is it wrong to be a widow?

is it wrong to be a widow?
Shindy


"son and madam prima planned that her son would marry you in two weeks' time.."


the words of Madame Brahata were still stirred in Lula's ears..


he must be mentally prepared to stay sane living life..


Lula went to work using the services of ojol because so far he did not have the courage to ride a motorcycle or car because of the trauma he was still experiencing ..


at the age of 13 years, Lula had a traffic accident so that the incident is still stored in his memory ..


the ojol arrived and they left for their destination..


Lula still behaves normally does not look like a person who is getting married..


around 11:00 am before the noon break..


tock.tok..


"yes, in.."


sahut Bu Melisa from the room


"excuse me ma'am, sorry to interrupt the timing.."


"it's okay Lula. sit down.."


for now Lula is in the room of Melisa's mother who is the Manager where she works..


"i want to apply for leave Ms. .." said Lula while propping the map she brought from her desk..


"what's la..?"


asked Ms. Melisa while reading the leave application letter that Lula submitted..


"waaahhh.. Do you want to marry me? that fast?"


mrs Melisa asked as if she could not believe what she was reading..


"yes ma'am, I will get married.please you can approve my leave and for the invitation I will send you ma'am.."


"just a minute, I'm gonna ask you something.."


"what is Mom?"


"are you sure you want to get married at this very young age?"


look at Ms. Melisa while looking at Lula's eyeballs


as if getting a question of doubt Lula's decision was steady to answer..


"yes ma'am, God willing.."


aware of her attack through a question from her superior, Lula also chose to answer casually and smile..


"please pray, ma'am, may it last until the end of life .."


feeling Lula shut off access to her personal life, Ms. Melisa could only sigh deeply...


"hhhhmmmm.okay lah la.. good luck and eternal yes la.."


Lula finally came out of Ms. Melisa's room and returned to her desk..


"ehemmm.. who wants to marry..the aura is different..."


goda Ratna was the companion next to Lula's desk laughing..


"ikh, you are mah.."


"are you ready to be born yet? marriage worship for life know.."


"goddessa.."


that was the only answer Lula could answer to Ratna..


it did not take long, the news about Lula's marriage spread throughout his work area was not a few nosy and curious about the news..


"goddessa.."


lula replied with a smile if anyone asked about the news of her wedding which will be held in the next two weeks..


in another room ..


"ris, Lula wants to get married.. Don't you know yet?" ask Riko to Aris


"already.."


replied Aris casually..


"well, isn't that sad? isn't Lo in love with Lula?"


search Riko


"ko, not everything we want will go according to our plans, right. if this marriage is the best for him why not?.. as a friend, whatever decision he makes, I will support him with all my heart.."


"but you love her, right?"


"if all love is to be realized by having what we love, then isn't that a haughty trait? god is omniscient and understands what is needed by his people.if it is destined by God, however hard and sharp his journey will still be united, if it is not destined to be as strong as anything maintained will remain separated too right? let's just pray for the best"


Riko could only nod her head after hearing Aris' explanation..


Riko understood, Aris tried to make peace with fate as if he was playing with his friend's life..