Turns out I'm His Second Wife
6 Want to Live Calmly

Rania flinched from her sleep, making her instantly wake up with a roar of hunting breath. Seeing someone sitting nearby instead of the person she was afraid of, made Rania able to breathe a sigh of relief.

"Why are you, son? Sleep until the gini dryness," asked his grandmother worried.

"Grandma when to go home?"

"An hour ago, you slept well."

Sleep on? Didn't he faint?

"Em is he here?" ask Rania.

"He who?"

Rania felt unable to even mention her name, "In this house when Grandma came home, was there anyone other than me?"

"No, Grandma didn't see anyone. Grandma just saw you alone in the room."

Looks like Candra left immediately, it's good that even her Grandma didn't see. Back to the picture when the incident happened when the man came, making him panic-stricken to faint because of too shock and fear. Rania could still feel her body trembling.

"Are you sick?" she asked, "Have you taken your medicine yet?"

"I don't know how to granny."

"But your face is pale, just not hot."

"I want to take a shower, keep eating dinner" said Rania reasoned.

"Yes, Grandma also wants to fry the fish first. Grandma wait in the kitchen."

"Hm."

Every time she saw her naked body in the mirror in the bathroom, it always made Rania nauseous herself. He even remembers Candra's touch during the rape, the man touching every inch of her skin. Rania to tears, feeling sorry for herself.

"Rania, Grandma met Mr. Rudi earlier," said Ima.

"Did he say something?"

"Say you stopped working in that villa, why? Let's just say you've only been working a few days there."

Rania bit her lower lip feeling nervous, "I don't feel at home working there," she replied softly.

"Why not? It's not that it's nice there, it can sleep in a nice, comfortable place."

The villa is comfortable, but the owner makes Rania uncomfortable. Her relationship with Candra was initially normal, but the night's events scared her. Rania decides not to return.

"The villa is big, I feel overwhelmed working there," said Rania lying.

"That's it, Grandma thinks you're okay. Yes it's okay, don't be too forced too if too tired."

"Later I'll find work somewhere else again."

"It's up to you to work or not."

"No, I have to work."

If only Rania still worked at the Villa, her great salary might be able to make her support the family, so even her Grandmother did not need to work. But unfortunately now he has stopped, even just working there for a few days.

"Aren't you trying to find a job in the city?" ask Grandma.

"I can't stay Grandma far away."

Ima smiled faintly, "You're always thinking of Grandma, indeed a good grandchild."

After dinner, Rania contemplated sitting quietly in the backyard. He wanted to eliminate that dark memory, but could not and instead continued to be imagined. Rania wished that Candra would never see her again, because she was really scared. Rania is just afraid of the second incident repeating itself.

"It's night, let's go to bed. Not outside, the air is cold" his grandmother scolded him in the doorway.

Rania turned her head, "Yes Nek, in a moment. Grandma go to sleep first."

"You don't sleep too late."

"Yes." Yeah."

The day passed quickly, Rania's situation had improved. He also got a job at a snack factory, making him unable to self and not too late in the sadness. He who was a few days ago was sullen, slowly his smile returned.

That afternoon after the factory, Rania plans to visit the tea garden where her grandmother works. He also greeted the other residents who were coming home from there, all looking friendly to him. Rania then waved her hands looking at her Grandma from a distance, while calling out to her in a loud voice.

"Rania, why are you here?" ask Grandma.

"so yeah. Have you gone home from work?"

"Well, Grandma's already, right?"

"Oh, let's go home now."

Rania then brought the parcel that her Grandma had brought. The middle-aged woman said that the food there was a gift from her boss, she said souvenirs from the city as well as her already liquid wages. Rania would love to hear that.

"Wah Nek's pastry, it looks good" said Rania after seeing the contents.

"Yes, we eat together."

"Good boss, Grandma, are all the workers loved?"

"Yes, everybody."

"Royal is Grandma's boss too."

"Indeed, he's good too. Young, handsome, successful again."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yes, but he's not here, far away."

His grandmother would then take a bath first, while Rania would taste the snacks first. There were three kinds of pastries there, and He ate them quite a lot. Besides being good, I am hungry too.

"Don't eat too much, haven't eaten dinner yet" said her grandmother.

Rania chuckled small, "The end of the cake is delicious, if in the village there is rarely anyone selling cakes like this. Make it hard too."

"Grandma feels you're a little fat now. "

"What time?"

"Yes, you eat a lot too, right?"

"Yes, I feel hungry right now. Maybe because of tired work, so need more energy."

"Hahaha there's just you, but not papa, which is important healthy."

Her grandmother then took over the jars of the cake, making Rania whine because she still wanted to taste it. But his grandmother reasoned not stingy, only worried that he was too full and then later did not eat dinner.

"Yes, tomorrow Grandma asks for additional cake for you to the boss."

"What is papa?"

"The boss said no papa, he even said that."

"Asik, ask for a lot if you can."

"Hahaha yes, thankfully he is good."

"If you may know, who is Grandma's boss?"

"His name is Mr. Candra, he's a Jakarta man."

Ukuk!

Rania choked on her own meal hearing that, even some of the grains of cake that she had chewed until it spurted. His grandmother who saw him coughing immediately gave him a glass of water.

"Jeez Rania, eat slowly dong," she said.

After finishing that glass of water, Rania adjusted her hasty breathing, "What was her name earlier?"

"Candra, she's the young boss of the tea garden where Grandma works."

Unmistakably, it seems like that Candra with the person who raped her was the same person. Rania then glanced at the cake at the table, slowly her stomach churned feeling nauseous.

"So the food was also from him?"

"Yes, he loves. Why are you Rania?"

"Typek."

Rania immediately ran towards the bathroom feeling like she was going to vomit, but unfortunately no one came out, only saliva. The nausea was even more becoming, making his head dizzy with an unpleasant body.