Thorn in the heart
#6

I locked myself in the room because of the light - the light of my father does not love me to go to the hospital to visit papa.dirah hospital

disappointed I was quite disappointed, but all that was just me, suddenly - suddenly I heard the sound of the car stopped, mama got out of the car, I ran down and approached the mama, how the state of my papa tanyaku,mama stroked my hair papa is not papa dear,ma why lily is not allowed to see papa, so angry papa with lily ma said I with tears that had spilled, my eyes,

dear papa is not angry with you do not get me wrong, son, but ma I was sent to the hospital what is his name, why papa.do like that to me ma, ma,ma said that the same papa lily will fulfill papa's wishes as long as lily can see papa at the hospital ma, mama looks at me and horrifies her forehead, really what you said son

I nodded my head, especially what I have to do for the recovery of my father besides accepting the decision of my father, I replied with tears that came out without stopping, I love you can understand us, said Mama

yes mama has gone to the room first yes shower up then we go to the hospital jenguk papa ok, mama goes straight to the room, tampa conscious tears mama dripping, mama dripping,dear Lily just because she reciprocated her services she had to sacrifice her heart and feelings

after mama is ready to take a bath, go straight to the kitchen and eat, I went straight to the kitchen, he had not had breakfast in the hospital, he immediately shook his head, mama immediately shook her head,I know mama can not eat carelessly anymore because of the pain suffered first, he said,

until the rice we planted ourselves behind the house by not using fertilizer, really - really my mother took care of, maybe people were surprised to see me who was so willing to do everything, he said,I'm just thinking about my mom's health first here,

mama is sick with leukemia or who is often said to be a blood cancer prang, but mama is still new to hit so I as a child who is at home enough to take care of mama, then it feels unable to be separated from mama, mama,afraid of mama relapse again the disease, why else papa there is a history of heart disease.

so all food is not allowed to use medicine, which can use manure, no matter what the story is we grow crops only for our health as well,although sometimes we also eat out but not accustomed to healthy life that plaing main in our family.

my mom and I went to the hospital to see my dad, on the way to the hospital my heart was erratic, I was nervous, my mom who saw me holding my hand and giving me confidence that everything was good - all right, all right,I smiled looking at my mom,

mama is so fond of me, her eyes hinted at shade and resignation, Lily do not strain said mama, are you less sure of your decision asked mama, if less sure do not continue this matchmaking, do not continue this matchmaking,later mama will say the same papa slowly - land said mama