My Story And Your Story That Doesn't Exit
Happy and sad to be one when you are gone

Perhaps, the departure of a person can make the heart very hard hit. Because, it will bring a big hole in the heart. To cover the hole, we must be able to build happy again with others. Of course it is very difficult, because not everyone has the same nature. There are many things that distinguish you from the people out there. About the way you cheered me on losing I feel sad. My butt stood up, I fell down and so on. It looks easy and everyone can be like that. The only unusual thing is the way you do it. It's really hard to start a new day without you on the side. But what can I do. Isn't life about the journey ahead? if this continues, I will stop and lose with the situation. Defeated by you, the stronger the day goes through everything.

But on the other side. Your departure also makes me happy. Because with that, I can be myself. I can do things without having to remember there are rules that I have to obey. That I won't do anymore. And, it's been a big mess to my life. With you, I feel that I was not the real me. I make myself the person you like. Until I forget to be myself. I also forgot that there was happiness that I had to create in my own body. I lost consciousness, I don't think it was me in me. But, figure as you wish. And, in the end, all the sacrifices died in vain. In fact, something I sacrificed with all my soul, I must bury in memory. And become a wishful thinking that is flown by the night wind. \- Muh Usman