THE PRINCE OF THE SUBCONSCIOUS
eps 8

"What do you mean Flor? I don't know what you really mean,"

"Arya's gone Mei" replied Flora a little quickly, then looked back down with tears that continued to linger.

"Go?" I still don't understand, go? What does Flora Arya mean?

"She's had her last breath, Mei,"

His last breath? My body feels weak, these lips are no longer able to say anymore. My world seems to be collapsing, more collapsing than it was when he decided on me two months ago. I don't want to believe it, but why is this all real?

I tendered my body near the wall, my tears as if they could no longer be contained. God why are you taking it so fast?

I didn't think my life scenario would be like this, it was beautiful and at the end of the day I had to accept twice. Farewell for good, no more Aryans, and now only memories.

*****

The atmosphere at the cemetery had begun to gradually quiet, as the mourners one by one returned to their homes. The funeral is still new, just a few minutes ago the body was put into a burrow. Funeral with a gravestone bearing the name Arya Virgosatya. My tears keep dripping, it's hard to contain.

I'm with Aunt Karina, the mother of the late Aryan. He hugged me amidst the echoing cries.

"Sir Mei, before Arya left, she told auntie to give you this letter" Aunt Karina handed her a white letter, folded neatly and not a single stain perched.

I took the letter with a nervous feeling, my heart beating very fast. Somehow I feel like I am not ready to see it, the sorrow at loss is still very pronounced, plus if I have to read the letter, I can not possibly be able to.

Slowly, fold by crease I opened, neatly lined characters adorned every space.

For Mei Anandia

Hay Mei, Hay,

While reading this letter I may no longer exist, I have walked into my new life. Goodbye, I'm sorry I hurt you so much.

You must be mad at me, because I have decided you just like that, but trust me, I never decided you because I have loved another girl, not that! Until now, the girl I love is only you Mei. As for that, I was just lying, so you hate me, and you won't feel lost when I'm gone.

I'm sorry I kept everything a secret from you, actually I've been sick for May, and the reason I actually moved schools is because my parents took me to Singapore.

Yes, thank you, Mei, you have read this letter, I hope you will not be sad because of this separation. Oh yes one more thing, I want to say, no tears shed because of my departure, I want you to smile, she said, so that I can calmly go without any burden because it has made you shed tears because of my departure.

Marked

Arya Virgosatya

Slowly I wipe away these tears, I just want to do what Arya wants, so that I don't cry because of her sensitivity.

Goodbye Arya, calm down in nature there, someday if God predestines we can indeed be together, God will certainly unite us in heaven.