A Man Who Can't Fall In Love Because He Was A Woman
The Last Chapter Remedial

Lila woke up, her eyes watering with tears. Now he knows why Salwa clean hard to make him fall in love. Salwa is the old Lila, she travels through time to meet her new self, Lila. A happy man who lives in Magonda, the world that existed after the destruction of the previous world, Jakarta.

Loving yourself is the way to bring everything back. The answer to perfection, the end of the story sad girl and happy man. It is to love yourself, to accept everything within yourself, not to hate it and not to envy what others have.

The reason Lila felt awkward, the reason she was different from Magonda citizens who lived without feeling. Here is the answer, love yourself. We cannot be happy if we do not love ourselves.

Because how anyone can love you, if you hate yourself. Loving yourself is the first step to learning to love others. It all starts with ourselves and ends with us.

The next day, Lila rushed to find Salwa. Starting from their first meeting, which was at KRL station.

"Huuf! Okay. All things desired must have been realized in Magonda."

"Please ! I want Salwa's. I want Salwa back, I want her to appear again in my life forever. Comeon! Now, Salwa is back!" Lila opened her eyes as she finished making hope.

And the result is crickets, nothing.

Salwa did not return. He then tried it again, both hands on the patch like he was hoping. The finger of his hand is inserted into the between the fingers of his two hands.

"The Hallwa Please ! Back!" the second experiment again did not work.

He then proceeded to the third experiment, and the results were still the same. A sense of passion mixed with great confidence in the return of Salwa to this world. Make Lila never give up, and won't go home until Salwa's right back.

After ten times, he made a wish. It turns out that hope was not fulfilled either. That slightly made Lila on the verge of giving up. Then he remembered the place he had been with Salwa.

"Oh There are still beaches, parks, bridges, and coastal roads."

"Who knew he'd show up there."

An uncertain hope, remains Lila Lakoni. He went to Magonda central park. The square is now crowded with many people, who bike, dance, read books, and other activities.

Lila stood in the middle of the milk fountain, "Salwa! Please come back, this looks like the place we dated. Comeon! Come back, so I can date you again."

"Bray!" When Lila's eyes opened. It appears that a long-haired woman is somewhat blonde, with orange dress motif black spots that had been worn by Salwa.

The woman was sitting on a park chair alone. Her position was turned back and showed her beautiful back.

Lila was happy, a smile forming on her face. Even happy tears began to flow, as Lila ran and directly turned the woman's body to check if it was Salwa or not.

And the result, no. It was only one of the Magonda residents who had no feelings, and could not talk to anyone else. The happy face turned to disappointment.

Lila began to despair, "This is where I saved me that day, come back! Fall again from above, I'll catch from here. " Lila spread her arms to catch someone who was about to fall from the bridge.

He waited a long time, his eyes closed. And it turns out he never came back, even when Lila was standing right where Salwa would fall. Salwa doesn't come back, Lila is hallucinating.

On the beach, soft white sand has no pebbles. His footbed runs on the sand of Magonda beach, accompanied by the pounding waves. Breeze from the seduction of the coconut island, the sound of seagulls, exotic sunlight that burns away the white skin owned by Lila.

"Wait for me!" Lila lirih.

In front of him was a shadow of Salwa who was walking without holding hands with him. He turned around and widened his smile, "Do you know what I want that day?"

"I want to hold your hand, join hands, and walk side by side on this beach."

"But because of my cowardly and timid attitude, I dare not do that. And that day I was a man who had to start everything, not wait for a woman's orders,"

"All right?" The illusory figure that resembled Salwa and wore a knee-length white dress only responded with a smile.

Then he reached out his hand to take Lila in arms, as Lila grabbed him. It turns out the illusion disappeared,"Hugh! Huhuhuhuhoo!" Sobs began to sound.

Not feeling the day began to change the night, Lila who was frustrated was lazy. On the coastal road where they kissed, his heart kept hoping.

"The salt is back!"

But reality never listens to the expectations he proposes. Night sky with star painting in the galaxy black canvas, light beautiful and romantic light.

Unfortunately Lila just walked alone without anyone accompanying, a moment that should be a romantic thing and sprinkled with a lot of arrogance. It turned into a sad scene, which made the heart feel sorry for the poor man.

"Bruck!" It's falling.

And it was so hard to get up on his own, he wanted someone to stretch out his hand and help him to stand up. But it was all a dream, and it never came true.

Now Lila could only cry as hard as she could, alone, in her frailty.

"Why don't you show up, but I've been hoping all day. Is my prayer not enough to give you back?"

"My prayers are not enough, or I am not worthy. Because I'm the one with the myriad of mistakes, who doesn't deserve to make a wish?"

"I just want you back, there's a sentence I haven't had time to say to you."

"So come! I beg you, I plead for you to return." While kneeling on the asphalt of the road Lila continued to make a request.

But the writer did not grant it, whether he did not hear it. Or the power of Lila's prayer wasn't enough to get to her ears.

"Please Forgive me!"

****

Now Lila is at the top of the rock of the rock, which leads directly to the ravine to the sea. Feelings of frustration, disappointment, and anger mixed into one. All three reasons were strong enough to drive him to commit suicide.

Should he do it? Because there's no way around it other than this.

Her tears flowed in flood, her gaze already focused onto the ocean that was below.

"I want you to be lost forever!"

"I want you to be lost forever!"

"I want you to be lost forever!"

The buzz of the sentence he had said continued to interfere in Lila's mind. This made her feel guilty.

"I don't know how rich you are? There's nothing to do but this, I hope after death. We'll meet again!"

"So see you there"

"Salv."

"Stop!" Again, someone stopped him.

But this time there was only a warning sound with no visible form of the figure giving Lila a warning.

"There's still a way!"

"Who are you?" Shouted Lila.

"We met once, on the roof of the hospital. And at the same moment you were about to kill yourself."

"DIRECTOR ANGEL!"

"Yes it's me" Director Angel's voice sounded friendly like never before.

"There's still a way to fix it."

"What's? Give me the answer. I beg!"

"Think! When your cooking is burnt. What do you have to do?"

"Think of that!" That's the last clue.

"When your cooking is burnt out, what should you do?" Lila tried to think.

For a moment Lila was dumbfounded, thinking about the answer to the puzzle that was thrown by Director Angel. When your cooking is burnt out, what should you do.

"Repeating your cooking!"

" And don't make the same mistakes that make your cooking go bad,"

"Well, that's him,"

"That's the answer, repeating. I can't bring back the man I hoped to disappear forever,"

"But I can rewind time, and go back to the time when Salwa and I met for the first time" Lila said.

"That's it!"

"That's the answer."

Lila instantly closed her eyes making a wish. "I want to go back to the massalu, where Salwa and I met for the first time!"

****

Bray's!

Lila's eyes woke up. He returned to where they had first met, in the KRL railway carriage. Lila went through everyone in the carriage, and.

The deg! The deg!The deg! Lila's tears fell. His eyes are perfectly round.

"That's it! The woman I was looking for. The angel."

Seeing a woman standing while holding a passenger lever. Her face was looking at the scenery out there, the summer collection dress she was wearing. So fast on her body, her face was so beautiful, her facial structure was almost perfect, her long blonde hair gave off the fragrance of fragrant roses.

That's it, Salwa that Lila was looking for. Slowly Lila's feet walked down the KRL train car. His steps almost approached the idol, and finally their eyes met again.

Salwa greeted him with a friendly smile, and her eyes sparkled cheerfully.

"Hi Lila!" Call Lila.

"Hi Lila!" Reply Salwa .

"Hi Salwa!"

"Hi Salwa!" Return greetings from Lila to Salwa.

"There's a sentence I want to say to you,"

"What?" Salwa asked

"I LOVE YOU!"

"I Love You too."

They immediately kissed, and hugged each other tightly. Her longing that was so heavy that Lila tightly gave a warm embrace to Salwa. His lips kissed the soft and delicious lips of Salwa.

There is no better ending than loving yourself. Now the story of a sad girl and a happy man, turned into a sad and happy human couple.

Lila Anggara was finally able to accept her miserable past. When she became a sad girl in Jakarta. Salwa Armeta feels a sense of independence to his future is to be a happy man named Lila Anggara. Living in Magonda and happy greeting, his sense of iron changed. Yes, sincere new version luckier because it gets a better life.

And most of all Salwa is happy, because there is still a person who wants it is himself, Lila.

Although his life was miserable, painful, until he hated himself. Even the self-righteousness begins to emerge and turns into evil for revenge against a version of his Reincarnation that is luckier than him.

The author can finally teach the two of them to not be selfish, accept each other, and complement each other.

Happiness is indeed the most desired feeling, sadness is a feeling that is hated by everyone. But when one of them leaves, they will no longer have any meaning.

Happiness is nothing without sadness, it is just as sad it is nothing without happiness. Everyone should taste the two of them, do not compare because later there will be envy. Evaluating the two of them, there was one lesson within them.

Sadness teaches us to be grateful when we are happy, Happiness predicates a teacher to sadness for teaching it.

Sadness is a lesson, happiness is the fruit of graduation. As you study, you will gain knowledge, and science will never be enough as long as you live.

Therefore you continue to be given sadness, let you learn.

Then you are given the fruit of graduation is happiness, so that you remain enthusiastic in the face of sadness. Happiness is like fuel, sadness is like the path you take to achieve success.

The car needs gasoline, if it is filled with gasoline. But there is no way to go. Can it reach the destination?

There's a road but the car is never loaded, what will happen. Strike in the middle of the road, to the destination?

Naw,

How rich should it be?

Jajan continued then stopped filling gasoline and then walked again. This is the real one. As the picture goes, you must be happy. Should gasoline pay?

But you don't have to pay, it's free. God love you, on one condition. You have to feel the sadness first.

Agreed?

****

"When do you want to be happy?" Ask Director Angel to the sad girl.

This happened on the bus where Salwa and Lila met, when Salwa was about to pick him up.

"Enough." Salwa answered with a smile

...The End's...

There was a book on the study table, someone was reading a book called the story of a sad girl and a happy man. The person described as neither a man nor a woman, he was the one who wrote the story.

After he read it until the last chapter, the smile on his lips formed. Then he said, "Perfect Story" the book with the thick color black was then closed.