is it wrong to be a widow?
Confiding friends

lula's at the office..

"morning neng.. lethargic face.." said Aris with a smile on Lula.

"again upset me." replied Lula as she put her mouth away

"why? diputusin girlfriend?" guess Aris

"in the middle of the break I told you." replied Lula

"hhmm.. okay.. don't want lunch where? or what do you want to eat?"

"at the usual place.."

"okay" replied Aris while giving her hand thumb code..

during the day break ..

arrive at their favorite soto stall not too far from work ..

they ride Aris's motorcycle, with a journey time of about 10 minutes..

when they were already inside the stall Aris quickly ordered their food to the soto seller ..

"the usual is bude." said Aris to bude who is the owner of the soto stall with a smile..

"siaappp boss." replied the bude to Aris with a slight laugh

yes, the bude had already memorized the order that Aris and Lula had when they ate in his stall ..

they often eat there, starting when they are still wearing their SMK uniforms..

no wonder, if the bude soto think they are a pair of lovers since the time of SMK because of their closeness to where - where always the two..

not infrequently, other than bude other people will think the same thing because of Aris' attention to Lula like attention like a pair of lovers..

however, Lula only regards Aris as her best friend no more..

not no, honestly Lula fell in love with Aris since they were still in school, but Aris never expressed her feelings so Lula chose to confine her feelings so as not to hurt her or Aris if it turns out that Aris only considers her as a friend as well ..

their ordered food had been arranged on the table, they finally ate it..

"not most chili, inget maag you neng" said Aris

after eating, Lula finally started a serious conversation with Aris

"i want to marry ris.."

deg..

like being hit by a big rock Aris heard Lula's words

"i was betrothed to ris with my father's business partner's son ris.."

Aris could only fall silent and bow her gaze from Lula..

"Aris.." call Lula

"are you sure you want to marry young?"

"i tried to live it ris. To be honest, it's very heavy. However, I chose to obey my parents ris.."

"is there no way out but to marry young? don't you have a high mind la.."

"yes, I have high ambitions, but my father's business is at stake. I think if with this I can help both my parents why not?"

"you sure you won't regret it?"

after hearing the question from Aris, the heart of Lula who was hesitant to get married grew hesitant and hesitant..

however, as much as possible he will try to behave normally as if his choice to stare at life with a foreign man is the right choice..

"if you're sure, I pray that your marriage to that man will be done well and you live happily with him.." aris said with a heavy voice signifying that he felt a great sadness..

Lula who is loved by Aris will marry a stranger..

Aris does love Lula but she is still unable to express her feelings..

Aris is afraid, that Lula only considers herself as a friend no more so that her love and affection are locked so as not to get stronger..

however, Aris was just an ordinary human..

the feeling that he had been trying to get rid of, turned out to be very strong even after he heard Lula's statement that Aris was about to marry felt that part of his world had collapsed unnoticed..

the hope to reach the mind - the mind with the people he loves is extinct..