The Blocked Love of Amnesia
Seventeen: What's wrong with me?

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi. Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahim. DON'T FORGET TO READ THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER. Happy reading.

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Last night Andrea drove me home to the boarding house after that accidental dinner. And now I'm getting ready for work in Andrea's office, whatever I want to be, I obviously need a job to pay for my life.

I ride using angkot as usual, wearing clothes as usual and without excessive makeup polish.

Arriving at the office, I inhaled the air of the office yard that I missed. This building and atmosphere I miss. I want to work here again soon.

Without the ba-bi-bu, I immediately entered Andrea's room. I got permission first for his new secretary. I'm still a bit upset with him, because there was a humiliating incident back then here. He did too, looking awkward.

After he called Andrea, the woman let me in. I opened the door and greeted him first.

Andrea was quite surprised by my sudden arrival.

"Andrea, plis, I need a lot of work. I beg you, let me work here, so OB is also not papa," I said as soon as I saw the look on Andrea's face that looked agitated.

"But Risa, ...," she replied then stood up.

"I want to work here!" my snapping. Wow, I was so brave in front of Andrea. He's my boss, Riiis. Haduuha. What's with my emotional feelings? It's hard for me to control.

Andrea frowned then scratched her head. "Okay, you're my assistant!" break it up and then sit back down.

I smile. "Thank you Andrea" I replied. "I'll do as much work as possible."

The door of the room opens. I turned around and was shocked and at once happy. Ita. Ita Sarita Markonah Ulala Beybey, ah, I forgot the long name I made. I will remember again.

"Itaaaa," cried.

"Risa? O em ji, I miss so much as kamuuu," she cried then kept it for granted; on a small table beside the entrance of the goods that seemed to be important files or documents.

"Why did you come here? Where's ahmad?" the question is then wiggly.

"I work here" I cried, he must have been shocked, hihi.

"Huhhhh?" ita's jaw is gaping, fortunately not falling. "Keep why don't you wear Ris' hijab? Didn't you decide to go headscarf then? Where's your hijab?" he asked then with a sad face.

I shake my head. "Udaaah, just don't ask me that, which is clear now I am the old Risa. I miss you very much Itaaa," I replied at length.

Ita just sculpt, not usually Ita like this.

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I walked to the pantry to make coffee. I looked around the room, I missed you so much with all this.

I immediately brewed the coffee I had mixed with white sugar. Jsssssss, very fragrant. I have a talent for making coffee, hihi.

Oh yeah, where's the tray? This is for Andrea, have to wear a small tray. I searched for the little thing solemnly. Until I realized, I hit someone.

And then, how shocked am I when I know who the pole is?

Renaldi. Yep. RENAL. O em jay, I feel my heart pounding. Calm down, this is a test.

"Ren," I said stiffly and then hooked my hair to my ears as it fell to my face.

"Risa," she replied. Her voice was distinctive and I missed her.

"You're healed?" I try not to misbehave.

"Well, as you can see. I can get back to work."

"Why don't you change your OB shirt?" my many.

Renaldi's forehead is wrinkled. Face's weird. Why her?

Then he smiled. "I'll change my clothes soon."

"Oooh," I'm just making a shit.

Tap tap tap.

The sound of the footsteps of the shoes sounded towards me and Renaldi. I looked towards the owner of the shoe at the front end.

Haaaaah? There was Ahmad. He stopped his steps as I stared at him. Then he turned and left. Why her?

Renaldi went to the bathroom, I nodded and made coffee for Andrea.

"Why is Ahmad here? And why did he leave without talking to me?" ask me to myself.

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After meeting Renal at that time, I got closer to him. We even had lunch together a lot, and Renaldi always drove me home to the hostel.

Today is Sunday, my work is off. I woke up on purpose at noon, because it was a holiday. Hooooaaam, I'm so lazy today.

I feel hungry, I go into the bathroom to take a shower first. I felt so sick when I went into the bathroom. The smell of the bathroom poked me to the point of vomiting. Me why? Did I catch a cold? Or maybe maghku relapsed.

I immediately drank warm water and did not take a bath, then again enveloped myself in the room.

I came out of the room after feeling light, and was intending to buy something so I could prop up my rumbling stomach.

"Teh Risa," cried Cici as I was about to get out of the boarding house. "It's food, somebody's sending" he continued. My eyes are round happily.

"Who?" I asked, "don't-don't from Renaldi, thank you, yes," I said then received a package of food from Cici.

"Iw, ...."

I cut off Cici's words. "Eat with yu," asked me.

Cici. Then go to the back. "I-I went back first, yeah, Tea."

"Not eating together,"

Cici shook her head and left. What's up with him? Maybe kebelet kali huh, haha Cici Cici base.

Well, Renaldi is very attentive, praise me in my heart, when I see my favorite food from him. You eat aah.

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It's Monday, and I still don't feel well. My nausea relapsed. I called Andrea and permission to be out today. He allowed me, he was indeed a good man hmmm, baper me.

And until next Monday, my nausea is still felt, although not constantly nauseous only at times that I can not determine, because I like sudden nausea.

Andrea and Ita have been visiting me since last Wednesday. And they forced me to go to the hospital, but I refused. You know how stubborn I have been lately. Hehe.

On Thursday, Ahmad came to my constant and gave me fruits.

"We go to the hospital, yes," he asked gently.

"I don't want to, yes, I'm trying to calm down, please, you don't come here first."

Ahmad nodded then went home. I actually feel sorry, but ah. Who told him to come here anyway.

Renaldi visited me on Tuesday and yesterday; on Sunday, he brought me my favorite fruits and siomay, and then took me to the hospital. But I refused, I'm sure, I'll be cured soon. Hmm, I miss him.

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I haven't been in the office for two weeks. Renaldi always asks me what'sapp. He's very worried. And every day I always get my favorite food package, no matter who. But I always pinned that food from Renaldi. I don't want to ask him if it's his food or not. Because I'm sure he won't answer.

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I tiptoed into the bathroom area after the nausea that I had experienced for several weeks returned to attack. Yeah, even though nothing comes out of this mouth. Only clear liquid or so-called saliva.

Last night I checked myself into my doctor. And the doctor said, I'm pregnant.

At that instant, my bones felt all crumpled. I cried sobbing. Why get pregnant? I was not married.

I'm just a poor woman who is wandering into the city, complaining of fate in the Capital City. But, ... why? Why is this happening to me?

Oh God, I cried in the corner of the room, the lights of the room I left dark, the curtains I didn't open, I was ashamed. So embarrassed. How could I possibly be pregnant?

Time and time again Mother Laela and Cici knocked on my bedroom door. Ita and Andrea had just come and were about to visit me. But I don't want to meet anyone.

I'm disappointed in myself. Why can't I keep my pride? Why am I pregnant?

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Connect .... Risa crazy times huh? She is married, why should she be sad. Hadeeeeuh, dizzy and the same Risaaa. How do you think? Have you ever read the part above? If it ever means you first read the synopsis of the story at the beginning. Hidhi. Thanks for stopping by. Don't forget dukunh keep me with like vote comment follow as much as possible. Hopefully this novel wins in the MangaToon contest and published best seller filmed, Aamiin. Thanks for stopping by hopefully useful. Happy fasting for those who run reader's meetings.

Sunday, 03 May 2020

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