Thorn in the heart
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my name is Pearl Lily, my mother made my name, said my mother is beautiful like a white Lily radiant and fragrant that will continue to be fragrant at any time, sometimes I smile if mama says it like that,maybe because my name is like that so I became a obedient child and obedient to parents,

I'm 21 years old and still a true singles status, I don't know why until now I still feel at home in singles,though my face is not ugly2 very asian face that my eyes are round like a pimpong ball with lash lashes tampa artificial eyelashes,

thin pointed nose and curvy shaped lips when silent is said people like smiling sometimes people fail to understand me, thought I smiled at him when not because my lips are like that so people sometimes misbehave, sometimes,so lazy out of the house that is the cause of one of them, I do not do not practice a lot also expressed directly or indirectly but I subtly refuse because it does not affect the heart sometimes,I once liked someone yes someone who until now maybe because it has not been able to move on,

we were friends of three I, cyntia and rico, I know rico likes me even though he never stated directly to me, but also know I like it we are still close because we are friends, whereas cyntia wants to bring me and rico closer, and I love it,cyntia was very supportive, one day the cyntia came to my house crying, she said that she and rico were betrothed, as if lightning had struck me, I was limp, I knew that it was impossible for the cyntia to betray me,

she ran away from home and stayed at my house as a rejection of her parents' matchmaking, but what they said they both couldn't do more, I resigned, I said,a very risky reason because cyntia is very sick and who can understand cyntia is only rico and his family, I cried for many \-days unable to accept this reality, but I resigned, I resigned,rico was even more shaken by this matchmaking, I know even though Rico never expressed love for me but I know he felt bad, I know,

cyntia knows that I love rico so shocks for cyntia, I approach cyntia and congratulate, suddenly - cyntia collapsed at her engagement of the family means I was busy bringing cyntia to the room, he said,while rico was silent he knew cyntia was not ready to be rico's fiancee as well as rico, after I came close to cyntia, cyntia I said why you fainted I asked,

cyntia crying, Lily I'm sorry for not being able to prevent this engagement, I just covered her mouth with my finger, I'm sincere because it's not the same rico, we haven't been dating a fan she's still not mine, I'm just sincere about it,Lily I know you like rico, I hug cyntia and I. shed my tears, maybe I'm not a match with her cyntia, but we're still friends yes, yes,

cyntia cried and finally she resigned, that night I came home after cyntia fell asleep I saw her face was restless, I realized how heavy the burden she had between friends and trust, I stepped my feet walking through the night