Suffering After Marriage
RAKA

They then headed to a cafe, after until they went straight inside.

" Ra .Is Raka here ? " ask Aris wiggling

" It's Brother" said Ara

" Which one? " said Aris whispered

" The one sitting near the window and the one wearing the maroon shirt" replied Ara as she whispered

" Oh that one, then Brother is sitting on the table behind you "reply Aris

" The guy's handsome, isn't he brother ? " reply Ara whispered and tried to make Aris jealous.

After speaking like that Ara immediately left Aris . While Aris who heard Ara's words earlier immediately felt jealous.

Raka who saw Ara had come directly to allow Ara to sit down.

" Please sit down Ra ! " said Raka while looking at Ara's enormous belly.

" Have you been waiting for me for a long time ?" asked Ara while looking at the figure of Raka who was very chaotic. His face was very pale, his eyes were swollen and his hair was very messy.

" No Ra, I just came" said Raka smiling

" Are you having any more problems ? "asked Ara for seeing Raka's performance today so messed up.

" There is no Ra . Oh yes Ra, how are you. is your household fine"

"My news is fine, and my household is fine too" replied Ara smiling

"I want to give this " said Raka while giving Ara a wedding invitation.

" You're going to marry Ka? Congratulations yes, because you finally found the woman you love " said Ara smilingly.

" I don't love him Ra, the one I love is just you" Raka replied with a sullen face and upward sloping eyebrows.

Ara was surprised to hear it. He immediately raised and arched his brows. Aris who was behind Ara also immediately grew jealous and her jaw became tense because she was very upset to hear Raka's words.

"Why do you want to marry that woman ? Are you being arranged ? " tanya Ara felt confused while putting her fingers under her chin.

"No Ra, I was never betrothed" Raka said with a sour face.

"Why did you marry that woman? " ask Ara curiously with her eyebrows raised.

" I had to marry her . Because I've made a big mistake "Raka replied frowning with her eyebrows tilted up.

" What mistakes have you made to marry someone you don't love ?" asked Ara so curious. His eyes became alert and focused on looking at Raka.

" Since you married Arya my heart has been broken. Every day I always vent everything by drinking alcohol until drunk. One month ago I was drinking alcohol in my room until I got drunk and it just so happened that my cousin was staying there again. When I was drunk and didn't remember anything, suddenly my cousin came into my room. And then I raped her. I really can't remember everything "Head Raka was down, she felt ashamed for her actions despite not being able to remember everything clearly. Only a small part of it is still stored in the memory of his head .

Ara who heard this was getting shocked.

" What ? " his eyes opened wide looking at Raka.

"Yes Ra, but my cousin did not feel angry and instead he was very happy. Because it just so happened that he had loved me so much" Raka replied so sad with mute tears

"To be honest I don't like this nature of yours . I wonder at you, why are you acting so foolishly with such drunkenness? Have you ever thought about how your parents feel? If I had gone into your room, you would have done the same thing you did to your cousin, right? Though I have asked you to forget me and tell you to learn to love other women" said Ara was disappointed with Raka's attitude

" But I can't forget you" Raka said with a sad look on her face

"As a result of your behavior it causes your cousin to become pregnant. Now you have to take responsibility for your actions. Please stop getting drunk like that! And try to learn to love your cousin that "suggests Ara while grunting. He was so disappointed with Raka's actions

"Yes Ra, from now on I will try to accept everything . Even though it is very difficult "sut Raka with a sad face

" Belgium .. May I ask you something ? " ask Ara with eyes that focus on looking at Raka

"Can Ra, what do you want to ask?"asked Raka to ask back.

Raka always looked at Ara's pretty face. That face was always on his mind.

While Aris was so upset because Raka looked at Ara continuously. It was very desirable for him to take Ara away from in front of Raka.

"When you're around me like you are right now, is your heart pounding?" asked Ara with a serious look.

Raka was confused by Ara's question.

" Not at all "Raka answered confusedly while rubbing the back of his neck that did not itch.

" When you find out that I'm getting married, do you have no intention of thwarting my marriage ? " ask Ara again while looking at her phone

Ara was so sure that Raka did not seem to love her. If he loves her, he will feel fluttering when he is near the people we love.

" I was heartbroken when I found out that you were getting married, but at that time I didn't think about canceling your marriage. How could I dare to do that.. Surely your parents will hate me and be angry with me " said Raka speaking honestly.

" Raka .. If you love someone, then your heart will always be pounding when it is near that person. After that, you will always feel overwhelmed . You just want to always be around him. But you never feel that way when you are near me . Maybe you just feel amazed at me, because I used to help you "Ara added

Raka then thought about all of Ara's words

" You're right, Ra, I've never felt anything like it. But have you ever loved me ? " ask Raka curiously

While Aris who was behind Ara was also curious about Ara's answer.

" At first when you expressed your feelings to me, I thought I loved you too. But after I realized that I never felt anything when I was near you. But when I'm around people I love, my heart is always pounding. Sometimes I don't want to be away from her, but when I get close to her I often get misbehaved and embarrassed "Ara said with a shy face.

Aris who heard that was curious about Ara's loved ones. While Raka guessed from her heart if what Ara meant was her husband.

"May you always be happy with your husband. Oh yes Ra, are you not working now? " ask Raka . Raka already knows that Arya Restaurant is now almost bankrupt.And she knows everything from Aunt Selly.

" Yes Ka, because my condition is now pregnant again " said Ara

" Later don't forget to come to my wedding ! And now you can already open my card that's Ra" said Raka smiling

" Can it really be opened? I became curious about the contents" Ara replied with raised eyebrows.

"Ra really, then I want to go back first huh...do you want me to take you home? " ask Raka because she doesn't know that Ara is here with someone.

" No Ka, I'm here with someone but he's got business nearby" said Ara lying.

"Then I go home first yes.if there is a problem later you can ask me for help. And don't forget to come to my show " said Raka with a smile, because eventually her feelings got better after talking to Ara.

" Yes Ka, I will definitely come" said Ara returning Raka's smile.

Raka then left Ara . While Aris was so curious about the gift meant by Raka and Ara earlier.