is it wrong to be a widow?

is it wrong to be a widow?
Fixated


"good night om .. Aunty. sorry I was late.." said Lula who had dressed up as beautiful and polite as possible while showing off her sweet smile and did not forget to kiss the back of the hands of the prospective two-in-law alternately..


lula's gaze turned to look at a sweet man with an athletic body with a little thin brew..


"god.is he my future husband?" asked Lula in her heart..


"introduce, this is Rian om's son and Aunt. this is your future husband son." said prima sir.


Lula shook hands and smiled ..


in his heart, it was like an incredible rumble was happening..


the appearance was not too bad for him, and there was also a hint of a strange feeling he had never felt..


after the two families' dinner, they immediately chatted in the family room..


"Lula. invite prospective husbands to the park, so you can get to know each other better." said mr. brahata.


"well yeah..."


Lula also invites Rian to go to the garden in front of his house..


no one wants to start a conversation, both are equally silent for a long time..


arriving - arriving


"how old are you, Lula?" tanya Rian arrived - arrived


"just 19 years old?"


"i'm a little older than you. I'm 33 years old.."


at once Lula's eyes glared as if he could not believe what he was hearing..


"then, what should I call you?" Lula asked innocently


"you call me a. Do you mind if I call you sister?" ask Rian later


"it's up to you. mas .."


there was an amused feeling when Lula called the man who would become her husband by the name of mas..


however, as much as possible he will accept and live what he should...


Lula said goodbye to go back to her room and rest..


after arriving in the room, Lula also cleaned her makeup and changed her clothes with her favorite nightgown..


negligee is a cartoon character, her favorite..


after that, he lies down in the mattress and will soon sleep..


suddenly his phone vibrates indicating there is an incoming message, he immediately opens and reads the message sent to him..


..."Dik. this is mas number.. saved yes"...


instantly Lula's eyeballs glared at the sight after reading the message..


then, he realized as he chatted with Rian in his home garden that Rian had asked for his phone number..


..."yes.."...


such was Lula's brief reply to Rian..


Lula also deactivated his cell phone and chose to dock in his complaint.he did not forget to pray that God always protects him and his family under any circumstances..


the clock also rings indicating that it has been 05.00 not to forget Lula fulfilled his obligation as a religious people..


every prayer is tucked away in the words "O Allah, my Lord, if this is best for your servant, then ease the way.if not the best, eat away.." such was the prayer that Lula offered to the creator..


Lula was prepared to do his routine is working in the morning and will continue college at night..


when Lula is ready with her work uniform, she activates her phone and...


..."morning dik.. don't forget breakfast.."...


the message she received was sent by her future husband Rian..


..."yes.."...


such was the short reply sent by Lula..


not that Lula can not be romantic, but honestly she is still hard to accept her future husband, but she still tries to accept with all her soul..