My Story And Your Story That Doesn't Exit
In the end, my heart prefers to be tired.

Now, all the fear of fear in the head happens as well. To lose you is my overwhelming fear. For you are the one who best understands my way of fighting restlessness. You no longer want to accompany me against all suffering. You'd rather give up than hold on to a lot of small rocks as an obstacle to our relationship. You are more bored than looking for a way to continue to defend each other. You're too selfish, and I'm too stupid to just take you off. We who once said a promise to be faithful to each other now only suffering leaves a wound.

Thank you for accompanying me, though not for long. But, memories are very imprinted on the chest. Everything I do right now feels empty without you here. But everything has to go as it should. I will live even if you are not beside me. I would find a way to smile all the time, even if I knew. My smile would be more meaningful if there were you.

We have to believe. That all this is God's plan. Don't blame yourself, don't blame me. We just don't want to let each other go. But, this is how God tests his servant. Believe me, that to meet a true lover is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. There will be many small pebbles that scratch the wound on the foot, there will be a lot of dust flying in the eye to let out tears. All that is beautiful, does not come easily. It takes a lot of sacrifice to reach the peak of happiness. It takes a lot of crying to form a strong laugh. But, it doesn't take a lot of promise to be together. Say enough. No matter what happens, I will stay with you until later. The rest proves that. \- Muh Usman