LET ME LOVE YOU IN SILENCE
13
"Why are you, Dad?" ask Cantika
"Why?" ask Danish back
"You've changed, have you not loved me anymore?" ask Cantika
"Still in love kog. My attitude from the past is rich so do not be surprised." explained Danish
"Can you pay more attention to your family than your friends?" pinta Cantika
"Do not organize my life." replied Danish firmly
"Well, look at me!" said Cantika loudly "I have never complained even though you give me a little money. I'm trying to understand you want to play with your friends. At least look at me as your son's wife and mother! Just know me once. I'm your wife not your display!" cantika issued his uneg-uneg
"I'm sorry. Honestly I'm stressed Can, I'm not ready to be the head of the household. I still want to enjoy my youth. If it wasn't for you conceiving Fira I would have enjoyed my life." replied Danish
"So you regret marrying me?" ask Cantika disappointed
"I'm not sorry, I just want to enjoy my life." replied Danish
"Yes I know. Well Danish enjoy your life, I just ask you not to forget that Fira as your son has made me happy." Cantika relented
"I definitely won't forget Fira Can, you won't ask for Can's divorce? I still love you kog." asked Danish
"No, for Fira's sake I will survive." replied Cantika "Yes I slept first." Cantika added
After last night's conversation, Danish's attitude turned sweet. He was very attentive to Fira and Cantika. Even so the habit of returning home at night is still done by Danish. Danish still puts his friends ahead of his family. At least his cold attitude had changed making Cantika a little grateful.
Cantika and Danish and Fira attend the wedding of Cantika's schoolmates. There they meet Tania and Bastian. It was the first time Cantika had met Bastian after such a long time. Seeing Tania who was holding Bastian's hand in a friendly manner made the jealous flames in Cantika's heart burn. Even so Cantika could still cover it with a sweet smile.
"Hi how are you?" ask Cantika to Bastian and Tania
"good. You?" ask Bastian back
"Alhamdulillah." replied Cantika saw Tania and then smiled "Lo Tan has rarely played at home?" ask Cantika
"Yes Can, it's still busy." replied Tania
"Ohh that." Cantika replied
"yeah? Mommy can't go on stage? I want to give this song! Udah gatel wanted to sing." asked Cantika to Danish interspersed with laughter.
"May mother." replied Danish smiling.
Cantika headed for the stage, she took the microphone in front of her and then sang.
{ In this place, in the first place I found you.
I went back to this place, but I was with the others.
My Samar heard, the voice I always remember is your voice.
You look happy with her, she's your new boyfriend.
And you were silent, too, when the little girl ran towards you.
And you smile, and you hold a woman's hand beside you.
And said softly in my heart about all this.
If I hadn't left your life, then,
There's no way you're gonna find the love you have now
A love that accepts your flaws and changes the way you see the world
If I had forced the trus with you
Not necessarily the story of us both ending happily
The story that matures us both though through wounds
One thing I now understand
Although the weight of these lips is said
There will be a congratulation
In every word goodbye
Goodbye..}
* Goodbye - Virgoun & Audy
(Sorry the lyrics are author change because here who sing just the Cantika aja yes.)
After she finished singing Cantika returned to her seat. All Cantika's friends were astonished, because Cantika had never been so brave. Cantika's school time was shy, in contrast to Bastian he understood the meaning of the song sung by Cantika. He was not surprised because in the past when still dating Cantika always sang a song that suits his heart. Even now, Bastian believes the song is aimed at him.
It's true that Cantika never sang in public like this. Singing is just a hobby, he used to love singing with his best friend but now after marriage he rarely sings again. Because he wanted to vent his heart, Cantika ventured to sing in public. Fortunately Danish did not suspect Cantika's song. Danish is too focused on HP.
After the wedding is over they go home. Along the way Bastian daydreamed and it made Tania restless.
"Bas, are you a gapapa?" ask Tania
"Ah.. Yes I'm gapapa." replied Bastian smiling
"Think of Cantika's song?" tanya Tania was upset
"No, what the hell are you" replied Bastian evasive
"I know, Cantika still feels the same way you do. You too right? You were a paper." asked Tania angrily
"What are you talking about, honey? I don't think so." said Bastian lying
"I want to stay away from Cantika. I beg you too, keep away from the Cantika family. I want us to be happy Bas." Tania said
"Stay you as his best friend. And where might I stay away from Retno, Retno's sister, I already consider rich my own brother Tan. And you know that, Retno who always strengthens me "reply Bastian withholds anger
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