The Perfect First Love
Syakilla

''Why, why am I wrong Ma, this is so unfair, I feel the pain why can't I hate him?, murmured Syakilla after her mother came out of her room.

Syakilla continued to cry until she fell asleep on her bed with tears still running down her smooth cheeks.

And all can not be separated from the observation of Mama Rosa. Mama Rosa did not really go from Syakilla's room she just stood in front of the door of Syakilla's room closed her mouth so that her crying was not heard Syakilla.

''Sorry Mama Qilla, I know how you feel, you are in a difficult position on the one hand you want to hate your Papa but on the other you cannot hate him because he is your biological Papa and God will not condone that,'' Inner Mama Rosa.

''Mama can't blame you for hating your Papa but Mama doesn't want you to be a bad boy dear,'' Mama Rosa muttered, opening the door of Syakilla's room slightly and saw Syakilla curling up and falling asleep with tears still soaking her cheeks.

Mama Rosa approached the sleeping Syakilla, confirmed Syakilla's sleeping position and enveloped Syakilla. Even in her unconscious state Syakilla still said that she hated her Papa.

''Qilla hates Papa, ''' Syakilla is delirious.

''Poor you dear you must have suffered so much all this time, sorry Mama yes dear, Mama can't do anything for you all this time and even trouble you like this,'' Mama Rosa said softly and rubbed Syakilla's tears but she also could not hold back her crying.

Not being able to see Syakilla's face for too long because it was too painful to see Syakilla crying like that finally Mama Syakilla came out of Syakilla's room and went into her own room.

''Why don't you ever change, Mom, see now our suffering child he has lost his adolescence for continuing to fight for this family but you are hurting his heart and physique simultaneously you and I will continue to hate you for the rest of my life, Mama Rosa muttered as she arrived inside her room. People who always remind Syakilla not to hate her Papa but Mama Rosa herself really hate her ex-husband even though she looks very tough in front of Syakilla but she has been smashed to pieces all this time especially when Syakilla was hurt like that.

Which mother would be willing to hurt her child even though it was her own father I think there is nothing unless the person has lost his sanity.

When azan ashar Syakilla woke up from his sleep with eyes that had been damp due to crying. He went into the bathroom to wash his face and immediately performed his ashar prayer.

With still crying Syakilla performed her ashar prayer because it was very painful for her.

After completing his prayer Syakilla did not teach as he usually did but he offered a prayer so long to the khalik.

,''O Allah, what has been the fault of the servant all this time? why do you test a servant like this? the servant is your weak servant, O Allah, the servant is not able to face all of this, why do you not let the servant hate the man who has made the life of the servant and Mama Mama the servant suffer all this time even he played physically against me he slapped me, don't you see that you see it, right? what should I do now I am really tired of all this, Syakilla complained to the owner of the universe.

Syakilla could no longer continue speaking because it was so tight in her chest as she remembered the extremely painful thing. After the Ashar prayer Syakilla accidentally did not come out of his room because he did not want to meet his mother.

''I won't be able to meet with Mama now, I'd better be in the room, '' Shakilla muttered.

Until nightfall Syakilla was still at home in his room alone and did not come out until after the prayer insya Syakilla had not come out of his room, of course Mama Rosa became worried about Syakilla for not going down to dinner with her. Directly approaching the child just wayangnya.

''Syakilla, honey, are you okay?, said Mama Rosa knocking on Syakilla's room door.

''What a shame you didn't come out? dinner used to love you will be sick if you do not eat, you are still angry with Mama, said Mama Rosa again.

''Qilla, replied Mama son, '' She said again but Syakilla has not come out also makes Mama Rosa panic.

''Darling come on at least you open the door don't make Mama worry baby, sorry Mama, '' said Mama Rosa. There was no reply from Syakilla.

''Let Mama scream like it's wrong herself why even beat me up earlier, '' murmured Syakilla.

''But the Kasian too Mama must be very worried, open? no?, Syakilla cursed at herself

''It is also better for me to open it, ''' Syakilla opened the door of her room which she had locked.

''I'm not hungry Ma, Mama aja eat, ''Java Syakilla.

''How dear are you still angry with Mama? until you don't want to eat like this?, '' asked Mama Rosa.

'' No, '' answered Syakilla.

''Mama please don't torture yourself like this if Mama's wrong Mama apologized to Qilla but now Qilla ate first huh? Mama does not want Qilla to be sick, Mama please, said Mama Rosa

Syakilla, who could not see her mother, begged her like that, finally let out and obeyed her dinner but still no words came out of her sweet mouth.

Even at the dinner table Syakilla still remained silent and did not want to talk to her mother because she was too upset.

''What do you want to eat? Mama deliberately made your favorite food tonight, you are happy right?,'' said Mama Rosa broke the silence.

''Qilla dear, Mama knows you are still angry with Mama but please don't think that Mama can't see you don't talk and continue to silence Mama from earlier like this darling,'' said Mama Rosa can not stand because it continues to be silenced Syakilla.

Syakilla was no longer strong enough to hold herself directly hugged her very tightly as if she did not want to miss again even though Mama Rosa returned Syakilla's embrace as tightly.

''Mama's sorry baby, Mama's too hard on you, but Mama doesn't want you to be an ungodly baby, '' said Mama Rosa still in Syakilla's arms.

''But Syakilla could not throw away this hatred Ma, '' answered Syakilla releasing her embrace.

''Slow down, ''' said Mama Rosa.

''But Qilla did not promise Ma, '' said Syakilla.

Actually Mama Rosa wanted to advise Syakilla again but was stopped because she did not want Syakilla to be angry again against him.

''May time heal your pain dear, Mama also can not maksa you for now, Mama Rosa's inner.

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