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Exactly 1 month of Lula and Rian's wedding..

"dik, someone wants to tell you.. "

rian said to Lula while they were in Lula's private room..

"what is mas?"

ask Lula

Rian pulled Lula's hand, then invited her to sit face to face in front of their bed..

"what can I do, tonight I ask you not to? "

Rian looked at Lula's bead.

like being electrocuted, immediately the tongue of the mute lula can not say anything. She looked only at a man who had legitimately become her husband.

lula and Rian's marriage, which has been going on for a month, looks sweet on the outside but bitter on the inside.

lula who tried to neutralize the raging feelings tried to stay calm but still did not answer the question from her husband.

lula still remained silent however..

"dik's.. "

rian called out to lula and her hand stroked the very cheek of the wife he married just for the sake of his parents.

lula was surprised at the treatment of her husband, how not if in one month they have not felt the first night as husband and wife do when they have been in the eyes of law and religion..

the activities carried out by Lula and her husband at night when they had finished work at work each of them only slept in one room where Rian would always sleep on the sofa and lula and sleeping in her bed..

as if awakening from the raging of his mind..

"ech, mas.. "

lula did not continue her words, she preferred to shut up and bow her head..

rian grabbed the chin of the lula and looked back at the bead of his eyes, with a gentle movement of the rian peeping at the lips of the lula..

even though lula does not have a sense of liking and affection, but he only tries to carry out the responsibilities as a wife that he has taken..

not long after, the kiss given rian gets hotter and eventually they do what they should have done as a legitimate couple..

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after doing these activities, Rian left his own lula in the room while he went to the balcony outside their room while smoking a cigarette..

rian paid no heed to his wife, whom he had taken to holiness and when his desires had been fulfilled he left lula without a word..

how heartbroken lula was..

after doing his duty as a wife he was left behind..

the shadow when they do it as if it is not separated from the mind of Lula..

when rian did it started off softly but instantly turned rough..

lula begs to perform slowly as rian attempts to penetrate her hymen, but rian does not heed the lula's request, instead further increasing her rhythm..

the cries and cries of Lula echoed in their room, but Rian seemed to have gone deaf and continued to perform his actions...

when the cigarette in Rian's hand was up, he went back into the room..

rian walked towards the bathroom, without turning to look at his own wife..

rian showed an indifferent attitude after meeting his sexual needs..

lula who had been crying so hard inside the blanket that covered her body did not realize that Rian had returned to their room to the bathroom..

lula feels pain not only in********************, but also in her heart..

as a woman she wants to do this with full tenderness, so that she can feel the real pleasure..

however, his expedition did not go according to the reality he had just experienced..