CAN I LET YOU GO?
Dangerous to Adam

Floretta spent time at home, walking around her residence, visiting the park, reading books and then returning to her aloof room.

There is a sense of emptiness in the self that is difficult for him to understand himself. The gap that made his soul feel lonely. Floretta looked at the picture frame on the wall of her room, showing a picture of Jarvis and two young boys.

Floretta knew it was her son, only one side of her personal feeling did not miss them, but the other side of her desire to embrace them was so strong. Floretta's mind was arguing fiercely in his head.

"Silence all of you!" Floretta growled and shouted in her room. He told himself to calm down because it was so difficult to suppress the noise in his mind.

Floretta took a deep breath and threw it away slowly, walking towards the family picture frame and lowering it and leaning it against the wall with the image positioned towards the wall.

Looking at the photo Floretta felt an urge to tear it apart. Floretta has to protect himself, that's an order in his brain.

Floretta came out of the room, after changing long-sleeved clothes with light materials, seemed to be aloof in the room made him uncomfortable, Floretta needed to do other activities.

That afternoon around five o'clock, Floretta stepped into her husband's gym room, needing to divert her distracted mind to physical exercise to keep the mind from raging. After that, wash yourself and Floretta is sure that he will be much calmer.

Before arriving at the gym, Floretta heard the sound of baby crying from a room next to the gym. The baby's voice was so loud at Floretta's hearing, unfortunately there were no nannies, nuns or people coming at her.

Floretta pushed the door of the room that did not close perfectly. He stepped in slowly, staring at a crying baby with no tears, none other than Adam, the son who had just been born a few months ago.

Adam is sleeping in the crib.

Floretta's breasts suddenly felt pain. Floretta presses to reduce the pain, Adam's loud cries even make Floretta's brain become tangled.

"You shut up" Floretta told Adam. Ignoring the pain in the breast that could somehow occur suddenly, Floretta reached out her hand to approach the body of her own child. The inner impulse that tells us to do that is how Adam can be silent.

Floretta bowed her body, her hands reaching for Adam.

Suddenly from behind his arm was pulled forcibly until he retreated a few steps.

"What are you doing here!?" Jarvis shouted in front of Floretta, so Adam's cry became so loud.

Floretta gasped to understand what was going on, despite not saying anything.

Jarvis quickly picked up and held Adam in his arms.

"Calm down, there's a father here" he whispered to Adam, shaking Adam's body slowly to the right and left.

Jarvis stared intently at Floretta, watching from toe to head. Floretta also looked back at the two with an expressionless face.

Adam who was in Jarvis' arms began to calm down and did not cry anymore, at the same time the nurse who took care of Adam came to carry a bottle of milk.

"Sorry sir, madam, I left little master to bring milk down." Adam's nanny felt guilty after she heard Adam's cry.

Jarvis handed Adam to his nanny. "Give me a drink in the playroom. I want to talk to the Madam here."

Adam's nanny Meilany obeys Jarvis' orders, accepts Adam and steps outside into the children's playroom.

Jarvis walked to the door and closed it. He didn't want anyone to hear his voice when it was too loud.

Floretta sees Jarvis approaching him, he retreats until his waist hits Adam's crib.

"Say, what do you want to do with Adam?"

Floretta saw the glare of judgment eyes from Jarvis thrown at her. Jarvis' position with a waistline, as if intimidating Floretta.

Jarvis stared at Floretta's covered clothes. "Are you Dolly Gobber?" ask Jarvis.

Floretta remained silent, and Jarvis grew impatient as the questions he asked were not answered.

"Why are you quiet? You want to harm my son!?" point Jarvis in a higher tone.

Floretta clenched her hands and her teeth were clapping small. He tried to resist the broken emotions.

"I don't care if you're my wife, but your goals are bad for my son. Your figure is very detrimental to my wife." Again Jarvis issued a bad accusation to Floretta. Jarvis felt that the person who spoke to him was the figure of Dolly the abusive woman and did not like it so Jarvis no sweetness said to Floretta.

"Do I look like I'm going to harm him?"

Floretta laughed, a typical laugh with a lip line extending to the left.

"The crying bothers me, I just want to silence it. Isn't he my son too? It's only natural that I carry it."

Floretta felt Jarvis' accusations against him were unwarranted.

Floretta clapped as if Jarvis had won a certain competition.

"You know your wife very well. It's amazing."

Floretta's face changed expressionlessly.

"You and those closest to you should keep your distance from Floretta if you don't want to be doomed."

Jarvis increasingly understands the alternate personality of his wife named Dolly Gobber is a character who threatens to bring reinforcements to his family.

"You know I don't like you very much, Jarvis. This wife of yours is truly a woman to be protected from being swept away in the folly of love."

Jarvis recalls David's speech by a psychiatric doctor who called alternative personalities coping mechanisms to turn off traumatic experiences in the past. Jarvis's understanding deepened about the figure of Dolly who was present with his resistance to Jarvis constantly.

"My wife is a tough woman, you being present in her will only make Floretta weak and live a life without love" Jarvis told Floretta-Dolly.

"I strengthen and protect him. Floretta won't stay silent if you act like she wants to!" show Floretta-Dolly tight. Floretta's memory of the past year has not fully returned, but he remembers a certain part and how Jarvis behaved to him over the past seven years.

Floretta increasingly wanted to stay away from Jarvis, he issued a threatening sentence so that her husband felt daunted and was away from her.

However, the recognition Floretta-Dolly desperately needed Jarvis, instead making him more able to assess the character of alternative personalities that appear in his wife.

Who is threatening and who can cooperate.

Jarvis thinks with the character Floretta-Dolly, he can not negotiate. Floretta-Dolly constantly thinks he's an enemy, maybe that's his job, Jarvis thought.

Floretta is sick of being in a room with Jarvis. Some time the two fell silent, Floretta stepped towards the exit.

"I warn you, don't go near my son!" Jarvis shouted his message.

Floretta paused for a moment to hear Jarvis's words and walked back without responding or turning his body.

Jarvis clenched his hands together, a feeling of raven, worry, and anger mixed in his chest. "It can be terrible. Adam must be kept away," sizzled Jarvis in a turmoil of uncertain feelings.

The next day, while Jarvis was having his own breakfast, Stephanie visited Jarvis' house, and had breakfast together. At the dinner table, just the two of them.

The rest of the anger is still stored in Jarvis, he does not talk much to his mother. Jarvis does not want his morning damaged with uncontrolled anger, could-can work all day in the office will not be comfortable.

"Floretta didn't have breakfast together?" stephanie asked after a spoonful of feed into her mouth. He watched Jarvis from across the table. After a few minutes of breakfast together, Stephanie opened the conversation.

"No," answered Jarvis short and continued the bribe in silence.

From the other direction a melodious humming sounded, Jarvis' ears twitched to make sure that Floretta had come out of her room.

Floretta came in covered clothes, but tight to the point of scoring her beautiful slender body. This morning she was dressed up to add a sense of motherhood.

"Hi" he said to Jarvis and Stephanie and sat on one of Jarvis' benches, separated by one empty bench.

Floretta recognizes that her in-laws are coming to visit her, and comments on Stephanie's smile.

Meanwhile, Stephanie is flabbergasted by her dress-up manner of speech, and dresses Floretta, to the point that when Floretta smiles, Stephanie does not return with a smile.

Floretta enjoyed her breakfast, ignoring the gazes of two other humans who felt as if they were disturbed by her presence.

"Why do you still wear such senseless clothes?" jarvis asked after convincing himself to reprimand Floretta.

Floretta, who was chewing food, looked at her husband and saw her own body.

"What's wrong? It's a covered, polite outfit."

"Your clothes are too tight" jolted Jarvis to anger.

"About breakfast I plan to take a walk around the complex accompanied by Walden and Rayya" Floretta told Jarvis. "This outfit is suitable for use."

Jarvis clucked and threw his napkin at the dinner table.

"Change your clothes!" Jarvis's orders. He behaves like a father who objects to his daughter's choice.

"No mauu!" Floretta was being spoiled like a teenager. "You tell Jarvis, my clothes are fine when used to go around the complex, right?"

Stephanie, still surprised, gasped when asked questions pleh Floretta. Stephanie is confused by the conversation of her son and daughter-in-law. What's this weirdness?