
The star shut the car door firmly as it exited his car as soon as he reached his home. He wiped away the tears that did not come out of the corner of his eye. He ran into the house without caring for the cry of his Papa who saw his coming.
"Son!" the middle-aged man shouted as he watched his daughter return home in tears. He followed his daughter as he felt his daughter heed his call.
BRACKET!
The star closed the door of his room and locked it. Leaving her father staring at the door of her room.
The star dropped its body on the floor. He bent his legs and hugged his knees with his head sinking there. She turned back the door with her tears flowing unceasingly. His heart was already deeply broken into pieces today. It hurts even more than yesterday.
The stars could hear Papa Zidan call him from behind the door. But he ceded his ears. He is very weak at the moment. He could not show his weak self to his father.
"Honey, open the door, son. Don't be like this. Papa was very worried," cried Papa Zidan as he occasionally knocked on his daughter's bedroom door.
The star that heard that felt a little guilty to her Papa. He turned his face, then shouted, "Please let Bia alone first, Pa. Go, Pa!"
Papa Zidan could hear the sound of the cries of the Stars sounding hoarse. Because the Star room is not soundproof.
"But, Son. You—"
"Please, Pa! Go!" his screams interrupted his father's words before biting his lower lip.
Papa Zidan sighed before saying, "Papa will give you some alone time. But please don't do anything that hurts you, son."
The silent star did not reply to her Papa's scream behind the door. He again drowned his face on his knees while tightly hugging both knees.
While Papa Zidan who did not get an answer from his daughter, could only sigh resignedly. Moreover, his daughter had already insisted on asking him to leave. A second later he felt his daughter needed time to be alone. So he decided to just wait at the door or watch his daughter from the outside.
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"Why does this sick person love you, Mom? Why should I see you touching another woman? Shouldn't I hate you, Mom? But unfortunately, I can't hate you, Mom. Because my love is so deep and sincere to you. And maybe I can only hate you when that love is completely gone, Mas." Inner Star shrieked with a feeling of tightness that had crept through her chest.
Dertt... Dertt! The crane!!!
The phone inside the sling bag The star vibrates with a ring indicating someone is calling it. The star that heard the sound of his cell phone had rung several times, immediately raised its head. Then his hand moved to pick up his phone and see who called him.
The star shifts the red button because the one calling is an unknown number. Rejecting the call with an annoyed grunt. But his phone was back vibrating with the same number. He wanted to press the red button on his phone again, but he paused when he saw many message notifications that said 'lift his phone, I was very worried~Bunga'.
The star wiped away his tears and took a deep breath before exhaling it violently. Then she swiped the green button on her phone.
"Hello, Bi. Gosh... Why is your phone from yesterday inactive? You know, I'm really worried about you. I'm going to your place. But I'm still afraid to see Uncle Zidan's ferocious face," the Flower over there quickly charged.
"Bi. "call Flowers when you do not hear a reply from her words.
"I—ya," replied the Star stammering and hoarse voice. He occasionally wiped away the snot and tears on his face with the tip of his shirt. There was no tissue, so made the Stars wear their clothes. To make the edge of his shirt wet. And it's the Star's habit of crying.
Even Bunga could hear that voice that he thought was disgusting. I want flowers to blaspheme her best friend. But unfortunately the time is not right, because on the one hand he is also compassionate with the state of his best friend.
"Jeez, Bi. You heard me, right? Please forgive my brother. I know your brother hurt you so much with his decision to cancel your marriage today. Even the sound of your cry alone, sounded very heartbreaking in my ears at this time," said Bunga who felt increasingly worried about his best friend.
The star just silently hears the words of his friend without wanting to answer them.
"Bi, listen to me all right. I'll find out why Sky Brother canceled your wedding. But please don't be sad, things will get better. I'm sure of that" added Bunga confidently and firmly.
"Not necessary, Nga. I already know the reason why," said the Star lowered its head. He still remembers what happened in the office. And his heart still hurt when he remembered it.
"really? It's good that you know the reason. So you can fix your relationship, right? Because I'm so sure, Sky Brother won't do this for no apparent reason." Either way, the Flower will still defend the Sky. The sky is his brother. Although he did not know the real reason for Heaven. But he was very sure of his brother.
Then the stars closed their eyes. He took a deep breath before continuing his severed speech with his eyes closed. "The Sky does not want to see me anymore, Nga. He told me straight away that our relationship was over. I—I can't fix this relationship anymore, Nga. It's all over."
"Ouch... Bi, you calm down. I'll try to talk to Sky Brother....I'll persuade him. I know he hurt you. But only you deserve him. So please, don't hate Sky Brother," asked Bunga expectantly in an increasingly panicked voice.
"How do I hate him? I still love him so much?" muttered the Star in heart and full of pain while holding his chest that felt tight.
"Bi, I promise I'll get your love back together. Remember this promise, Bi." Flowers give a promise with emphasis in every speech. He really does not want his brother and best friend relationship destroyed. He just wants his best friend to be his sister-in-law.
"There's no need to promise that, Nga. Maybe our love is only this," Bintang said, wiping his snot and tears on his face. "Unfortunately, my unlimited love for her," Inner Star.
"I'll keep doing it, Bi. I can't see your relationship destroyed. You take it easy, I'm reliable." The flower shut off the phone connection until the Star could only sigh roughly.
The star dropped his phone and then he got up from his seat. He walked towards the bed. Then sit his butt in the corner of the bed close to the nightstand. He saw the thing on the nightstand. His hand crept up to take a picture frame containing a picture of him and the sky who was hugging with a happy laugh adorned the face.
The star stared at the picture frame with a sad look and swollen eyes. He stroked a very handsome picture of Sky before saying, "You said before, it will teach me about love that can make me feel very happy. And I can feel that happiness. But back then, why didn't you ever say that the pain was amazing?"
The stars closed their eyes. The shadow of the memories of three years together with the Sky, seemed to revolve in his mind.
The star then opened its eyes and laughed. "I am a fool! I shouldn't have been lulled by his deadly seduction. Akh. I'm stupid for believing all his sweet promises. Hahaha.and now he dumped me. Ck, and my greatest folly is to give my crown to him" the Star grumbled in a low voice at the end of his speech.
PRANGS!
The picture frame fell to the floor with scattered shard fragments. The star accidentally throws that frame. Then he crouched down to see the bell. Now her tears had dried up, but her heart did not stop feeling pain.
"Stupid! You idiot! You idiot!" her screams filled the room while squeezing her hair into a mess.
Slowly the star's hand crept up to take a photo behind the shard. Then stared with his hazen eyes narrowing sharply.
SRETTA!!!
The star tore through the photo and squeezed it in his grasp. "Now I have no more price. I'm no longer a girl. Everything you took from me. There's nothing more I can be proud of. You make me no different from a pel*cur right now, Mas. Worn and thrown away if satisfied. Ck, I am such a fool!!!" he said he regretted his stupidity with a smile that implied a wound.
The star threw a photo in his grasp and then took the shards of shard scattered on the floor. He looked at her with a hard look.
"I am a woman who was no longer a virgin before marriage. And if Papa knew his daughter who he was proud of like this, he would be ashamed to have a daughter like me. And I can't imagine she'd be sad or even hate me." A drop of tear fell from his eye sinks without him noticing. Now his gaze was staring blankly at the shard in his hand.
CRASS!
Blood started to come out of the Star's wrist. He hurt his hand with the shard. And the star only looked at the blood with a faint smile on its face.
"It turns out the wound you gave me hurts more than this, Mas. My heart feels very sick" he said.
The star stands with a head that feels dizzy because it has lost a lot of blood. He walked closer to the wall near the bed.
BHUK!! BHUK!! BHUK!!
The star banged its head hard there. Until he stopped after the blood came out on his forehead. He immediately put himself in bed. Then slowly his vision began to look blurry. He fell on the bed with his wounded hand dangling down.
"I just hope this wound takes away my heart wound. And when I woke up, I lost my memory. Until I could calmly hate—" his words were interrupted because his gaze had blackened.
The star lost consciousness. His face paled with his eyes closed tightly. The blood on her wrist seeped onto the floor. To make a bloodbath there.
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