A Man Who Can't Fall In Love Because He Was A Woman
CHAPTER 1 MAGONDA

Lila, name. A handsome young man like a Korean Idol, his hair is frayed by two Ala Oppa Oppa. Athletic body, ideal height. White and smooth too. She lives in the Paraler World, called Magonda Labera.

A world that is different from the real world, it can be said that the world is a Heaven. Because there is only man who is created by himself. Like an Apple seed that falls to the ground and grows into a new tree, or flower pollen that falls from a bee that carries the flower pollen it once touched.

The man who lives there needs nothing. Food, drink, they don't need. They just live happily, don't have to work. Just doing everything they want to do, and of course it makes them happy.

Everything that exists in the real world, is almost the same as the one in Magonda. There is not only one, sadness. Everyone there, they're not married or dating. Because they cannot coexist, they are alone without anyone accompanying them. Each other's lives, without caring about others. Alone but they do not feel lonely.

Their lives are perfect 100℅ things that make them sad there is no, rules that shackle nothing, no one to lead and be led, no God and no servitude.

There is no social media, Intenet, cyberspace, because the world in front of their eyes is perfect. Cellphones, Electronic devices None, Washing Machines, Ironing, Laptops, Computers, and Other None.

Clothes were available just like that, their bodies changing costumes by themselves. They don't need sleep. Night is there, but it is useless. They move, they do whatever. Have no desire to make love, just live, happy, have no purpose in life. Such is the image of Magonda Labera.

There's no cinema, no TV, no radio. Because they don't need any entertainment at all. Their lives are happy.

The world is set in a modern urban, 70-story tall building as an apartment. Advanced technology, vehicles exist, cars, motorcycles, trains, planes also exist. Walk alone without being driven. If they want to travel or travel. They do not need to think about where to go, advanced trains quickly go anywhere like the MRT Train in Japan located in the Underground. It will take you where you want to go, the beach, the sea, the mountains, the fields, wherever you want, except the afterlife.

Restaurants, schools, nothing. The point is they just live, walk without feeling, exercise without any fatigue, do the hobby they want without any restrictions bored. When they enjoy reading books, they will read books non-stop, sing to themselves, sway, without needing people to watch their actions.

They are happy because they are alone, their lives are free. Everything they can do except one, fall in love. Because when they fell in love and decided to live together, they had already officially become the BlackList of Magonda Citizens. They will no longer be happy, and experience sadness forever.

That day Lila was walking In Magonda Town Center, she was wearing a cool Style. The charming Vertical White Stripe Black Shirt adds a charismatic handsome impression to the man in his 20s. He wears Black Pants and White Shoes, but free physical Good Looking he has, not bad for him who is in the world of all this Individualism.

Whatever, when Lila Walked in Magonda Nan Megah City. Many people passed by Lalang, laughing happily alone like crazy, Strangely Lila is not the same as those who live here. He can care about other people, what they do Lila can feel uncomfortable if it is not he likes.

Can feel happy, if what they do is something that is liked by Lila. Lila has a feeling, weird. Mysterious why it could be so?

Suppose this is a heartless world, there is only happiness. Lila was happy here, but she was also strange as to why she could be in Magonda and happy forever.

Lila also began to feel bored, with her flat life. Always happy, no other mood. It can bore him.

Bray's! The sunlight shone on him.

Glare once, Lila covered her face from that beam with one palm.

The midday Sunlight now highlighted Lila.

"Sun, where did he go? After he was done with his task of shining daylight."

"Moon, where did he go? After he replaced the sun at night."

"Is there some sort of storage garage for them? Why did they change positions when it was useless in Magonda. We don't need to sleep, if we want to sleep. If not, then why not napa? Eat that drink too if we want, "

"This Magonda is so strange, why does such a useless thing exist? "

"What a weird thing, is this really Heaven? Are we really all happy, why? Why can't happiness be called torture? Could it be that we're here being tortured in a way that's happy forever?"

"But who? Our torturer?"

Lila's mind is hot.

He began to realize that his life in Magonda must have had a reason. Why is he here? What purpose?

If to be happy, happy will have no meaning if you continue to be happy. What is the definition of happiness.

The sadness...

If you do not experience sadness, it is a sign that he is happy, right?

"What does it feel like to be sad, why is there no sadness in Magonda?" Ask Lila to Himself.

At a train stop, an aesthetic afternoon. KRL station with no guards, no officers, no employees working. Humans are free to enter and exit the station guard bar without paying. Because there is no money here. No payment is applicable, all are free.

Lila was about to board the train at that time, people who had the same intention were waiting behind the yellow line of the train stop. Some are sitting on the bench available, some are choosing to stand like Lila.

"Ssssssss!" The train came and stopped.

The train will wait for everyone to enter first, then it departs. There will be no one left behind, everyone does not have to rush to get in. Just because you are afraid to miss or run out of benches.

Their desires had already set how they were inside, wanting to stand while holding a buffer. Or sit casually on the bench of the train, it has been arranged according to their wishes.

"Bug!" A girl's shoulder accidentally bumped into Lila.

"Oh, sorry!" Her speech.

Instantly Lila Guttered in shock, as no one was chatting to each other. Even talking to themselves, they rarely do that.

The language they use is Indonesian, because what makes up this story is Indonesian and also can not make up in English.

In the carriage of the carriage the girl was wearing that summer collection dress. With sabrina neck orange color polcadot motif. His long black hair was a bit wavy as a shoulder was a little blond, his smile was so sweet, his white skin was radiant.

Lila watched him from where he stood. That girl, that's weird. Why he can talk to others. Out of curiosity, Lila ventured to approach him.

It presents a smile, and sparkling eyes as a greeting.

"I Love You!"

Huh! Lila's surprised. Why did he suddenly say I Love You, what's wrong with him. Why can he lose control and say expressions of love to people he just knew.

"Excuse me! I'm sorry I don't understand, what do you mean?"

"No! Nope! It's not like that, I don't want to say that."

"Wait on! How can I talk?"

"How can I talk to you?"

He blinked confusedly, "Emang why? It's weird, well, the two guys are talking to each other."

"No! Not that, I mean. This is Magonda, where everyone is happy. And not caring about each other. They never get in touch with each other, they're happy alone"

"All right?" Lila Shocked.

"Yes this is Magonda, everyone lives happily ever after. Should happiness be alone? Can't be like other people?"

Lila is not struggling, she is confused. Why this impossible thing could happen to him. Even the people who were in the car with him, behaved each of them did not care what Lila did with the beautiful girl.

They were talking to each other, weird. This has never happened, all the humans here have never been in contact with each other.

"Eum, oh yeah. I'm Salwa!" He extended his hand.

Lila grabbed her skinny hand, "Lila!"

"Oh yes! I stop here, I go first well," Pamit Salwa.

Salwa Go to the exit, "Wait! Why did all this happen?"

Salwa looked over, though,

"You and I, why can we talk and relate to each other."

"Destiny," he replied.

Lila was so surprised, not playing. The girl replied with an answer Lila had never thought of.

The train door opened, "When I go, yeah!"

"Bye!"

"Wait on! Are we going to meet again?"  Lila was a little pushy. He touched Salwa's wrist tightly as if he didn't want to part with her.

"Of course, if that's what you want. You forgot! this is Magonda, whatever you want can be done."

Salwa leaves after letting go of Lila's grasp. After Salwa made it through the door of the KRL train. The magic KRL automatically closes its doors and separates Salwa and Lila.

What Lila had to do, could it be that she would meet Salwa again. All this time, all the humans in Magonda would have never met each other except by chance.

Lila harbored hope, could it be that she would meet the girl again. Salwa, why did this impossible thing happen to both of them?