, here I whisper my unit code, 210220", I bring my mouth closer to Selim's.
"21 February 2020 does that mean Dilara? isn't it my sister Juwita's birthday?", Selim was curious.
"Yes you are right Selim", I said.
"Wait for me to know, do you remember her because that day we first met Dilara?", Selim tried to guess.
"No, no", I dodged.
"Just confessing to me, Dilara, it means that when we met for the first time on Juwita's birthday, you were impressed with me, right Dilara?", Selim accused me.
"What?, it can't be Selim", I'm still evasive.
"Now you can't dodge anymore, because I felt the same way when we first met "Selim kissed me on the cheek.
"I sleepy Selim, what time is it?", I was surprised Selim kissed me and made an excuse.
"Now it's only 20:00, you're sleepy Dilara?, is it because you keep crying that makes you sleepy", Selim noticed me.
No answer from me.
"What are you sleeping for?"Selim smiled and stroked my back.
I fell asleep on the couch in Selim's lap.
"Like her Dilara was already completely asleep", Selim lifted my body and laid her on the bed.
Selim kissed my forehead again, and hurried away after enveloping me.