Turns out I'm His Second Wife
19 Hard to Accept Everything

As Rania opened her eyes, a ringisan immediately sounded dizzy in her head. He turned to look at the clock on the wall that had shown at four in the afternoon, it turned out that he had also slept for a long time. Rania got off the bed looking out the window and looked straight into the backyard.

"It's a dream, right?" tanyanya is alone.

It was very desirable when Rania woke up at her Grandma's house, but not as she expected.

Chequek!

Hearing the door of her room open, made Rania startled and immediately turned her head. Wasn't that the key? Why can it open? It turned out that Candra who entered, made Rania panic-stricken. Candra was surprised to see herself.

"I thought you were sleeping" said Candra as she rubbed her nape.

"Just get up" replied Rania slowly. Wait, why did he even answer? Should have been nonchalant.

Candra stepped closer, making Rania even more panicked as to what to do. But as he was about to leave, Candra held her hand. Rania also took off her hands quickly, it felt reluctant to be touched. Only Rania didn't leave, even by taking her eyes off.

"I'll tell you everything, you please listen first, yes" said Candra pleading, only to clarify everything because she was worried that the woman was getting prejudiced by her own expectations.

"But wouldn't I be your second wife? And that woman, your first wife?" ask Rania bitter.

With a heavy heart, Candra nodded, "Yes."

Both of Rania's eyes were back in tears, but she tried not to cry because she did not want Candra to know how fragile she was now. In addition, Rania also wanted to hear all the explanations of Candra, surely there was a lot that the man wanted to say, at least Rania had to survive for a while and not be crybaby.

"Me and Livia have been married for five years" Candra began to recount.

Rania immediately looked at Candra with surprise, She was speechless to know that fact. That long? Surprisingly Rania did not hear any news about Candra ever getting married, maybe the villagers were the same as her.

"Why do you want to marry me? Was it just out of pity to have raped me and now I'm pregnant?" ask Rania lirih.

"At first, but after I thought it seemed like marrying you was the right thing" Candra replied honestly.

"Why?"

"Yes because I have to take Rania's responsibility, let alone get you pregnant." After which Candra let out a heavy sigh, her emotions were very mixed right now. Candra must remain calm so that this problem can be clear.

"What about your first wife? You don't think about her feelings?" tanya Rania felt strange herself. Surprisingly, why did Rania even think about that woman? Then what about himself?

"I asked Livia's permission, and she gave it." As she said that, Candra looked very calm.

"What?" asked Rania in disbelief, that easy?

"Before marrying you, I must ask Livia's permission. He did refuse, but I want to take responsibility and not run away from my mistakes," continued Candra.

Rania's head shook her head, "It's impossible for your first wife to give permission so easily."

Giving up a husband married again must be very heavy, even if there is only play fire is not accepted, especially until the second marriage. But Rania tries to recall Livia's relaxed reaction to meeting her at the pool, making her even more curious. Is it true that Livia gave her permission?

"Why didn't you tell this story from the beginning? You lied to me and everyone" asked Rania Pilu. Maybe Candra thinks she's a villager, so it's easy to lie. It hurts so bad, but Rania is not that weak.

"Sorry Rania, but our marriage is still valid" Candra said lightly.

"If I knew you had a wife, I.. I don't want to," ring Rania.

"What do you mean Rania? What about the baby?"

Next to Rania's outstretched hand touched her stomach, "I can take care of her myself" she replied. Yes maybe Rania will take care of her alone, really she does not want to be honey from someone else's husband.

"Don't joke, I won't tell you," said Candra, not accepting her gaze.

"What?"

"It's okay, even if I'm a regular person, but I'll give anything to this baby. Than with you, right? Maybe we'll be depressed." Rania smiled and realized that somehow her future.

Candra felt stunned to hear that, as if she was told a fact that happiness is not only about wealth, but also a harmonious family. Candra tries to stay patient, she must be able to melt Rania's heart. It's very difficult, but Candra knows Rania isn't as stubborn.

"But still I am the one who should be responsible, otherwise my sin might get bigger." Candra was not yet willing to lose and still persuaded Rania.

"You also sinned for lying to me Candra," Rania replied with a bitter look, her lips trembling withholding a cry.

As Rania mentioned her name straight away, it made Candra flinch feeling Rania a little bolder. But Candra knows if the woman is just being emotional, Candra can understand her.

"Again sorry Rania, I know I was wrong for not saying this from the beginning" Candra said.

Rania wiped a glance at her slightly dripping tears, She was already trying to stay strong now, but still was crybaby. It was very desirable for Rania to go berserk and vent all her frustration and anger on Candra. But Rania also felt mentally and physically tired. Rania did not know how else to behave, this reality was too hard for her to accept.

"I want to go home" said Rania slowly. His head was lowered hiding his tangled face.

"Where to? Here is your home," asked Canda confused, his feelings began to feel bad.

"No, I don't want to be here. I want to go back to the village again, I don't feel right here." Rania shook her head as she pleaded to be sent home. He had just moved and felt comfortable, but when knowing this fact made him immediately feel backwards not strong to undergo again.

"Don't joke Rania, you're not leaving here!" firmly Candra with both hands clenched.

"Why can't you? Take me off, save me."

"Rania!" snapped Candra unconsciously sanking surprised by the words of the woman.

This time Rania could not hold back her cries anymore, especially when she heard the screams from Candra. He was too embittered to know this fact, unable to accept that he had been lied to this magnitude by the man whom he had given the opportunity. His trust in Candra began to hesitate again, how many times did the man disappoint her?

"Rania don't talk like that, please," said Candra frustrated herself, her voice had weakened again because she realized it was too much. Seeing Rania who was crying so, made Candra not feel good.

"Hiks but I don't want this, I can't" isak Rania as she covered her face with her palm.

"Why can't you?" ask Candra stupid.

"I don't want to be the third person at someone else's wedding" said Rania.

Kernyitan was seen on Candra's forehead, "What do you mean? You're not the third person here, Rania" he explained.

"I'm third, I've entered into someone else's marriage!" That's what Rania thought, she felt guilty and sinful.

Candra's gaze became sad to see Rania who even blamed herself. Candra immediately took the woman into her arms, her eyes closed and could feel the throbbing pain in her chest. "I'm wrong Rania, not you. Sorry I'm Rania."

Feeling the woman's body weaken and almost fall, Candra was shocked. Fortunately, he held her back, because otherwise Rania would have fallen to the floor. Candra patted Rania on the cheek, but there was no response. He took her and moved her to the bed.

"Oh my goodness, Rania, what's wrong with you?" ask Candra with anxiety. Her hair until she squeezed felt confused herself.

The man immediately exited the room, but was surprised that Livia was right at the door. When was his wife there?

"Gapain you?" ask Candra.

"It's just a little horror" Livia replied indifferently, "I'd like to go to Yogyakarta, maybe there about three days."

"Hm careful." That was all Candra said because she was in a hurry.

"I'll be fine, I'm a strong woman" she said pressed on at the end. Like an insinuation to the insensitive Candra.

After his wife's departure, Candra immediately contacted her family's personal doctor to come home. He also said that the patient is pregnant this time, so they can bring the right medicine.