CAN I LET YOU GO?
Asking vs Refusing

After returning from the residence of Jarish and Stephanie, Floretta accompanied her two children to get ready for a night break. Dael does not need to be accompanied to sleep, while Rosalie is still.

Floretta's memory goes back to Jadden's welcome. The man looks different than their association from adolescence to college.

Jadden used to be a geek boy, very fond of books and valuing technology, so he used to be nicknamed computer geek. So, no wonder if Jadden matures into a lecturer and entrepreneur who traces in the field of technology.

It was Jadden's attitude that astonished Floretta, even leaving him stricken with guilt and fear. The man seemed to be able to intimidate him with his words, gaze, smile, until his appearance.

Jadden used to be bespectacled, shirtless until the top button was closed, often carrying books and his portable computer everywhere, having no friends, except Floretta who did not hesitate to be near Jadden.

Floretta and Jadden were the same age, while Jarvis was three years under them. However, who would have thought that Jadden's feelings bounced when he knew Floretta had more feelings for his sister who was also a student administrator when they were at the final level on the same campus.

Unknowingly, Floretta tears while rubbing the head of Rosalie who has fallen asleep. Floretta recalls a time when she had not been loved by her husband for years.

Be ill.

There are also memories of Jadden his best friend who he hurt.

Does Jadden keep the pain anyway?

Floretta is too deep into the past that she is emotionally sad and sorry to remember what happened to her.

Floretta said that if he had continued his relationship with Jadden, there might not have been...

Suddenly Floretta's shoulder was touched from behind, when he returned to his conscious world.

With reddened eyes and a runny nose, Floretta turned to the figure who managed to disperse his memories.

Jarvis looked at Floretta with a puzzled look. What happened to Floretta?

Floretta got out of bed and hugged Jarvis tightly, sobbing in her husband's chest. Floretta needs strength and a hug right now.

Jarvis returned his wife's embrace, rubbing Floretta's back and head to calm her down.

Jarvis is only confused by Floretta's current attitude changing again. Is this commonly passed by a pregnant woman? Unfortunately, Jarvis did not have that experience because in both of Floretta's pregnancies, he did not pay much attention to his wife.

Jarvis takes Floretta out of Rosalie's room into their private room for a night's rest.

"Sit down Flo, I'll get you a glass of water" Jarvis said, leaving Floretta sobbing slowly.

Jarvis handed him a glass of warm water as soon as he returned to the room. Floretta received and gulped down the toilet.

"What's wrong with you, Flo? Do you want to tell me?"

Drinking warm water gave new conditions, Floretta no longer sobbed, her cries had subsided. He could be calmer.

It's just, Floretta doesn't know what to answer to her husband's question.

Some time just silent, Floretta ventured to express his thoughts.

"Jarvis, it may be true.we should never have married."

After finishing her pill sentence, Floretta's throat felt choked, all the advanced sentences as if swallowed by it. Floretta's body rumbled like it didn't take with its own words.

Jarvis doesn't understand Floretta's direction. The thing is, in Meyer's residence and Rosalie's room, Floretta showed a sweet attitude as a sign of going back to being an ordinary Floretta.

Amazingly, Floretta's words seemed to slap Jarvis indirectly.

"I'm sorry to you, nine years ago I forced my will to be your wife, Jarvis. Throw out all sorts of ways to make you my husband. Emotionally, no matter what happens to our surroundings and our household."

Floretta meant it with her apology.

Jarvis' jaw tightened, Floretta for him became increasingly full of mystery.

"Is there no other language than separation and divorce?" Jarvis was bored with the topic Floretta was discussing.

"You've spent nine years as a wife and seven years as a mother, and you'll even have a third child. I think you're good at carrying out your duties. Divorce will only destroy many inner, Flo," Jarvis tries to refute Floretta's request.

"I'm not that good as Jarvis. I thought when you found out there was something bad in me, you would leave me. Even if you survive right now, it's only a matter of obligation. And, farewell will not cancel our duty to the children," Floretta did not want to lose in arguing.

Jarvis nodded his head.

"Yes, I know that. Do you want the child in your womb not to feel how to live in the marriage of his biological parents?"

Floretta's suddenly stiff. Jarvis's words were put forward by Jadden many years ago.

Jadden said he did not remember what it was like to live in a marriage between his birth mother and Jarish Meyer, because at the age of two years he was no longer cared for by his mother because of chronic illness is not possible to care for little Jadden.

Floretta tried to resist by looking at the two circumstances differently.

"Don't take this kid, Jarvis! If we need to take it easy so that he doesn't feel how much pain life is in this world" Floretta said.

Jarvis is inflamed to hear it, but trying to understand the condition of their uneasy relationship makes Floretta display an attitude of regret.

"I know you love the child in your womb, Flo. If you're angry with me, then let me take care of my mistakes. Don't let Dael, Rosalie, and your fetus be your anger's outlet."

Floretta took a long, trembling breath and turned his gaze in the other direction.

"Without asking, you'll leave me too, Jarvis. A marriage without love and coercive love will not last" Floretta predicted. Many shadows of the past and future flashed through his mind.

"What exactly do you want to say, Flo? I don't understand."

"Find another woman, Jarvis, whom you love and love. Live happily until death do you part." Floretta looked back at Jarvis, but her bead was hot. It felt like the sentence was heavy to say Floretta.

Jarvis suddenly stood up. "Flo, I'm tired of your divorce requests! Do I have to keep repeating that my old affair was also because of you!?"

"You forced me to marry you, while I was being happy with Alleta. We made a deal and you agreed. Our relationship is only two years old, Flo. After that I no longer have a relationship with him."

"Lantas, why is it now as if everything was my fault, Flo!?"

Jarvis could not bear to see Floretta constantly asking to separate, but did not open the door of peace.

"No, you're not wrong Jarvis. I'm the one who's wrong. I want to let you go because you lived with me, Jarvis Meyer."

Floretta tries to unravel the reasons why she wants a divorce and what her hopes are for Jarvis.

"And I'm not - I want to - part, Mrs Meyer. Let's just say I forgive you. Beres. Then, what do you want!?"

Jarvis points to himself, ending up in a waistline in front of Floretta.

In a tense neck vein, Floretta snorted and cast a glance in the other direction.

Floretta's heart could no longer afford to live with people who didn't love her and thought she wasn't very valuable. Floretta only feels as Meyer's offspring.

"We'll end this conversation, Flo. You need to rest and don't think too hard. Love yourself."

After saying that Jarvis came out of the room carrying an empty glass. The man needs some peace before his night's rest.

While radiating warmth on the face of Floretta, immediately immediately diverted by moving to the bed. Floretta kept trying to remove the taste for Jarvis from inside her.