The Perfect First Love
The Life of Syakilla Raisa

Syakilla Raisa is her full name. The son of a mother named Rosa and a father named Rusdi. Rosa was a very kind, patient, determined, loving and wise mother. And sometimes Syakilla is upset to see her mother who missed it well.

Rosa is a single parent who raised Syakilla alone without a man beside her. But it does not make him complain and violate destiny.

And Rusdi is an irresponsible male figure.He is a man who Syakilla hates in this world because it has hurt his mother who he loves more than himself.

Syakilla who was raised without a father figure makes her a tough and independent woman.Although never got the affection of a father she never lacked the affection of her mother always gives a strong affection it was amazing for him, however, that his little heart could not lie if he also missed a father in his life.

Syakilla is a good boy, smart and also very beautiful. She always made her mother proud of everything she has achieved so far, with all the achievements she has. Both of them are very happy they managed through their difficult times even though it does not take a short time but they are grateful that both of them are now not lacking anymore. But they don't show who they are to others they hide behind their simplicity.

Syakilla is a child who does not give up easily with the situation he is always sure what he does will never be in vain if he tries with confidence and he always involves his mother and also God SWT in his life.

But she has a trauma with her name falling in love. He is very unhappy with the man who declares his love for Syakilla. Syakilla was very close to her heart to any man. She was afraid that what her mother was going through was approaching her life. He was not as great and as fresh as his Mama who could accept everything with a chest of air. Just look at Mama who suffered all this time and it was not known by Mama because Syakilla never showed any attitude during this time.Although she never introduced a man to Mama, Her mother never asked about men again because Syakilla answered her with a reasonable answer.

''In Islam there is no such thing as courting or being close to men, God has prepared the best soul mate for all his servants, and the soul mate is a reflection of Qilla being solidified,.'' Syakilla answers to cover up if she has a trauma with a man and falls in love.

Syakilla never shared the trauma she had with anyone including her own mother. Syakilla is not a child who is always open to anything he always covers all the suffering he experienced even though it is out of sight that he is very cheerful and part but who knows far from the bottom of his heart it's destroyed, not left. Crying in the middle of the night when everyone is asleep in his sleep but not for Syakilla the night he spent crying because crying is the way out for him who can not tell his suffering to anyone.

Syakilla has two friends who always accompany him and are always there for him in a difficult or happy situation. Those who always accompany Syakilla in living a day full of jokes and laughter.

Sunny night Syakilla and her mother sit in the back garden enjoying the peaceful and cool night atmosphere. Syakilla lay on Mama Sarah's lap while Mama Sarah stroked Syakilla's long unraveled hair and she never showed it to anyone all this time because she always covered it with hijab.

''Ma, why is Papa so evil with us? why did Papa leave us?, asked Syakilla in between staring at the stars.

''It's a pity don't think about it and I hope you never hate your Papa, ''' Mama Rosa replied

''Do you realize what Mama said? don't hate her! If I can choose I don't want to have a father like him Ma, who is not responsible and leaves his family.'' Answer Syakilla without the frills Papa again.

''Astaqfirullahalazim love what you say! Mama doesn't like you to talk like that, she's your biological Papa dear you should always respect and love her.'' Mama Rosa advises Syakilla.

''I'm sorry Ma but Qilla's heart is not as big as Mama's heart that can accept everything with chesty, Qilla entered the room first, Assalamualaikum, good night.'' Syakilla kissed her mother's forehead and went to the room.

''Mama knows how you feel dear, actually Mama hates her more than you hate your Papa but, Mama does not want to be a parent who fails to raise children by instilling hatred for your Papa. Sorry dear Mama.'' Mama Rosa's heart stared at Syakilla's departure.

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In Syakilla's room

'' Why did Mama always tell me not to hate Papa, but I often saw Mama crying alone all this time because of Papa.'' Syakilla was upset with her mother

''And what Mama said loved her was true! it was clear he had betrayed us all this time and made us suffer and Mama said I should love him.'' While talking like that to herself Syakilla smiled cynically.

''If I was a kid and didn't know anything, maybe I could have received all the treatment but I was a teenager, I already know what she's doing and it always makes Mama cry.'' He again tried to throw away all the affection that was on him for his Papa who had hurt and made his life suffer all this time.

''Sorry Qilla Ma, instead of Qilla want to refute Mama's words only if the problem regarding Papa Qilla still can not accept all this.'' Sayakilla again

''I'd rather clean myself up and be ready for bed than keep thinking about the man who has no responsibility, making my head woozy.'' Syakilla said and went into the bathroom and changed her clothes into sleeping pajamas.

After changing her clothes into pyjamas Syakilla climbed onto the bed and tried to close her eyes. Usually at night always writing but tonight he is not in the mood to write anymore and immediately sleep. Not long after he had entered his dreamland.

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