Grace of Love
Trying to Accept Destiny

The night was so gripping, Nindi had not managed to silence the sound of Jason crying looking for her Mamih. Jason was very lost, because sad Nindi even joined in crying hugging Jason. Unable to stem the tears of seeing Jason who was so exhausted looking for his beloved woman.

Hearing Nindi's cry, Jason looked up. Stop crying and look at Nindi's face with her round eyes.

"Mih.ate...Mih.." he said that is not clear but Nindi knows what it means.

"Sorry baby, Mamih bobo Nak. Mom is tired, son." Jason hugged Nindi. Either he understands or he is tired of crying.

After quite a while, Jason finally fell asleep, Nindi did not believe herself to be able to keep Jason alone or not. Edel was so warm, he could not be as perfect as Edel in caring for children. Hanna was as close to Edel as her real son.

Jason fell asleep on Nindi's lap when Ivar entered, Nindi's face was of course very exhausted. His eyes were all day crying incessantly. Ivar took over Jason and put him to bed in the baby box.

"Remember...." Ivar kissed Nindi's forehead. Feeling guilty Nindi endured endless grief.

"What's the matter, baby?" Nindi shook her head, seeing that Ivar was fine Nindi was relieved. Wanting to ask how Ivar felt but Nindi did not have the heart, rather could not hear Ivar's answer.

"Nindi's hungry." He had eaten nothing since morning. Ivar likes it best if Nindi indulges herself in Ivar.

Oh my God, I forgot to even notice. Unfortunately, those who are busy here and there take care of many things. His head was filled with many affairs, he had forgotten his beloved woman who struggled to calm herself down alone.

"Don't take a minute, baby....." Inching down from the bed.

"I want to eat alone with Brother, if you don't eat, I don't want to." Ivar smiled, it was funny that he was sulking. Ivar nodded in understanding.

Luna walked in as Ivar came out, smiling sweetly towards Nindi who was not strong enough to stand up. His legs were numb and his body was very weak.

"Don't wake up, sister, it's okay." Luna ran to see Nindi trying to sit down. " Sleep Brother, no papa." Luna stroked Nindi's distended stomach.

"He's been moving all day." It was clear to the anxious Luna. Seeing a pregnant woman makes Luna feel funny, her stomach can enlarge beyond her reasoning mind.

"Hay.... aunty come dear.” The voice mimics the voice of the baby. “Jaga Mommy ya Son." Luna was surprised to feel a pretty loud kick. "He's very strong." Wonder laughter.

"He's so brave, he'll keep us all out of the bad guys." His face is back. He is still not willing to let go of his two favorite women.

"Sir Nindi must be strong. Ivar, Papah and Ayman need us." Nindi nodded. Understand that their power is with Nindi now. If Nindi wavers, they will lose their confidence.

"I'm confused...I have to how to keep them all by myself?" Closing her face that could no longer hold back the tears.

"There I am, there is Mamah, Father and there are still many people who will take care of our family Brother." Ivar could not hear Nindi's heartbreak.

“Please tell me what I have to Dek. I fear. I could not see such a huge wound within them. I really can't.” His present issue is in Luna's embrace.

“I will be the strength of Kak Nindi, I will support Big Brother as much as possible, believe Kak, we can pass all this.” He said like an adult.

“I'm not sure about myself. I can't what face all this Dek.” Nindi sounded so sad.

“Don't be too late Brother, I beg you. I don't want to lose anyone anymore. Remember Baby needs a strong Mommy. Baby must be sad to see Mommy all day crying.” True what Luna said, there is a life that she must take care of.

Ivar pretended to shout to talk to someone else to make Nindi aware of his arrival. Nindi and Luna both pretended to be fine.

Nindi immediately wiped away her tears.

"Sister Ivar has come, Luna is down well, afraid Hanna will wake up." Nindi hugged Luna warmly, she was very reliable.

"Thank you for taking care of Hanna. I'm so lucky to have you all." Luna kissed Nindi's cheek quite hard.

"Don't cry, remember Papah Ed." Ivar scrambled Luna's hair. How dare a child threaten him.

"You're like an old man." The ledeknya that is not responded to.

Immediately Ivar fed Nindi painstakingly, his eyes not tired of looking at his wife's ayu face. Scrutinizing every inch of Nindi's face was perfect in Ivar's eyes.

***

In the morning, it was time to release the two loved ones to their final rest. Can no longer bring things back even if no one wants to be in a position like this.

Despite the dim sun, Ivar kept trying to walk confidently. For the sake of the wings now perched on his body became a force for him to fly.

Tears are running out illustrating his current feelings. It was already at the point of being willing to let go of his beloved for the good of everyone.

Nindi did not let go of Ivar's grasp of the hand, afraid that her legs could not stand firmly because she could not deny the state of her body that was really very weak at the moment.

"As long as I see Brother is fine, Nindi is also strong." The answer is full of confidence.

"So did Brother, Nindi who made Brother strong so far." Ivar kissed Nindi's forehead.

Standing up firmly shows the strength of himself and his family that will not be as easily shaken. Although Ivar still asked for strict guard for the safety of everyone.

After the funeral, Ivar took the time to take Nindi to the hospital. He did not want to regret ignoring Nindi's health which of course was not okay.

"How's Doc, is my wife and her content okay?"

"You guys are so inspiring, I probably won't be this fresh Var. You guys are great, your kid-to-be is great too. She's perfectly healthy." The doctor showed a screen that showed the agility of their prospective baby moving.

"Babies.....Mommy's sorry well, Mommy won't be sad anymore. We are strong, son." His words were full of haru.

"Thank you baby, thank you guys for being okay." Ivar is very proud. His wife is very strong.

After the examination was over, Ivar allowed Nindi to enjoy her favorite meal. Ivar was happy to see Nindi eating voraciously.

"Dear baby, no one's going to take your food." The one in the reprimand only blushed.

"Baby was impatient, he wanted to rush to eat it." Pinched Nindi's nose.

Once done, Nindi does not forget to shop a lot of cakes for everyone at home. For his two children who are waiting for him to come home.

The step is heavy when going to step in, given the current great responsibility must be on his responsibility.

"Abang...I can take good care of them? It's been Edel's brother taking care of them." Spoons.

"You can love it, me and the others will help Nindi keep an eye on Hanna and Jason, and our future son. You can do it, baby." Clenching his hand.

"Aunty....." Shouted Hanna who rushed towards him. "A long time back, Hanna's a runaway." Monyong mouth is full of fat.

"Tante is between Eyang and Mamih break. Hanna told my aunt this morning." Hanna nodded.

"Jason Bobo's grandfather, he's good not fussy, Hanna was guarding Adek sampe bobo." Feeling proud.

Fr..cupp...

"It's great Uncle's daughter." Hannya laughed. "Hanna's already Hanna's big sister." Nodding, his eyes twinkled at the paper bag in his Uncle's hand.

"Hanna will...." She nodded with a soft voice.

"This is all for Hanna and Adek." Ivar hugged his beautiful angel again, solace. It's not easy for a child as small as Hanna to go through many times the same events.

Yeayy.....

Hearing Hanna's voice was soothing, at least there was still a lot for Nindi and Ivar to fight for.

Tired Nindi simply enjoyed the soothing sight before her eyes. Trying to swallow his bitter pill despite his body soul refusing, a life he repeatedly had to face.

Losing, it hurts. But who can choose what to be, can't. You can only give up everything that happens to the almighty.

Ayman came out of the room carrying his briefcase, of course, causing a big question mark in the minds of Nindi and Ivar.

“Mas Ayman where are you going?” Tanya Nindi immediately approached Ayman who was sitting at the dinner table eating Edel's favorite sandwich.

“It feels like nothing special.” Talk itself. Smiling scared Nindi. “Mas has a meeting today, sign Jason ya Nin.” He said with his face as if everything was fine.

“Mas sure to leave for work?” Tanya Nindi convinced herself of the sight she was seeing at the moment.

“Let's just Nin, Mas's good. Mas walk well, save my wife's favorite bread one well. I'll eat.” Nindi swallowed her saliva in disbelief.

Ivar who was dumbfounded asked his Bodiguard to follow Ayman. Ensuring his definite Brother-in-law is insane until his destination safely.

“This is dear, it's okay. I've asked someone to keep Mas safe.” The still shocked Nindi sat on Ivar's lap.

Nindi was speechless. It hurts so much to see her helpless. He must have been so devastated that he couldn't show his weak side. He must be pretending.