My Story And Your Story That Doesn't Exit
Trying to stay fine, even though the longing still dominates the soul

I'm in phase, even remember your name reluctantly. Remembering yourself is like remembering the wounds I buried with memories. There are many things that cause why I am so persistent to forget. One is the sweet promise that comes out of your sweet lips. "Relax whatever happens I'll stay by your side, I'll still be someone you're proud of in front of your family". That's one of them. But, your reality is a story of wounds that are hard for me to forget.

From now on, the feeling I once gave you, I'll throw away as far as I go. I buried those memories one by one. Hard things I have to go through. That way, I'll be a little calmer putting on my smile again. Nothing bothered me about the longing that I buried in my heart. There's nothing more I need to worry about someone waiting patiently. There's nothing more I look for when it's hard to hit the soul.

You should know how hard I am to forget all the twilight we've been through together. Thousands of faithful specks of rain fall in our eyes. The wind was blowing like the body needed a hug. There are many things that we remember. But, this is no longer about us, but you and I are strangers like new acquaintances. I'm trying to stay fine, make myself smile as ever, even though the longing still rules the soul. \- Muh Usman