
It was one of the hardest things Redana had ever done to open up, and she could barely imagine how she was able to build a normal conversation without putting on bad prejudices, given before their conversation was nothing more than tension and throw each other dirty thoughts.all accusations for the sake of accusations continue to flutter in their minds. Redana even managed to find another reason why Lara wanted to approach her and take Redana away and become a good friend.
If from the beginning Redana was calmer, or perhaps a little could forget the hatred of her past, then she would more easily find peace within herself. and it may also be time for him to forget the past and step back into the future, while making friends with Lara is the best way to get rid of his loneliness that has long shackled his way of thinking. or you could say Lara is the gateway in achieving her dream to be free from slavery.
Might as well...
Apparently, he had not known that Lara was the only daughter of the lord Dirk. The owner of the field and the ruler of the wamena region, the information was known to him after Edo told about Lara. his arrival from the Netherlands was intended to help take care of his father's fields busy out of town.he thought Lara was a prospective slave buyer. so Redana tried hard to avoid him because he was afraid at any time Dirk would sell himself.
He hated Mr. Dirk for his cruelty in treating slaves, his various policies that could not be separated from the punishment of whipping, or selling slaves to several conglomerates for his own people, the Dutch. even Dirk was unmitigated to sell slaves at high prices to the chosen slaves with all his criteria.as if the fields were a muscle test before they were traded until sent out of the island.
Even he had thought that his mother was again caught and sold out of the island, but he could not confirm the truth even though it was only limited to speculation. After losing the mother Redana life was adrift without direction. he had to work hard in the field just to survive.There was nothing Redana could do but sacrifice her childhood into slavery to adulthood.
his life of being a slave was not an easy thing to go through and it was not his choice of life.Punishment, or abuse often occurred in plain sight.
But, there are things Redana needs to know that Lara is not Dirk. And she does not always have to consider Dirk. two different things that cannot be put together between a child and a father. and from now on he should be able to put aside his response and examine further to improve their relationship while allowing himself to merge with Lara. share the story as a new friend. maybe it's lucky for Redana to remove her nickname.
lowest caste slave...
To be honest he thought it was going to start hard.he did not really want to get closer to anyone, including Lara. naturally he had such thoughts. however, the woman was the son of Mr. Dirk, the owner of the place where Redana was staying. he had thought Lara would not be much different from the behavior of her father who was notoriously cruel. but the sincerity as well as the attitude shown by the woman had broken Redana's previous assumptions.
It may be true as Lara told him that my “ is not what you imagined”.the woman obviously has no problems like Redana. and it's true that Redana does need a little time to adjust, but even so Redana also needs to prove to herself, if she can be a good friend for Lara. and it became something Redana wanted most. to stop the tension created by her own dirty thinking.
So, it was time for her to have confidence and convince herself that Lara was a trustworthy friend. then stop or discard all the dirty thoughts that often collect in his mind. however, the best thing that Redana can do right now is to enjoy the beautiful moments with Lara to share the story of each other's lives.
Redana closed her eyes for a moment as she pervaded the moment the strong wind gushed down her face, then let her frizzy hair be torn apart by the whirring of the wind, so that the women's hair flew in all directions. his two cold hands tightly hugged Lara's waist.His heart was pounding as Lara showed him her riding tricks.Even it surprised Redana.he did not expect that Lara had the talent of riding.
Evidently how Redana enjoyed every beat for the sake of the jolt caused from her horse trick. not only her body but also her mind. this was very far from what Redana imagined. if only he had a little courage, perhaps the woman would have asked Lara to teach him, but the thought was interrupted when she smelled a scent being exhaled from Lara's neck. the smell is very pungent up to the nasal cavity, but the aroma is very refreshing.
When the horse riding action is over and finally the jolt begins to subside.For a moment Redana feels astonished.as if it lasts forever.then everything back floods memories about her childhood. Redana remembers the moment she dreamed in her heart.
Being on a horse saddle...
He never expected to be on a saddle horse. although in fact Redana was eager to learn to ride since he was a child. his interest in riding when he was in the field while helping his mother's work. seeing a group of Dutch masters and mistresses attending a horse riding event.even they did not take the responsibility to show each other when passing several rounds by showing riding tricks and walking very well. which Redana thinks is a lot of fun.
Throughout the horse riding event took place.The little girl just stood pecking at the edge of the wooden fence and stared at the scenery in front of him.His shabby face witnessed the incredible excitement over the event.he shrugged his shoulders slowly. both of his tiny hands were placed on the wood of the fence and then supported his chin. If I grow up later.I want to be like them. riding a horse around wamena. meet and play with my friends.
His mind was always raring to be on the saddle of a horse and spent his childhood riding a horse every day.
Redana wishes she could say the same to Lara, but it never comes out of her mouth. Redana realizes that she does not deserve to ask Lara to teach her to ride, but the whispers of the voice inside her head do not want to stop to continue to harass her.
Why not try?.
he believes the whisper came from the side of him who was clever. Redana snorted softly and ignored the whisper.
the truth is he can not forget the rare moment when riding a horse with Lara. found a new experience that had been lost from his childhood.it seems the two women have something in common. Lara, who was born and raised in the beginning, has loved riding since she was a child, and it's part of her daily routine.