Hijrah Stories
Episode 1's

I am Ayu Andira a woman who is far from good and righteous. I attended State Secondary School, I was one of the female students who could be said to be active in organizational activities at school until almost all the teachers in my school knew me.

Not all students who attend school around me are Muslims but we do not drop religion with each other we respect and respect each other. Because we went to public schools so we learned more general lessons, while the Islamic studies are minimal compared to madrasah or pesantren schools that do learn about the religion of Islam in detail even from the smallest.

My parents actually wanted me to go to the boarding school but I who was weak in memorization preferred to go to public school, even so my parents never forced their will to children\- his children including me they prefer the wishes of his children\-kids as long as it is good according to them, that's one of the advantages of my parents.

My parents, who were afraid that I would forget my duty as a Muslim, because my worldly busyness finally put me in MDA, where I began to learn how to pray well, study the law of tajwid in reading Al\-qur’an, and learn how Muslim women dress well.

Because my busyness at school all the time I almost spent in school it resulted in me no longer studying in MDA.

Because a lot of my time I spend outside and making friends with people\people who behave poorly, he said, I also began to be followed by bad relationships such as my rude way of speaking who did not have good manners and conduct, skipped school, did not attend ceremonies, and skipped during class hours, he said, I was one of the people who was easily influenced by friends, I had a friend who was only concerned with the world compared to the afterlife, I grew up to be a woman who was even far from being a loving woman, weak and gentle.

I am a daughter who often goes against the words of my parents, even though my parents tell me to do good deeds, sometimes enough to shed tears to see the bad behavior that I often do, he said, due to my bad deeds, not only am I the gossip material of mother\-mother in my village but my parents are also victims of gossip.

I am a woman who prefers to be friends with men\men than with women, I assume that friends with women are complicated and boring because if you gather and talk most of what is discussed about men\- men like to show off the superiority of his girlfriend and most women are more baperan than men\, said a little on joking they immediately hurt and end\-end enemies, while befriending men\- men are more fun because always joking there is no such thing as heartache in joking, if women are friends with men\male then the woman is treated like a princess, guarded and always prioritized.

I'm a girl who always bothers others, because I no longer study at MDA and my time in the morning until the afternoon I spent at school finally my parents told me to teach at night, in the mosque near my house every time the magrib prayer is finished there is my neighbor who used to teach the children\-children teach us usually call it ustad, many who learn to teach with ustad it is not just a child\- children from our village but there are also from the next village. because many who learn to teach with ustad it is sometimes we just finished teaching after prayer isha, this is where my ignorance and friends\my friend showed up,

agus: yes, why yu ?

ayu: I tell you that we have finished teaching, how we are afraid of the next village child, we are dancing and the ghost of we continue to stand across the road but the road that is usually passed by them when they want to go home, we want to go home, definitely exciting.

Agus: yes it can also be exciting, I want to see how they react when they are scared.

Me and my boy friend who finished teaching faster than the others we began planning to scare them when they came home, we also began by wearing a thick powder and crossed the eyelids using black color and cover the body with a white cloth after we finished hiding beside a large tree across the street often they go through when after returning home to teach, after they finished teaching them also a crowded way to their respective homes, to their homes, just as we thought when they went through the street and saw us dressed up as ghosts they were surprised and ran away, some were crying because of fear, we who saw them laughed out loud. Because of the incident they no longer dare to come to the mosque to teach, the ustad who knew the problem once punished us and told us to apologize to them.

I am a woman who does not hijab and close the veil because at that time I did not know what the true use of hijab, I felt that wearing hijab was hot. I know that hijab is mandatory but I can't wear it yet, because I haven't found a reason I can understand.

I am a woman who often leaves prayers on purpose, sometimes I only do maghrib prayer only, when the dzuhur prayer time I was in class because there was a lesson hour, during my dorm time I was busy with organizational activities, during the time when I was asleep, and at dawn I woke up late, I'm one of those women who's so hard to get up in the morning only my mom can wake me up in the morning, I tried trying to get up early without waking up my mother so I decided to set an alarm but my efforts were nothing when the alarm went off instead of getting up to take a shower turn off the alarm and then go to sleep again.

I'm a woman who really likes to play if I've played I forget the time, during school holidays I just fill my act by playing like football, fishing differently from other girls. If I have played sometimes if I am not picked up my mother came home I just remember coming home when azan maghrib reverberated.

I am a person who is never grateful for what I have, I often compare my life with others, but I don't know if that person's life is more beautiful than mine or vice versa.