Suffering After Marriage
Extraneous

Aranika Pov

When the doctor told me I had to give birth, all the feelings of sadness, fear, worry, and joy were like being one.

I had never given birth before, and never knew what contractions felt like. But my friend said, when the contractions hurt so much and I remember what my friend said so scared.

After that I was taken to the delivery room. A nurse told me to change my clothes using a patient's shirt. Brother Aris immediately drove me to the bathroom . Kak Aris's face looks so worried. When I changed my clothes using a special patient shirt, I was so troubled to tie the rope behind. Because my feelings have been mixed into one, I do not feel ashamed to tell Kak Aris to tie the rope. And I'm sure that Aris must have seen my body from behind.

I also did not know who else to ask, my husband should be with me, but he was busy with his new wife.

All this time, Aris has always accompanied me wherever I go. Brother Aris is like a husband who is ready to standby .

After changing clothes, I was told to break my body. After that came a Doctor put an induction drug by injecting it in the infusion. The doctor rations 2 bottles of induction drugs, and if the induction is not successfully forced in a caesarean section.

Aris keeps giving me spirit.

"Sister, has the tape been shared ? "my question is with Aris

"Sister forgot to tell the brother's man to spread it. Then you wait a minute, I'll call Brother's man first, and all Sisters will contact Om and Auntie as well. Oh yes Ra, does Arya need to tell you about this? " Sister Aris asked while looking at me

"It's better to tell him, brother, however he is the father of the child I bear. Want him to come or not, it's up to them.Its important we have given the news.If we do not tell them, then they will look for our mistakes when taking care of custody of the twins."

"You were right Ra, then Brother contacted them first" said Kak Aris and then left me .

10 Minutes later, Aris arrived .

"Sister has contacted your husband, and the one who answered is your mother-in-law.And he said, if they can not come on the grounds that her husband's illness is getting worse. " Sister Aris spoke while sitting on my bedside chair.

5 Minutes later my parents arrived.

"Aris, what about Ara? Is there an opening? " my parents asked with such a curious face.

"There is no Om, but it has been stimulated using induction drugs" said Kak Aris explained to my parents

"Ara, Mom brought your favorite food. Eat a little! " says my mother

"I'm not hungry Ma'am, I don't feel like I have the slightest appetite. "reply back to me while looking at Mom and Dad.

" Eat just a little so there's energy" said my mother again.

" Let me feed Ara Auntie " Brother Aris and take the food out of Mom's hands.

"Sir, Aris always accompanied Ara. It seems like she loves Ara so much. They are like husband and wife." said my mother to Dad

Aris didn't manage to force me to eat, because I really didn't have the slightest appetite. Even looking at food just feels like vomiting.

At 12pm the induction stopped, and I just opened one and can still talk to Aris, because I haven't felt anything yet.

Kak Aris's face looks so worried, but he always invites me to talk and joke.

That night I wanted to pee, and my parents went to bed. Brother Aris then drove me to the bathroom.

"Son, how do I pee? " i asked while looking at Brother Aris's face.

"But I'm ashamed of Brother" I said lowered my head

"No need to think about it for now" replied Aris and she actually went to the bathroom.

After peeing I went straight back to my bed.

While Brother Aris continued to sit beside me, sometimes he fell asleep beside me. I told him to sleep on the couch in the waiting room with Mom and Dad, but he wouldn't. He sat next to me holding my hand.

Tomorrow, 08:00

The doctor came early in the morning and injected 1 bottle of the induction drug again in the infusion. Then the doctor checked me, after which he said that the opening had advanced to 2.

Starting from the moment the second induction drug was given, the contractions began to be great, and could not chat while joking like before. Just talking I don't want to .

The contractions made me want to go to the bathroom all the time. Many times I went to the bathroom to pee

Hours 11:00

The doctor estimated that I would be born at 16:00-17:00. And every look at the clock it feels really long time clockwise.Once I change my sleeping position, the contraction is like a PUP, already at the end but should not be ticked, and my stomach feels cramped. Not to mention that someone was drilling in my stomach.

14:00 hours

Opening 5 and above the pain is like a hundred times the pain when it comes months. I don't think I'm strong, and I'm like a hot worm .

Many times I have asked Aris to massage my lower back and spine, to ease her pain. Even Aris's hand was so sore because it kept massaging me. But he did it anyway because he couldn't bear to see me in so much pain.

Sometimes Aris looks panicked and worried when she sees me in pain. Even she cried because she couldn't bear to see me like that .

15:00 hours

The opening gets faster and the contraction does not stop. Pause is only 1 minute from one contraction to another. And Brother Aris looks increasingly panicked, and he's seeing a doctor.

"Now, when will he be like that? I can't bear to see it" said Kak Aris as she grabbed her own hair in frustration.

"Please sir, it won't be long. I think the wife of the Father is so great, usually other women when the contraction will scream because it can not stand the pain, but the wife of the Father did not make the slightest sound.

I did not make a sound at all, because I thought it was just a waste of energy, moreover I could not eat anything from yesterday.

"If I have a wife, I don't want her to get pregnant. I can't bear to see him in pain like this" said Aris speaking in front of me and in front of my parents.

"Huss, you can't talk like that." Mother replied

At 16:00, I began to feel unable to bear the pain of contractions. Then Mother called the Doctor and after the check turned out to have opened 8

At 16:30 the opening is full. The doctor came to tell me to make it.And Brother Aris was so loyal to be beside me while holding my hand. He also always whispered telling me to take a breath first before making a mistake. Once I put my baby straight out. Doctor said I pinter ngeden. One of my babies has been born and taken by a nurse.Before taking out my other baby one, ready to stand by Kak Aris told me to drink water first. After that I made it again, and my baby number 2 has finally been born. It felt like my stomach contents were immediately cold and plong.

And Brother Aris kissed my forehead, with a happy smile.

My two children are male, the first weighing 2.7 kg and the second weighing 2.6 kg.

Now my baby is taken to the NICU to get special care for 28 days, and after that will be moved to the PICU room.