The Perfect First Love
The one withheld????

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"Mama's gone Sil, Ta," said Syakilla sounding bitter.

" Qilla, you must sincerely accept all this, there we are here, Mother, and now there is also your husband" said Sisil and Dita embraced Syakilla.

"Why did I leave so soon?" Lirih Syakilla.

" Qilla" said Sisil and Dita.

Fahri and his family who saw the interaction of Syakilla and his two best friends felt very moved, not just the Fahri family alone all stared at Syakilla and her best friend.

It was time for the body of Mama Syakilla to be taken to a ready funeral. Fahri helped residents and other ustadz bring the bodies of his parents-in-law to a public cemetery not far from the cottage. They walked enough to arrive.

Syakilla who continued to cry continued to embrace his two best friends until the public funeral.

After all, Syakilla did not go straight home, she sat in her mother's final resting place. The residents and the santri had already returned to the cottage. At the funeral there was only the nuclear family, and his two best friends.

" Dear we go home! it's noon soon!" Fahri.

" I want to be here first, Mas." retorted Syakilla.

" Qilla love your Mama, baby. God loves your mother more" said Aminah.

" Yes, Ummi. But Qilla wants him here in a moment, Ummi and the others go home first" Syakilla said.

" Ummi, Mommy, you guys just go back to the cottage. Qilla let it be the same Fahri," said Fahri.

" Then we go back" said Fatimah.

Finally they went back to the cottage. Syakilla and Fahri both stayed at the funeral. Fahri lets his wife sit and cry in her grave without any intention of doing anything. Because he knew this must be very painful for his wife.

Time has shown midday but Syakilla is still reluctant to go home, Fahri who already does not have the heart to see it.

" Dear we go home!," said Fahri.

" I want to stay here, Mom. If Fahri want to go back, go back first," said Syakilla.

Fahri who had no other choice raised his wife's body.

" Mas put me down" said Syakilla hitting Fahri.

" No," replied Fahri.

" Dad, put me down, " said Syakilla.

Fahri ignores what Syakilla says, he still carries Syakilla to the cabin.

" She, you're not ashamed. Everyone is looking at us" said Shakilla.

" Let it be, maybe they're envious," Fahri replied casually.

Fahri brings Syakilla into the house all looking towards Syakilla and Fahri. Everyone wondered why Fahri was holding a woman.

"Fahri what happened to Syakilla?" asked Mother Fatimah.

" Why not Mother," replied Fahri lowering Syakilla.

" Why why don't you have to carry it like that?" Ask Aminah.

"Syakilla wants to be carried by Fahri" replied Fahri.

" No Mother, Ummi, Mas Fahri who forced Syakilla," Syakilla said.

" It's okay, now you rest first in Fahri's room" said Aminah.

" Let's love let me go. You haven't slept from last night either" Fahri said.

" But.." said Syakilla.

" Don't think about this, it's been taken care of by Abi" Zahra said

" Ummi, Mommy, Fahri Temenin Syakilla for a while," said Fahri.

Fahri brings Syakilla into his room to rest there.

" Dad, come out," Shakilla.

Fahri understands Syakilla is still awkward when alone with him let alone they are just the two like this.But, Fahri also can not let Syakilla alone at a time like this, like this, although he believed that his wife could not do reckless but Fahri still worried about his wife.

" It's not necessary, Mom. I promise I'll go to sleep" Syakilla said.

" why? Are you afraid of me?" Tanya Fahri walked towards Syakilla.

" It's up to you" said Syakilla, rising to the top of the bed and closing her eyes.

" Sleep well my wife" said Fahri, kissing his wife's forehead.

After Syakilla fell asleep Fahri came out of his room to meet the others. All mourners have gone home including friends Syakilla, who live only Mother Fatimah only.

"Syakilla's asleep?" Ask Zahra.

" He, brother," replied Fahri.

" Why don't you just go to sleep, you haven't slept from last night either" said Ilham.

" Later Bi," replied Fahri.

" How are you preparing for tonight?" asked Fahri.

Later that night they will hold a study filled by the children of the cottage.

" All are taken care of by Alfin" replied Ilham.

" What about Syakilla, is she going to stay here?" Ask Aminah.

" Fahri hasn't discussed this with Syakilla Ummi, Fahri still can't bear to talk about it" Fahri replied.

"You'd better stay here, so Syakilla won't be lonely. If there are no people in his house" said Aminah.

" It is, you are also married" continued Zahra.

" But Zahra saw that everyone was confused when Fahri brought Syakilla to this house, it looks like we need to announce their marriage in fear of slander" Zahra said.

" After Syakilla has improved, Abi will make an event for them, or at Zahra's wedding only," Ilham said.

" How good is Bi" said Fahri.

"Kasian Syakilla, Ummi really did not have the heart to see it. Where's the Papa now? Have you told her?" asked Aminah.

"Do you know anything about Syakilla's mother?" asked Zahra.

" Why can you suddenly ask like that?" asked Fahri.

" Sister only suspects when you interrupt the doctor's words at that time, is it true that you are hiding something from Syakilla as well as us" Zahra replied.

Fahri rubbed his face he could not hide this from his family but Fahri was also not ready to tell it to anyone now, he was afraid that Syakilla would hear his talk.

Fahri stared at his room, a tear fell without excuse, everything that his mother Syakilla said seemed to spin in her memory.

"I'm sorry dear" murmured Fahri quietly.

"She, we know something that Syakilla doesn't know about Mama" Fatimah said.

" So you know something too?" asked Aminah.

"Yes, I also learned not too long ago" replied Fatimah.

" What Fahri has to do now Mother, Fahri can't continue to hide this all from Syakilla. Fahri is afraid that if Syakilla finds out from others, he will hate Fahri later," said Fahri lowered his head.

" Mother also can not do anything because Mother has also promised her late mother to keep this secret from her," said Fatimah.

While the others they did not understand the direction of the conversation the two people just listened to it.

" What does Fahri have to tell the truth? Or keep this secret?" said Fahri.

" What secrets do you keep about your in-laws that your wife doesn't know?" asked Ilham.

" Fahri will be honest with you, but please keep this a secret, until Fahri is ready to tell Syakilla" said Fahri.

" We will keep it a secret from Syakilla," said Zahra was very curious, what more suffering faced Syakilla, a tough woman.

" In fact, Mama Rosa's late mother had a deadly disease that Syakilla had not known all this time, she had cancer" said Fahri.

"What?"