Suffering After Marriage
Looking for Ara

Aryan Pov

I've seen Ara's parents' house many times, but her parents still don't tell her where Ara gave birth. Tomorrow I plan to look for Ara, I will look for her in various hospitals in this city.

Ara, now I realize how heavy the burden of your heart is my family and myself. Your parents were right, we're always here to hurt you. It even feels like an apology is not worth asking for this heart. I love you so much, I'm so afraid of losing you. But I couldn't fight my parents, I couldn't see my parents sad and angry.

I miss him so much, I don't think I can live without him. Only together with Ara did I feel respected as a man. Different when I was with my parents, and when I was with Mika, I was like a doll in their eyes.

Today was actually my first divorce hearing. I decided not to go there. I'm sure that Ara must not have come either, because the twins are still in the hospital.And I'm not ready either, but I have no power to hold Ara back. By busying myself in a job I can forget a little.

Go to work and go home. Every day is like this, and nothing changes. Even on Sunday I went to the restaurant. When I miss my wife, I can only look at her picture. I was stupid, when he was with me, I wasted our time together.

I've been planning to divorce Mika. It's all my fault that's easily seduced by her. I have also decided not to touch Mika again, and it has been a few days since I decided to sleep in the next room.

Tomorrow I look for my wife in several hospitals, and I am lucky that when I enter the hospital the last time I find my wife and child in the care there.

I entered the hospital hallway with a happy smile. I am happy because I will soon see the face of the woman I missed. I went straight to the twins room.

From the outside I saw Ara again accompanying the twins alone, because it looks like Kak Aris again came out. I opened the door of the room. Ara's face looked so shocked at my arrival.

"What are you here for ? It wasn't enough that you hurt me. "he asked with a face so angry.

"I'm sorry, I cheated on you because Mika threatened me, and I married her because I was forced by my parents. I knew I was wrong, I was a bad man, but in my heart there was only you, I really loved you." I knelt at his feet.

"I can't forgive you, there's been so much pain you've given me . And I have forgiven you many times, but you keep repeating it. Get out of here before Aris comes and hits you." Ara spoke without looking at me.

"Ara, I've received the divorce subpoena, "my words are trying to calm down.

But he did not answer my words .

"Are you happy if we get divorced ?" my question makes this chest tight. Strange, I said it.

"Should I tell you about what happened? " Ara answered by asking back.

"I won't force you to forgive me. I realized, if I've hurt you a lot." I said as I continued to look at his face.

"I beg you to accept this divorce, brother, and please let the twins be with me."Ara pleaded but managed to make my heart break even more. I shed tears, and sobbed crying.

He begged me to let him go. Was it that bad for her until the divorce made her happy. Is there not the slightest love for me?

'Please' that one word managed to hurt my heart. So very...

"If that's what makes you happy, then I can't do anything. But I can't sign the divorce papers . I will prove to you that I can change, and I will always wait for you. I will love you forever. I won't take custody of the twins from you, but please let me meet him if I miss him. Ara, please accept this card, I've sold all my cars.Wear to pay this hospital fee, and the rest use it for the twins." I gave the card to him, I gave it to him, but he would not take it.

"So don't just save the money, maybe later you need it more" he replied

After the hospital I went straight home, I was not excited to work so I decided to take a break.

At home I saw Mika again sleeping, and Mama also rested in her room.

"Mika, how old are you now ? Why does your stomach still look flat ? " i asked with raised eyebrows.

"New 1 month, why ask like that ? "Mika asked while looking at me

"I asked for fear of being deceived by you, just watch out if you tricked me . If you lie to me about your pregnancy, I will make your life suffer like hell." I threatened her with a dead face.

I honestly felt suspicious of Mika, she said she was pregnant again, but why does her stomach not look bloated in the slightest?

"Sister, please serve me. Looks like I'm craving to continue serving." Mika spoke while opening her thigh.

"What's the difference ? Before you get pregnant also always ask to be served." I spoke in a tight tone to him

Very clearly visible color********** that she uses because she uses a short skirt. But I'm no longer interested in him

When I opened the closet, she hugged me from behind, she tried to tease me. But I kept rejecting it. Every time I saw his face, my heart grew angry. My house was destroyed because of this woman.

After finding the shirt I was looking for, I immediately left it towards the next room.

I want to sleep in the next room, and lock the door from the inside so Mika can't get in.

From inside the room I heard clearly that my mother went out to the kitchen.It seems like my mother did not know that I was at home, because she did not know that I sold all my cars. And because Ara won't take my money, so tomorrow I'll just buy a used car. The rest I will use for business capital.

From inside I heard Mika and Mama's conversation.

"Mika, did Arya come home ? " Mama asked Mika.

"Yes Ma, but he's gone again." Mika replied

"Then why is your face pouting so ? "

"I pouted because I was upset with the Mama's child. Lately he won't touch me at all. Even she doesn't want to sleep in my room" Mika replied complaining to Mama.

"When this embarrasses me, make her talk so much with Mama" I grumbled to myself in the room.

"Maybe you don't look sexy in front of Arya's eyes. We better call them and get them here. Because Mama also wants to." Mama told Mika.

"Who do they want to call." I muttered in my heart.