Grace of Love
Maaf

Nindi was sitting with Bi Inah who last night saw Nindi unhappily throwing away the food that had been served. Very rude, Nindi realized her actions were beyond her senses.

“Why Non, talk to Aunty, what Aunty can help?” Tanya Bi Inah who only saw the lethargic face of Nindi with a sigh that sounded very heavy since sitting with her in the living room. “Do not hesitate Non, ask for help just do not hesitate Non.” Nindi looked at Bi Inah with regret.

“Aunt is not angry?” Bi Inah instead smiled, she knew what Nonna would discuss was her rude attitude that only last night Bi Inah saw after working with her for quite a long time. Bi Inah grabbed Nindi's hand.

“Auntie is not angry, Nonna has the right to be angry with Aunt if it is a mistake.” Nindi shook her head, her guilt grew even greater seeing Bi Inah's good heart. It could be angry at Bi Inah who is like her own parents.

“Sorry Bi.....I'm sorry, Nindi, Aunt is not wrong. I'm the childish one angry for no reason at Auntie, like my little one last night. Sorry Bi.” Nindi hugged Bi Inah quite tightly, her chest tight regretting her actions that could not be forgiven by herself.

“Don't apologize Non, Auntie loh it's okay. Don't be sad, Auntie forgot about last night. Aunty will not remember again, Aunt promise.” Nindi cried in Bi Inah's embrace, expelling all the regret that so stifled her chest.

Bi Inah not only works, he has become part of his family because Bi Inah has served the Ivar family for so long. He was very sincere, never once did Nindi see Bi Inah behaving so badly. He always taught her many things so that Nindi could adjust. Bi Inah who had been patiently always on Nindi's side when she was down.

It could be that Nindi was acting so arrogantly to a woman who was already so kind to her. It is inappropriate for Nindi to be apologized for the abusive treatment that Nindi has done, painful even though not directly shown openly. Nindi regretted, she really cursed the childish attitude that must have inflicted a wound on Bi Inah.

Increasingly regretful as Nindi did not see the slightest hint of anger on Bi Inah's face, she even patiently calmed down Nindi who was sobbing bitterly regretting her actions. Her heart kept warm hugging Nindi who was in need of a touch of a mother, she remained calm even though she should have cursed Nindi for her brash attitude last night.

“Already, do not cry Non. Aunty better see Nonna get angry than cry like this. Aunt is not angry Non, Aunt is relieved that Nonna is fine. Already well.”

Nindi raised her face, not yet relieved because the feeling of guilt was still so great that she was very sorry. Bi Inah's hand rubbed Nindi's tears wetting her white cheeks which currently looked red.

“As long as Nonna and the rest of the house are fine, Aunty will be fine. Angry once in a while is not what Nonna, Auntie is relieved. It is not good to hold back with a feeling of annoyance, Aunt is fine.” Nindi this time nodded at Bi Inah's long explanation which was enough to win her heart.

“Please don't hurt ya Bi, Nindi dear Aunt once. Don't leave Nindi because of Nindi's attitude yesterday yes Bi.” Bi Inah nodded with her warm face, for a moment she was already sorry. How could Bi Inah be angry with this kind of Nonna.

“Aibi already thinks of you like Auntie Non's daughter, how can Auntie be angry just for seeing her Daughter upset a little like last night.” Again, Bi Inah's speech was so soothing Nindi's heart was so hurt.

“It's a pity, Aunty already sorry about the Princess' mistake. No more crying.” Ivar grabbed Nindi's body in his arms, watching from afar and making her heart full with Nindi's deep regret.

Nindi did not hurt him directly. Bi Inah only saw him from a distance, his anger was also on Ivar not on anyone else. But Nindi realized her actions were very painful for Bi Inah who prepared food willingly and sincerely. Nindi should not anger over the help she has received. He regretted to the point of blaming himself so grievously.

“Have breakfast yet my wife Bi?” Bi Inah shook her head. “Crying also needs energy dear, let's have breakfast first.” Ivar is indeed a day off, he woke up a little during the day because it was difficult to sleep until late at night.

“Bibi has cooked Nonna's favorite food, aunt's dawn has cooked so that Nonna breakfast delicious auntie's cuisine Young Master.” Ivar smiled, Nindi was still embarrassed to show her face. “Aibi to top yes Sir, please breakfast.”

“What Aunt will also leave me? What attitude can I have Aunt forgive Bang? I've been so outrageous.” Ivar stroked the gentle mane of Nindi.

“Aunti already thinks our family is his family, so is our family dear. Aunty will not leave just because of such problems dear, dear dear aunt we all.” Nindi was a little amused.

"Ahhhh.I'm so sorry, Aunt must be sad." Ivar kissed Nindi's adorable cheeks. "Bringing home all day, right?" Nindi asked to make sure, Ivar nodded.

“Today Brother who will take care of you, Mas Ayman has left early in the morning because it has to meet in Bandung dear.” Nindi nodded, she had already been looked at as well.

“Hanna come home at one noon Bang, later do not forget we pick up Hanna.” Ivar nodded.

Nindi this morning had escorted him to Bagas, he was not invited to Bandung because Ayman did not want Nindi and Hanna went alone without Bagas considering Ivar was still exhausted. Ivar was still sleeping due to exhaustion of not being able to sleep all night due to worry.

“Sorry didn't drive you this morning.” Nindi nodded in understanding. “Now can we have breakfast? Brother hungry once dear.” Ask Nindi to hurry breakfast.

“Iya Nindi is also hungry.” They both enjoyed a quiet breakfast. Hanna school, Jason playing in the back garden with Baby, sunbathing. “Papah asked me to stop by the office for a while if you can take you there.” Ivar who was chewing his food nodded.

“Before going to school Hanna we stopped by for a while huh babe.” Nindi nodded in agreement. “Suddenly my hands are lazy move Mom, can I bribe?” The call that still sounded unfamiliar in Nindi's ears made her face red.

“Abang his hands two, healthy. Why should it be in bribe.” She said with a shy face. Ivar pulled his seat closer to Nindi. Kissing her blushing cheeks.

"I love you Mommy."

“Abang....shy, later anyone see loh!” His omel who even though his chest is pounding quite tight. “Shift, narrow Brother.” Pinta Nindi was still with her timid face.

“Abang loh is missing dear.” Ivar hugged Nindi tightly. Smear the nape of Nindi gently makes Nindi goosebumps made. As Ayman said, Nindi needs more attention from her husband, from the people she cares about to feel loved.

After finishing with breakfast approaching lunch, Ivar prepares to clean up as he wants to take Nindi to the office before picking up Hanna. Nindi was breastfeeding Baby before she lived, lucky Baby very henchman every time she left her Mommy. Makes Nindi feel calm.

“Mih....Mih...” Jason pointed to the photo of Edel on the nightstand. “Mih..” Nindi kissed Jason's cheek that was leaning near the nightstand.

“Jason kangen Mamih darling?” Jason simply smiled in response to Nindi's question, he definitely did not understand. “There's Mommy yes Son, Jason loves Mommy right baby?” Jason nodded. Her face was adorable with teeth that had started to grow evenly in her gums. He was handsome like the Ayman Papih, but the shape of his face was very similar to that of Edel.

“Ca....Muuuu...ah...” His speech which was still not too clear while kissing the photo of Edel, was moved once Nindi saw it. She had to grow up without her mother.