Love Dictator

Love Dictator
Happenings that night.


Selim and I reached the apartment.


I walked towards my unit lethargic and my heart was beating twice as fast as usual.


My current feeling is not good, my hands and my whole body feel cold.


Selim escorted me to the front door of my unit.


I walked first and Selim followed me from behind.


As I was walking warily, Selim caught up with me.


"That's a great deal you walk", Selim walked beside me and clenched her hand on my finger.


"Why do you feel scared??, why are your hands so cold" Selim said while rubbing his hands with mine.


"Yes a little" I lied a little, actually right now I'm really scared.


"Oh yes, is it true that you are just scared a little??, but I see your face is also pale Dilara", Selim smiled cynically teasing me.


" Well, I just finished eating so my lipstick to remove maybe that makes my face look pale", I deny Selim's words.


"Oh yeah I've anterin you to loby aja ya Dilara", Selim tease me again.


"Aahh Selim does not want, anyway you have to anterin me nyampe front door", I force.


"He was not afraid", Selim mocked me.


"Oh yeah, when you drove you home from Wita's birthday party, you called me when it actually happened something happened, right you, not just a fad??", Selim suspected me.


"If you don't want to tell me, I anterin you to loby aja", Selim threatened me.


"Ok I'll tell you a story, but later it's in my unit and you have to anterin first to my unit doorstep", I made a deal.


Eventually Selim and I arrived at the door of my unit.


After I opened the door, Selim let me in.


"As long as you sit there", I point to a sofa in my living room.


I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water for Selim.


I turned on the television at a small volume and also I put a glass of water on the table in front of the sofa that Selim was sitting on.


"Let's wait let alone a sneak of Dilara's story", Selim billed my promise.


I was hesitant to tell her, but I promised Selim.


And at the end of it, I was forced to tell stories.


"So actually I called you because there was a guy following me to the front door of the unit" I tried to explain a little.


"What?? are you sure that guy followed you?? do you know who Dilara is", Selim was shocked to hear my story.


"Don't know about her face covered in a mask and she's wearing a hat" I explained.


"What did that man do to you??, did that man hurt you Dilara", Selim panicked.


"Well, he was following me from the elevator up to the front door of my unit, he tried to pull my hand, but he ran away after I managed to fend off his hand, I'm calling you just to make sure the guy's really gone" I explained.


"What the man's doing includes Dilara's criminal, we have to report it immediately" Selim panicked.


I just nodded, after hearing everything Selim said was true.


But somehow I felt so scared that it made me feel like crying, I didn't feel my tears running down my cheeks.


When Selim saw me crying, Selim reflexively hugged me.


I don't know why when I was in Selim's arms, I even cried so much that I hiccupped.


"You're calm, Dilara, now that you're not alone there is me and I'm sure you'll always try to keep you company, will try to always be there for you", Selim patted my back.


"But I don't think I need to report it, because I'm fine and now nothing happens" I reassured Selim.


"Ok we don't have to report it, but I always have to anterin you to the door of your unit, if you come home from anywhere late at night", Selim shows the conditions.


"OK", I nodded in agreement to Selim's terms.


"Have you ever had an enemy before Dilara?, or have you ever hurt someone so that the person is vengeful and terrorizes you", Selim tried to guess.


"Yes I have an ex and until now he does not accept that our relationship has been broken, he several times asked to keep turning back. But when it happened he was on night watch in the hospital" I explained.


"We don't know if what your ex said is true or not. To find out the truth we have to ask the hospital where your ex works", Selim gave advice.


"I haven't confirmed it yet, I trust him just like that" I said.


"Have there been suspicious people around the apartment lately, or has anyone else been experiencing the same thing as you?", Selim continued to interrogate me.


"I don't know, I don't pay much attention to the people around me when I cross paths with them" I explained.


"Did you remember something forgotten from the terror sms you received yesterday?", Selim reminded.


"It seems like the man who terrorized me knows me, because he knows my name" I said.


"Now try to call again the number Dilara", Selim gave advice.


I followed Selim's advice to call the number that terrorized me.


But after I tried 3 times, he picked up the phone but never spoke.


"What might be terrorizing you is trying to prank you for a possible birthday surprise", Selim keeps trying to guess all the possibilities.


"No, my birthday is still two months away" I denied.


"Yes we will think about this problem again, hopefully no one will terrorize you anymore", Selim comforted me.


"Aamiin", I am allowing Selim prayer.


"Now that I go home first, don't forget the door lock and one more, call me if something happens", saying goodbye.


As Selim steps his foot towards the door he suddenly turns his back.


"Should I accompany you here until you fall asleep Dilara?", Selim offered.


"No, you'll be home last night" I refused.


"But I'm afraid you can't sleep all night" Selim keeps worrying about me.


"So, even if I can't sleep, I'll just take some sleeping pills. I don't want to trouble you and as good as you go home now", I kicked Selim out.


With a heavy heart Selim left me and went home.