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Again, Indri dreamed about his first lover.

Indri did not know why lately he had such a dream. Indri did not think too much about the possibility, the important thing was not to have an adverse effect on him. The problem is, Indri got the remnants of that memory when he just got married. When he had started to live a new life with a loved one, he was again overshadowed by the previous figure. Indri is a little restless.

For a long time Indri looked at the face of a man who was still sound and hugged him now. He has been doing it since waking up from the dream. Indri continued to stare at the face to get rid of the remnants of the shadow of his dream, but it was free.

Indri finally closed again, but drowsiness never came. His mind is still stirred. The woman also sighed softly. Very soft and slow, Indri loosened the arms of the man on his waist. It was not easy because the man was always used to hugging her. Indri just as carefully got up from the bed and went out of the room. He needs fresh air. The back of the house becomes the goal. The bright night and the full moon instantly made him feel at home. Indri sat on the steps of the terrace and looked brightly at the full moon. Silence helps calm the mind. Indri himself did not understand. It's been seven years, but why does he feel so scared of all those memories?

"In case of a nightmare, wake me up. Don't come out like this."

Indri was not surprised when the husband knew to come and then sat next to him. The thought that was still full and in a state of turmoil made him feel uneasy looking at the man.

Indra caught the gelagat. "What's the problem?" persuade smooth.

Thas right. Indri could not possibly continue to hide this matter. He dared to look Indra directly into the eyes. Instantly, the woman seemed to have her solution. For some reason, just by staring and capturing the color of the feeling from the eyes of the man, Indri immediately knew that the eyes were different from the eyes in his dream. Not in terms of color, but the feeling that emanates. The feeling in Indra's eyes was more resolute and earnest, it had been since Indra revealed those feelings to her 7 years ago. Indra's feelings are more firm and confident than the radiance of feelings that are filled with doubts and dilemmas that Indri found in his first story. Just like that, Indri's fear is gone. He overcame his heart dilemma. The woman smiled lightly. "I just can't sleep."

Found Indri who turned out directly according to, Indra was somewhat surprised as well. How quickly did Indri overcome - whatever - his problems earlier? The man did not bother because Indri believed he was calmer. However, the hernia was still left because when they returned to lie on the bed, Indri first hugged him from the side. The woman restrained Indra who was about to lie sideways. Indra was still on her back with Indri who hugged her from the side, although she felt less because she was always used to grab the woman while sleeping. His arms moved to the back of Indri's head and became a pillow for the woman. His fingers combed fine hair strands and rubbed Indri's head gently. He felt that the woman's hand was touching his left chest. Indra knew Indri was not yet sleepy, then his hand continued to rub the woman's head and shoulders slowly as he tried to resist sleepiness—Indra would not sleep if Indri had not slept, Indri did not sleep, or Indri will come out again like that.

"Indra," whispered Indri suddenly, somewhat afraid. "Are you angry if for example .. I still love Surya?"

Indra's hand stopped. It was strange silence for a long time.

Indri hurriedly added a stiff, "Sorry. I'm asking the no-"

"I wouldn't be surprised if it was true" Indra said too calmly. "If it's right or wrong. Now, I'm only going to work on one thing: I'm going to do more of it." Indra slightly turned his head until his lips right kissed the head of Indri. Her voice was somewhat muffled between the strands of the female hair, but it still sounded a soft whimper. "I will care for you more than he does. I will make you more comfortable and happy than when I was with him. I'm gonna make you feel for me stronger than you feel for her."

Indri felt very embarrassed and evil because he asked such a question. Indeed, it was just a delusion. Indri no longer has feelings for his past. He was only afraid if the feeling approached him again, but Indra's reply immediately made him very sure: it would not happen whatever the possibility. Indri is not worthy to show his face. The woman slammed her face on Indra's shoulder. "... sorry. Really am. I asked ... something like that."

"It's okay. I-i know. It was just a downing. Now, you just love me."