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The Beginning That Ends Opium

A few days of not getting word from Farrel made me uneasy these days.

Dina suggested to move on, she called Farrel untrustworthy and held her remarks as male.

The heart is beginning to worry. I don't know what to prepare for before I know what's really going on. And before hearing Farrel's explanation I insisted on continuing with him.

Today, Farrel called me, apologizing for what happened last Sunday in the City Park.

I am currently enjoying a work break in an ordinary place. Where else if not in the locker, with another friend without the presence of Dina my best friend. We had different hours of rest at the time.

I was shocked when I saw Farrel's name appear in my chat message notification. I quickly unlocked my phone and entered my chat room.

Farrell

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[Fuck... Sorry, I interrupted your work time. I'm also sorry for last Sunday, leaving you at the City Park. I have to leave suddenly. There is business to be done at that time. Sorry just gave you the news]

I fell silent after reading it, wanting to reply but remembering the message from his best friend. To try to learn to stay away from Farrel. Wants to stay away, but this feeling says no. I still love him. I still want to know the explanation from him, I want honesty from Farel.

I want to help her. He was the first man to make himself feel this precious, I could feel how sorry he was to me even in his current state.

This little heart wants to be with Farrel. The affection and attention, he got from Farel sincerely. That's what made me unable to part from my first love.

The promise we made was to be together even though Farrel's parents didn't know about their relationship. I promise to always accompany her struggles.

Ting...

Again there was an incoming message and it opened automatically because I had not left the chat room with him.

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[Yes, why not get back? You still angry?]

It's already this heart. I'm not used to being quiet for long.

Lura

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[I'm not angry, to be honest I'm disappointed in you. There's something you're hiding from me. You renege on the promise to always be frank no matter what.]

I send you a message that represents this heart.

Before long my phone rang, Farrel immediately made a phone call to me.

Not wanting to be around distracted, I immediately picked up the call.

“Finally I can call you again, Ay!” farrel said across the phone.

“My number is always active, it is never difficult to contact me unless you are deliberately not willing to tell me, even reply to the last message I sent, no!” I said with a sharp tone.

I want Farrell to know that I'm angry with him right now.

“Sorry, Ay. Yesterday was really sudden. There is something I have to do and it is very important for me.

“Yes, I get it, Rel. I am not important right now and mean nothing to you! So what are you calling me for now?” It's more upset to hear Farrel has something more important and it's not me. “Or there is another woman who is more important, if it is true. Unhand me! We end this relationship!” I said spontaneously when this heart said it would not be willing to part from him.

“What are you talking about, Ay! There is no other woman besides you. You are the only one,” Serobot Farrel after hearing my words.His words sounded high-pitched.

I smiled hearing it. It was great that I was still the only woman in his heart.

“We must meet!” farrel.

“I want to talk to you, Rel!”

“What?”

“Later after we meet?”

“But never say goodbye. I won't be able to, Ay! I promise there won't be anything I cover from now on!”

“Janji”

“I promise!” Farrel confirmed his words to me.

“Ok, pick me up this afternoon!”

“Siap, Ay! I must have picked you up! Thank you for forgiving me!”

“Who said I've forgiven you?” say again.

“Ay... Please!” farrel's voice begged me.

I shut my mouth and held back the laughter. It's funny to see Farrel scared like this. Unfortunately, we talked on the phone so I could only hear his voice.

“What do you mean, Ay! Everything?”

“Yes, everyone! What is happening to you right now, what are you covering from me!”

There's no answer I got. Until I saw my phone screen, the phone connection was disconnected. But I see it's still connected. But why didn't Farel answer my wishes.

Apparently, Farrel was silent, across the phone.

‘Do Lura know what happened to me? But know where? What if she leaves me after knowing what happened to me!’

Farrel's mind fluttered until the rebuke from me broke his reverie.

“Farrel!” I tried to reprimand him.

“H... Yes, Sorry, Ay!”

“You mind if I ask you that?"

“No... Not at all! I'll be honest with you later, but please don't ever leave me, Ay!”

“As our promise, Rail. I will always be there for you. You are always there for me! This time I want to help you with the problem you are facing right now!” I said to Farrel.

I saw some SPG (Sales Promotion Girl) was preparing to return to work.

“Rel, I have to get back to work, I wait for later afternoon!” I ended our conversation.

“Good, I'll see you later, Ay! Love you.”

The sweet word came back. It's really nice to feel.

“Love you to...” reply.

Phone connection disconnected. I returned to work with a heart of relief. It felt really excited after talking to Farrell.

The heart warms again, this relationship is saved.

And I'll keep going forward to always be with him.

The Flashback

Farrell

In Taman Kota , when I was with Lurah it felt like this body was back down. I need that crack of cocaine, that powder that makes this body feel energetic and excited.

It has become a must for me to consume that forbidden powder. Illegal goods whose use is only inhaled.

This body feels opium against the illegal goods.

Not wanting Lura to know what happened to me, I immediately avoided her. Flank to the toilet. That's my excuse. But, I searched the gap where the place was deserted.

I took something I always tucked between my purse. Yeah, cocaine powder, powder that became opium to me.

“Shittt..” I cursed when I knew the powder that made me free from that pressure was left a little.

No matter if I open it quickly and then immediately suck it, but I need more than that.

For a moment I enjoyed and felt the effects that came from the powder.

Although a little, but can make this body a little action. Not too shaky when faced with Lura.

I went back to Lura in the park.

First came to know the drug when I joined one of my college friends' saris. He offered me because he knew a little about my problems.

At first I refused. I realize it's not good for me. But a repressed mind with many demands from my parents encouraged me to give it a little try.

A little, but over time I got preoccupied with that stuff. Making that illegal stuff opium for me.

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