LET ME LOVE YOU IN SILENCE

LET ME LOVE YOU IN SILENCE
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Cantika smiled, though Cantika tried to convince them both. But he couldn't convince himself to forget his feelings. Because every time he wants to forget Bastian, he always remembers his good times with Bastian. Bastian's smile was reflected, despite the memories he had of many bad memories. But that imprinted Cantika until Cantika could not forget him. Bastian's possessive attitude made Cantika feel homesick. Bastian's selfish attitude makes Cantika want to embrace him. Even the rude attitude he had gotten in the past made him realize how much Bastian loved him back then. Cantika really loves Bastian so much that he can't forget Bastian. It used to be because of his stupidity that made him have to leave Bastian and his loss made Cantika realize how much he loved Bastian. It's really hard for Cantika to forget Basian. Her first love and the man who took away her virginity. Cantika can only hold back her feelings and love Bastian in her heart.


After arriving at Bastian's house immediately asked who Andra really was to Tania.


"You were lying when you said you weren't feeling well?" ask Bastian


"You mean? I'm really dizzy Bus." replied Tania


"Who's Andra?" ask Bastian seriously


"I don't know. Who is he, not his lover Cantika?" tania answered lying


"Don't lie, I saw her look at you. You also looked at him with jealousy earlier when he said he wanted to get Cantika's heart" said Bastian


"No, you're talking about Bas." elak Tania


"Tania's honest answer!" bastian


"OK, Andra's my ex-boyfriend!" answer Tania


"So he's the man who used to impregnate you and tell you to abort your womb first?" ask Bastian


Tania just kept quiet and didn't answer Bastian's question.


"So he's the man you've loved all along and you miss that?" ask Bastian again


Tania was still silent.


"Aren't you and she still in love with each other? Why don't you go back with him? Why do you still hang on with me who doesn't love you? Why Tania why?" ask Bastian angry


"Because I don't want to see you back with Cantika! I'm sick of seeing Cantika's happiness! She was so lucky to be surrounded by some men who loved her that even she could have children, whereas I? I can't. I was trying to get Danish but she went back to Cantika and they got married. Even you who have been abandoned who should hate him even now still love him. Now Aditya also likes her, even Andra the man I love is on her side. I'm really sick of seeing Cantika's happiness!" tania said angry and crying


"Gois you Tan! Cantika is not wrong but you do this just because of your self-reliance on him. You're the bad Tania!" bastian said angrily leaving Tania


Not even Bastian far away stepped suddenly he stung Tania's scream.


Bastian ran over to Tania, he saw Tania sitting with her stomach grimacing in pain.


"Why you?" ask Bastian worried


"I don't know, it hurts a lot Bus!" tania moans


"Let's go to the doctor" said Bastian carrying Tania


Bastian drove his car to the nearest hospital. He occasionally looked at Tania who was holding back pain beside him. She felt very worried seeing Tania who was in pain.


Arriving at Tania hospital directly into the ER. Long enough Tania checked in the ER, Bastian who faithfully waited beside Tania felt very worried about Tania's condition. He kept holding Tania's hand.


"Where's doc? What's wrong with my wife?" ask Bastian


"It looks like Tania's kidney condition has worsened. Has Tania not been trying to get treatment for her kidneys?" ask the doctor


"Doctor mean?" bastian was confused


"It's a hereditary disease, Ms. Tania has kidney failure. Did you not know about Ms Tania's illness?" ask the doctor again


"You have Tan's kidney failure?" ask Bastian to Tania


Tania nodded her eyes at Bastian.


"Why don't you ever tell Tan the hell?" bastian said he felt guilty about his wife's condition, which he did not know


"I've only been using drugs in pharmacies to relieve the pain, I don't know if it's aggravating my situation" Tania explained


"Drugs without a prescription can worsen the mother's kidneys. And the condition of Tania's left kidney can no longer be helped, now Ms Tania can only rely on the right kidney of the mother. But if Ms. Tania does not do the treatment well it will also worsen the condition of the right kidney of the mother. Ms. Tania has to have a blood wash every week. So Tania should routinely live it and for a while Tania must be hospitalized first. Now I live first, Ms. Tania, let the nurse deliver to Tania's room with her prescription" explained the doctor


"Thank you doc." said Tania


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