Hijrah Stories
Episode 6

After two hours I finally arrived at the campus late, when I arrived, the campus was very quiet because all the participants had entered the room \ each and took the test, and the, I wanted to go to the room right away just that I had absolutely no idea where my room was, because such a large campus took me a long time to see the exam room numbers one by one, fortunately at that time I met my brother \-branch who also studied at the campus without thinking long I immediately asked by showing the participant's sign card and the number of the room where I tested, I asked, quickly the two senior brothers drove me to the front of the room.

I who was late at that time ventured to enter the room where I ran the test, at that time all the examinees stared and said things \-things that greatly decreased my confidence, which made my confidence decreased, but at that time I did not respond to every word \- the words they say I just keep quiet and encourage myself by talking in my heart “ I must not be weak I must be strong do not listen to their ridicule, I have to succeed in this test, I don't want my parents to be disappointed anymore because of me.

After telling the supervisor the reason why I was late I was finally allowed to take the test but on condition that the next \-day was no longer too late. In spirit I started filling out my answer sheet quickly, as I was late by almost half the time for the exam so I had to finish the test at the appointed time without any extra time.

I who chose the campus to pause from my friends\-friends SMK had to re-adapt to a new environment where everything was foreign to me without anyone I knew, after a few days of running the test I finally got a friend, who I used to go to \-where alone now there are friends who accompany me.

Just like the campus where I applied before, waiting for the results of the month-long test at this campus is also like that, because I didn't have any relatives whose house was close to the campus where I enrolled I finally decided to look for a boarding house. It's not the second time I've ever posted this.

At the boarding house I found friends from different regions, although different regions and different natures we now live in the same house that means we now family would not want to, we like not having to accept the disadvantages and advantages of each other even though it is difficult to do, not only new students who ngekost in that place there are some senior brothers who ngekost there.

The day of the test results announcement had arrived me and my friend came to the campus nervous, I who had failed the university entrance exam test felt very afraid to see the bulletin board, he said, but my friend continued to cheer me up after several times lapping the name of the participant who passed the test, I finally found my name on the list of participants who passed the test exam, he said, I was so happy that I couldn't wait to tell my parents this news, without wasting a lot of time I called my parents and told them that I had graduated I had become a freshman.

After the announcement of the test results we also entered the campus with the status of a new student, just like the other campus I entered also did OSEK, we ran OSEK for three days, and we did OSEK for three days, during the three days we came to the campus in the morning and went home in the afternoon, during OSEK we were told to bring the campus provisions in accordance with the schedule determined by the committee.

At this private college I majored in Accounting, when in fact I do not understand and have never been interested in accounting but because I want to work in the office I think this department is the most appropriate for me to choose.

Actually I never thought to enter the private campus I always wanted to enter the state campus, after failing the entrance test exam at the state campus it seems I have no purpose at all, I just follow the destiny of life that God has laid out for me.

After finishing OSEK I started to enter and study normally like other students, because we are new students who do not know classmates well one by one every lecturer who enters our class always tells us to introduce ourselves, the question that I do not like and avoid is “apa ideals and goals of your life”, I every time asked about it I feel confused, I feel confused, I don't know what to answer because I no longer have a purpose, every time the question arises I always answer by following the example of my friend's answer, which is “my purpose in life is to make my parents happy and make me proud.

It turns out that it is true what the ustad who taught me taught me, ustad ever said “ sometimes what we want and plan God does not give and realize because God knows better which is best for us” when ustad said that I began to realize, I began to realize, God knows the college I want isn't the best for me so God didn't make me pass the entrance exam, while the private campus that I never thought of entering was the best campus for me.

I was more convinced by the words of the justad after I met good people, wanted to guide and teach me about religion, in the campus that had not entered the campus just thought about it makes me not excited.

Before I also learned about religion at home and at school that made me pray diligently and made me a little big head, I felt I was better than them, he said, but all my pride was gone and changed to shame when I started to get to know them further, it turned out that they were smart to teach, to pray on time, and to pray, and knowing more about religion than me has never shown intelligence and always been humble, but I whose knowledge is a little arrogant and feel that I know more than anyone.