The Blocked Love of Amnesia
Fourteen: Hijab and Calamity

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This morning, it was the seventh morning after I put on the hijab. Hmmm, the hijab is really comfortable in my head. I wish I was Istiqamah.

I'm preparing a shirt for Aba to wear to the office.

"Ba, wear this one, yes," I said then walked towards him. Aba got up from her seat on the lip of the bed and then spread her arms out so I could easily attach the shirt to her body.

"Tuh, right. Nice." My praise. Then I buttoned one by one the buttons on that shirt. Uhhh, I'm sholeh's wife wkwkwk.

"If Aba wears this tie, it doesn't fit, does it?" I muttered while carrying a tie to put on Aba's neck.

"Hmmm, matching too," I continued to exclaim myself. I put a tie around his neck as neat as possible.

"Her shirt got into her pants, Ba. Let's get neat, Aba don't wear a suit, yeah. You do not connect if wearing this shirt combined with a suit."

"Ready Queen," Aba replied as she put her shirt in her pants and tidied it up.

"Tuh, right, handsome." My praise. No papa, right? Muji's own husband.

"It could be Ama. Make Aba deg-degan." Candanya.

I laugh.

Aba looked at me with a smile.

"Ngapain, anyway, Ba. It's a hell of a bitch." Ledek.

Aba ignored my words. He came closer and kissed my forehead. I'm sculpting. What's up with him.

Clack. I felt Aba's tears come down and wet my forehead.

"Why?" my many.

Aba hugged me tightly. "I am grateful to have a wife like Ama. Thanks, yeah. I want to give Aba."

Ahhhh, Aba .. I'm melting. Immediately I was made a paper by him. I also shed tears too.

"Thank you too, Ama's husband," I replied, then grabbed her shoulder. I hugged him tightly. I love you, Ba. Sayaaaang. Even now I have forgotten the taste for Renaldi and Andrea. Because in my heart now there is only you.

After the romantic scene was over, Aba said goodbye to go to the office. Don't forget, we had breakfast together.

Now I'm home with Mpok and Rendi.

"Pok, Risa's pretty, isn't she?" I was a bit coquettish in front of Mpok who was washing dishes.

"God, beautiful really. May Istiqamah yes, Neng. Seven days ago Neng Risa wore a hijab, make Mpok's eyes calm."

"Ah Mpok, could be."

"Good! I hope I can continue, yes. Mpok do'ain the best keep making Eneng."

"Thank you, Mpok," I replied.

"Beautiful, isn't it, Ren?" I asked Rendi. Duhhh, silly of me. Same time as a 2 year old baby. Huhhft.

"Eh Rica." Shouted Rendi, again calling me by the call Eh Rica.

Uuuh, my sister's really nervous. I kissed her cheek and then I grabbed her. Rendi thrashed not to be on my lap. He was playing with his toys. Apparently he doesn't want to be disturbed. Duh, pretty busy this is a kid.

Tok to tok.

My door is knocked. Mpok stopped washing dishes because it was finished. He looked at me who was sitting in a long chair near the kitchen.

"Who is Mpok?" ask Mpok who does not know either.

I walked to the main door and opened it.

"Renaldi?" my many. Haaah's? That right? He's Renaldi? Oh God.

"Euuu, what's wrong?" my ask is as friendly as possible.

"I want to talk to you at the cafe, can you, right?"

"But Aba is no longer home. I have to get permission first."

Renaldi scrunched his face. Ah yes, how could he possibly know who Aba is.

"Euuu, that means my husband." I hurriedly straightened her out so she could understand.

"Just a second, Ris. I beg you." Renaldi's eyes glazed. I can't bear to still refuse it.

"Emmm, how about in the front garden?" my proposal.

Renaldi took a breath. "OK," said.

I closed the door after saying goodbye to Mpok. I also sent WhatsApp to Aba if I want to go to the front garden with Renaldi.

"We're in the car, yeah."

"Lho's? The park is only a few meters from here."

Hmmm, I'm less sreg. I am now a hijab and married. It's not ethical to be alone in a car. Although there is no intention to do anything. But, I'm afraid of slander and lust.

"Please," Renaldi turned back. Duhhh, I'm feeling worse. Yehudah, I nodded and then got into his car.

I just ngeh. Renaldi this, it's OB. But he is great to have his own car. Or maybe it's a rental car? Or minjem? Or muting? Uh. Astarghfirullah's. I'm kidding. Let's not read it.

I looked down the paved road. Hmmm, this, how does it not feel to go to the park.

"Euuu, Ren, aren't we going to the park, are we? This, really, is even on the highway?" my many.

"Later you'll know,"

I scrunched my forehead. Duhhh, kok creep gini. Renaldi's taking me where, anyway? How I got scared like this. Protect me, O Rabb.

I was still in the car for minutes, and now I don't know where. Many times I asked Rendi, "where are we going?" but Rendi did not answer. He was even focused. I feel like Rendi's personality is different from the Rendi I used to know. Is this Renaldi's twin? Ah no way. Since when did Renaldi have a twin. Or maybe it's a demon that resembles Renaldi? Astarghfirullah's. Istighfar Risaaa.

The streets are getting quieter and darker because they enter the forest area. I'm getting scared. The evil aura I feel now. Renaldi would have done me a bad thing. I took my phone secretly and opened WhatsApp. I shared my location with Aba. Fortunately, Aba was online and reading my message.

I neutralized the fear, and behaved normally.

Renaldi's car stopped somewhere. That's pretty beautiful. But I think this place is dangerous because there is a steep ravine.

Renaldi got down from the car and stood pecking near the ravine. I followed her out of the car and pegged near the car, looking at Renaldi. Original, it's a real creep. I fear. But as much as possible I'm acting normal.

"Ren, what are we doing here?" I'm a little trembling. How not to tremble? I'm scared crazy!

"I want to make memories with you. Memories that I will never forget. I love you, Ris."

"I'm not an OB! I'm the head of that company. I'm amazed by you, Ris. You're a great girl. I like it when we meet. I'm afraid you're awkward with me if you know that I'm the chairman of that company."

I shrank in tears when I thought the water made me itch because it was running across my cheek.

O Allah. Turns out he's rich, uh. Suuut, this is a sad scene.

"I was going to bed you, Ris. I know, Andrea loves you too. And he was my best friend, he said he wanted to bed you too. I worry, choose a happy friend or happy yourself."

Renaldi took a deep breath. "But you're being asked by someone else. And it wasn't me or Andrea. I feel devastated. And I'm gonna end it here. I hope, this becomes the most beautiful memory, which you will not forget. I'm sorry, Ris."

Renaldi turned around and without further ado he immediately threw himself into the abyss.

"Let'soooooo!" I screamed loudly. O Allah.

I ran towards the edge of the cliff. Renaldi rolled there. Blood came out of his body. I wept. Oh my God, why is this? I panicked and didn't know what to do.

It's dreaming!

It's dreaming!

Wasn't it! It's reality!!!

I looked towards the car. And I got an idea. I have to ask people for help. I don't know the ambulance's phone number. So I have to go there directly. Requesting help.

I used Renaldi's car. Thankfully, the key was still in the car. I stepped on the gas and drove. I happen to be able to use a car because I was taught the same Aba.

I shrunk tears. God, why would Renaldi do such a stupid thing?

Wait for.

Waitaminute! Why can't I buy this car? O Allah. What's wrong with this car. Don't let me get scared.

This car can't stop! Please, anyone, help me.

I got freaked out, the speed of the car was so high and I couldn't brake it. There's a turn ahead. Oh my God, how is this? Aba help! Cepet come here, Ama is afraid.

I was crying, screaming. It's quiet here, no one's gonna let me down.

Relax, calm down Risa. It's not why-why, really. Calm.

But I can't calm down.

The speed of this car makes me lose my mind. I cried and the car fell into the abyss. I screamed, closing my eyes in fear.

A DUG!

My head hit the car glass until it broke. I forgot to wear my seat belt. I think blood is flowing and it's making me limp.

Jlepa.

I don't remember ANYTHING.

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