Thorn in the heart
#2

cyntia cried and finally she resigned, that night I came home after cyntia fell asleep I saw her face was restless, I realized how heavy the burden she had between friends and trust, I stepped my feet walking through the night

I saw lightning on the clouds, and the water fell to the earth soaking the earth, why the sky knew my heart was sick and troubled, suddenly \- suddenly it rained I breathed and immediately fell sitting on a whimper like \- to remove the tightness in my heart, what god have you arranged for me why is this chest pain so, this,

I'm sad god I cry, I just first fell in love must be this sick, why do you meet me with them if finally I'm broken, I'm broken god help me this helpless servant of yours,I cried as soon as possible, give back my race as before without loving himself god,

how do I meet them god how can I see them try to see me god I cry, maybe I can't meet them, what should I do when I meet them, I keep crying, I keep crying,that night all I shed, at the end of my cry, I said strengthen my heart God if this is my way, I am ready, I immediately rise and walk in tears

I was silent a thousand languages, you know there must be something I was taken to the room and told to take a bath with mom, I obey mom, I open the hot water tap I soak for 20 minutes,and I went straight out, I saw mama pacing \- mandir waiting for me.

Lily what's the matter why you're this what's going on tell me mommy, I immediately replied there's no mama2, you don't believe me while shaking her head,listen son you never covered the slightest secret of the old man, now tell me the same mama what happened, what happened,

I sat down and cried bitterly while telling everything the same mama, mama joined in crying hearing my story and hugged me, you just said patiently son maybe rico betrothed your soul mate, maybe outside there will still be someone waiting for you, you know,I'm just telling you why God doesn't side with me mama, why rico isn't for me mama I'm crying so sweetly, dear god love you, dear god,maybe if so rico you are not happy said mama.

mama Lily is very dear rico mama,iya mama tau, god also love Lily so not be loved rico same Lily because lily flowers are beautiful not hurt, take away the wisdom of love, love,yes already now you are sleeping and promise to mama tonight you are as happy as we cry but tomorrow be the lily that mama loves ya, I nodded, mama stay yes son,iya ma, good night dear, good night,beautiful dream yes, yes, my mother, mama closed the door of my room, I put down my body and I closed my eyes but these tears can not stop crying, I do not know when I fall asleep arrived \I fell asleep in my sleep