is it wrong to be a widow?
live the day

***

Rian walked towards the bed where Lula was still covering her entire body with a blanket, then flicked it up..

"go clean yourself up.."

rian said as he stared at Lula with a glance and laid himself in their bed.

Lula, shocked at her husband's treatment, tried to digest what she had just experienced.

Lula tried to get out of their bed, then grabbed her clothes and in a limp step she headed for the bathroom to clean herself.

after Lula was in the bathroom, she turned on the shower and watered her entire body.

slowly his tears came down, he was crying without making a sound he was afraid if rian heard his crying would cause new problems for him.

Lula went to walk in closet choosing her nightgown and then returned to the bed where she saw Rian had fallen asleep like a man who had done nothing wrong..

Lula did not dare to sleep next to Rian, as she herself was still a little afraid if rian again asked for his right in a rude manner.

he also chose to sleep on the sofa where Rian should have slept there.

lula again took the spare blanket on the walk in closet, then laid her body on a fairly large sofa and curled up to cover her body with a blanket.

not to forget he prayed so that he would avoid things he did not want when he rested.

***

Not long ago, the lula that was still in his subconscious forced himself to wake up immediately because he felt someone harassing his resting hour.

lula tried to open her eyelids and she had to feel the usual pungent pain when she saw Rian re-raising her in a rough manner.

after Rian was satisfied, he returned to his bed without giving thanks, or good night to Lula.

he closed his eyes again shortly, a snoring from his breath that indicated that he was already in his dreamland..

lula headed for the bathroom with more limp steps because she was actually unable to walk, but still forced herself..

after she was in the bathroom, Lula turned on the shower but she did not immediately wet her body..

he never imagined that his life would go against his will.

she dreams of success, making her parents proud, and marrying a man who loves her.

lula recalled the time of her marriage which had lasted for one month.

there is no love from rian for lula, because he does not want to marry lula but he still runs it so that Mr. Prima still provides all the facilities, luxury, and luxury, as well as being the holder of control over the company of his own parents..

lula never told her everything she experienced, either to her friends, or her parents.

he tried to sincerely accept all the paths he took so that his marriage continued to run until the end of his life.

lula does not want to add burden to her parents, so she can only vent her emotions just by crying in the bathroom..

after satisfied Lula crying, he cleaned himself and then continued his rest so that he did not oversleep for office.

***

the sound of an alarm coming from a lula phone makes him wake up and prepare to start his day..

he cleaned himself up, then put on his work uniform and he approached Rian who was still asleep while now showing at 06.30 am..

lula tried to wake rian up..

"mas, wake up at half past seven.. "

rian only replied with a humm while staring at Lula.

" want to wait here or what? "

"no, if you want to go first it's okay"

rian flat answer

lula grabbed her husband's hand, kissed him and asked for permission to work.After that, she went straight to her family's dining room..