Grace of Love
I Can

The house is back quiet, Nindi's friends have been home since an hour ago. Before the incident Nindi was angry that Ivar ate the food Bi Inah prepared. Not her, Nindi is inflamed. Ivar was even confused by Nindi's attitude which was so beyond reason.

Angry with unreasonable reasons make Ivar instead feel worried, afraid Nindi feel depressed but can not reveal the real feeling.

Ivar knew Nindi was a gentle woman, she was rarely angry and showed her regret in front of her. Ivar knows very well the character of the woman who has become a moor of his heart.

Angry like this is not a habit of Nindi, he tends to always be gentle and never bother trivial to be a quarrel like today.

Ivar had been staring at the back of Nindi before him for a long time. He refused to speak and buried his body in the blanket. Refusing to tell his heart to Ivar who had been waiting for him to talk patiently.

“It's hard to talk, baby? Brother won't be able to sleep if Nindi still puts anger on Brother.” Ivar spoke with Nindi's back. He slept on Ivar's back. He was sulking at Ivar's attitude which he considered disrespectful to his wife.

“Sleep, Nindi is lazy to talk Bang.” Answer irent. Ivar approached, hugged Nindi and stroked Nindi's mane gently. Finally making a sound after quite torturing Ivar with his silence. “Don't seduce, I'm pissed.”

“Price darling, omeli Abang as you like dear. Don't mind Brother, it hurts my chest Nin.” Ivar kissed Nindi's fragrant nape in his kiss.

"I'm not angry, now go to bed quickly." Pinta Nindi again, she felt sorry that Ivar must be tired, he needed rest.

"Can't yet, Brother still feels Nindi's anger. You won't calm down, dear. Tell me what's wrong, brother? Why is Nindi so angry with Brother? Tell me your dear brother's mistake."

“Abang can be, do not ask anyone to serve you. I can Bang, I can take care of all of you. I can prepare your food with my own hands.” His voice is a little shaky.

“Yes dear God, Bi Inah just wants your job to be light, she just wants to help you dear. She offered me a meal because Mommy was busy with her friends in the back. Why so upset, dear? Bi Inah has been with our family for a long time Mom.” Ivar tries to remove the unfounded resentment in Nindi.

Uhhhh.....Brother why the hell call me Mommy.I would be wrong to hear this behavior. Where sweet once again his voice. It's not safe, it's my heart.

“Stay, you can wait for me if you feel you don't want to disturb me Bang. Why should Bi Inah be prepared! I can! I don't want you guys to be noticed by others, I don't want you guys to get too close to others.” Still with his unfounded stance.

“Other times you will wait for your dear, Brother will follow my love." This time Ivar had already seen a smile on Nindi's beautiful face nodding at her through the mirror. "Have you lost your regret? Can you see my wife's beautiful face?” Nindi turned around, her eyes twitching a few times making Ivar anxious to see her.

“Sorry yes Bang, I hope you guys understand. I just want to be the only one you count on in this house. I want to be the only one, no more eating without me ready Bang.” Ivar nodded, he understood once Nindi's change of attitude was so possessive.

He always wanted to protect the people he loved. Losing a few times traumatized him, making him distrustful of others even though they were already very close to his family. Don't blame Nindi for her excessive worry, she received a pain that was hard to heal.

Nindi had fallen asleep in Ivar's embrace, comfortable with her beloved face that still left her worried in Ivar. He needs to talk to someone else. Ivar grabbed the phone that was on the nightstand.

Ivar : Yes....Ivar wants to talk to you for a second?

Ivar's message to Ayman who is still sitting in his study. Ayman also happens to still not sleep.

Ayman: Mas in the workspace, where are you going to talk?

Ivar let go of her hug slowly, unwilling to disturb Nindi who was enjoying her break.

Not long after Ayman's office door opened, Ivar with a slightly adorable face entered with a forced smile. His face was tangled once, he must have been looking for a friend to share the story with. Usually Edel is always there for Ivar at times like this.

“Why Var?” Ayman approached Ivar who was already sitting on the sofa of Ayman's study. “What are you talking about these nights? Nindi's asleep?” Ivar nodded. His eyes are confused. "Speak, don't be shy."

“Nindi was so angry that I ate without her seeds earlier." Ayman smiled, he saw for himself how Nindi spilled food into the trash can. "I was so scared to see Nindi's unusual attitude Mas. How am I supposed to do this?" Ivar asked who was confused.

"I was also surprised, very angry tumben when small like that."

"Is he okay, Mom? I'm so confused." Ivar lowered his head, not knowing what to do.

"I've asked the doctor who treated Nindi, he said it looks like Nindi is experiencing Baby blues. He needs more attention than us Var."

"Do I better go with him first? I'm so afraid I'm Mas, Nindi's the best at hiding her feelings." Ivar seemed to be breathing quite a long sigh.

"We just need to be sweet, follow all her wishes and ask Nindi a lot, ask her opinion. We have to be sweet men to keep his mood awake Var. As long as he feels noticed, Nindi will be fine. It will go away on its own.'" Ayman was in Ivar's position.

"Is all Mom like that? Doesn't papa not treat it? Can you find other solutions besides just attention? I don't want to take the wrong attitude, I don't want to sacrifice Nindi Mas."

Ayman patted the back of Ivar's hand, his sister being distraught, he was completely engulfed in confusion. The woman who was usually gentle with him at this time became a very irritable woman.

Ivar just doesn't want Nindi to bear her pain alone. Not wanting any hidden feelings that would make him worse off.

"Believe in Mas Dek, we give back our same old Nindi, don't be discouraged. He really just needs to be taken care of properly, nothing else can heal his wounds right now." Ivar was quite relieved to hear the advice of his older brother.

"Why haven't you slept?" Ayman stood up, his smile looking so full of vigor, grabbing the brown map that was on his desk.

"Hanna's checkup, she's ok now. No longer afraid of loud voices." Ivar smiled proudly.

"Indeed our daughter is great Mas, she quickly recovered from her trauma." Ayman nodded in agreement.

"Mas is so proud of Hanna, she can fight the pain so much." Both of them were proud of Hanna.

"I'm sure many have been with Hanna all this time Mas, I really need help Mas look after our family."

"Mas who's being honest because you've brought Nindi and Hanna, they've both allowed us to survive this far Var." Stare at each other.