Thorn in the heart
#3

some days I don't go out of the room just cry for my life, I've promised my mom to forget but I can't get my heart broken porch, I'm sorry my mama I can't, I can't,I kept crying why this was my life in my heart saying, You can't do anything - he always comforts me,I didn't dare go out because my eyes were puffy and I didn't meet cyntia and rico, maybe I wasn't ready for this reality,

Good luck for me to face this in prayer I always say, suddenly - suddenly my hand phone reads the sign of chat wa in, I open the phone and I see chat from cyntia, I,lily I'm sorry I can't find you and rico, I know you hurt Lily, I'm also hurt I can't deal with all this, we're all hurt, me, you, rico and tristan, I know,

you know Tristan when you heard that me and Rico were betrothed he was so devastated we had only been dating for a week but this is what he got, he got,lily after you read this wa me and rico have been dibandara want to go to Amsterdam finally our family decided to take us there for college and all I do medicine there, then,lily there's no way I'm asking you to drive me and Rico to the airport I know you must be hurt with all this lily, lily I'm crying all over again because you weren't there for me because of this,I'm sorry and I'm sorry rico, lily you know Rico doesn't talk to me at all,

because I know she's hurt, good-bye my best friend, if you break our friendship I understand because of this incident, but I still think you're my best friend Lily, I cry reading texts from cyntia,I'm just saying good - good there, because I can't think anymore, I walk to the window and look up at the clouds, congratulations on my friend and my heart's love, may you be happy in the country,my tears don't stop dripping, though,

rico met me after 1 year he was there, at first you did not want to find fear of my feelings as he grew, but he forced us to finally meet, he told me a lot about his life there, he told me a lot,he didn't mention cyntia, at the end of the meeting he just said lily maybe you think I'm a cowardly man can't fight for love,but I haven't dared to win my own life because I'm not ready to fight with my High School diploma, I'm sorry I couldn't sacrifice for you,

if you ask me I still love you, I say I still love you Lily, but I shouldn't be selfish for not keeping you 1 year ago,I'm sorry he pulled my shoulder and hugged me, I cried and said no papa rico this might be our destiny, try to forget me, Rico let go of his hug and sighed, I'll try to forget you, I'll try to forget you,and I won't look for you anymore Lily, because it will hurt to remember you, I'm sorry rico abil passed