My Story And Your Story That Doesn't Exit
Don't hesitate.

Perhaps there is a heart that we must take full care of. Perhaps, there is sadness that needs to be calmed down for a moment. There are still many things that we need to embrace as the past. Every single thing that happens when we're together, I wish I could forget for a moment. I know, it's been so long. I know, the pain is Tara. But what can I do. My life won't die until there. There are still many things I need to accomplish on my own. There is still a lot of laughter and smiles to be had. You are no longer my reason for staying good just facing Lika the twists of the world. In the end, your departure made me remember. That there are things I must make happy first. I forgot my reality in the world. I forgot the mother who gave birth to me in the world. I forgot all the services he had given me. I was so disobedient. I snapped and disobeyed the rules. I was so overwhelmed by you that I forgot. That, there's still my life I need to share. There was still a smile that I still needed to form so strongly. I realized that there is no smile happier than anything other than the laughter of our own mother.

Everything about love makes me forget. That, there is a love that is more important than just a lover who is not necessarily our soul mate. It is the love of a mother who gives birth to us. I forgot to kiss your hand when I left for school. I forgot to remind you of your health if you keep working. I forgot all the pain you endured for your son. I'm sorry if I was a kid who never carved a happy smile into your life. Take it easy, don't hesitate. If today is still the cry you get. Don't be tired of praying for your child's kindness. Don't hesitate, don't worry. Your prayer is so efficacious, translucent to the Throne\His God. Keep raising both hands. Keep praying for your son's virtue. \- Muh Usman