My Honorary Owner
A Wearer

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Farrel's distance from where I work is close. But never once have I been invited to his house. Or know his parents. There is a sense of sadness in this heart when I want to get close and get to know more about Farrel's parents.

Farrel explained to me that his parents did not allow him to date before my girlfriend graduated from college and continued his parents' business. The relationship we're in right now is unknown to Farrel's parents.

Other terms are backstreet, furtive relationships. For college, Farrel had to follow the wishes of his parents. They are too organized, Farrel was required to be an accomplished child and must boast to his two parents.

At first I didn't want to have that kind of relationship, but knowing what happened to Farrel I was trying to make sense of his circumstances. My lover needs a backrest to complain. And I try to always be there for him.

It turns out that the attitude of Farel's parents who always manage his life makes Farrel wrong in stepping. Wrong friends make him more plunged into a dark life.

Liquor and illegal drugs become opium for the daily life of Farrel which is full of pressure.

I'm not a kid who doesn't know the smell of alcohol. Once upon a time we met the condition of Farrel who smelled of alcohol when he spoke. He asked me to meet him in front of my rented gate and Dina. Just to look at my face, and hug me for a while it had calmed itself down.

“Why is it like this again, Rail? You drunk? Please don't be like this, I don't like!” I asked him not to get drunk anymore.

“Yes, this is the last one, Ay! But you promised to be there for me. Without you I wouldn't have been able to survive to this point facing my parents!” farrel said after taking his arms off me.

Lucky this time the alley road looks lonely so no one sees Farrel hugging me.

I was filled with her explanation, I became a tranquilizer for her agitated self. This feeling was more compassionate to him. There are many changes that I see in Farrell.

The condition of the body is getting thinner, a face that is not as fresh as usual with eyes that sometimes I look.

I waved as Farrel passed from before me. Even though he was a little drunk but Farrel was still being polite to me.

I let go of him with an erratic heart.

‘Why be like this, Rel! What spirit have you always shown me! The passion for success and quickness brings me in your happiness. Over what burden do you bear from the wishes of your parents, Rel.’

My inner self stared at Farrel who disappeared at the end of the road.

The day keeps changing. My activities are getting busy, especially now that I have started college. The holiday ration that continues to rotate with others so as to make my lecture schedule follow my holiday schedule.

That is the benefit of schools at the private level. Not too focused on a definite schedule and time.

“Din, today after college,gue is leaving! Maybe go home to the contract a little night!” I said to Dina who was preparing to leave for work. We had to exchange news because Dina was the only friend I had in town. Together with others just know in the store only. Not as close as Dina.

We have different holidays because of different shops. Only one building and shop we served were opposite each other.

“Where to go?” ask Dina.

“Farrel meeting after college!”

“Be careful, Ra! Let me know when you get home!” Dina bailed on leaving for work.

Since my arrival, Dina no longer buys supplies in warteg. Dina and I agreed to cook every day. It saves money on eating.

This afternoon, after college. I'm waiting for Farrel in the usual place. I waved my hand when I saw Farrel from a distance.

Farrel who was riding his sports bike immediately approached me. He only opened half the helmet and told me to directly piggyback on the back.

We both headed straight to the city park where we used to visit on weekends. The place where Farrel and I spent different times, telling each other about their busy lives.

That afternoon there was something different I saw from Farrel. His face was a little pale, I tried to grab his hand. It felt cold when the skin of this hand touched his hand.

Farrel shook his head his hands looked trembling.

“I'm fine, Ay!” he said without even daring to look at my face. Farrel always dodged when I stared in full search at him.

I don't believe his words. I kept watching what happened to my girlfriend. For a long time we just kept quiet with each thought and then Farrel told me without waiting for a reply from me.

“I go first, Ay! Sorry are! You can go home by yourself, right? Suddenly I have an important need!” Farrel immediately kissed the tip of my head without waiting for me to speak.

I stared at Farel's departure with a disappointed and sad heart.

This afternoon he asked me to accompany him. Spend a day off together in a park in the city center. But I'm the one who lives alone here.

“Farrel, wait!” my yelling. That guy ignored me.

“Why did this happen to you? Why don't you come clean if you're taking the drugs. The rail! I don't want you getting any further, rail! You have to get away from it all. I will help you" I said in a slow letter. Sad about the man I love right now.

Several times I caught Farrel sucking that illicit pot. I watched for myself what Farrel did. The effect is immediately visible. I saw a very different attitude than Farrel.

“What should I do to help you, Rel?” my murmurs were silent looking at the lost Farrel in this view. Leaving me alone. I know Farrel's avoiding me. He doesn't want me to know his condition.

I stepped slowly and agitatedly, in my mind it was still about Farrel. I walked out of the park, waiting for my order to come, back to the contract with a sad face.

“Assalamu’alaikum,” I said when entering the rented house.

Dina furrowed her brows seeing my arrival.

“Tumben! He said to come home at night! How come the clock is back? Why else face up? Flip dating instead tangled, instead of happy?” teasek Dina while being cool watching the show on television while eating her favorite snack.

“Farel go leave me!”

“Kok can?” Dina to the point of hearing my words. “Keep you home with whom?” tanyakanya.

I landed my ass on the floor of the rented ceramics and then leaned this body against the wall facing the TV. I took the snack in Dina's hand, put it in my mouth. Sadness makes me hungry.

“Farrel just left, without saying goodbye. His attitude is different, Din! Looks like my suspicions this time are right, deh!”

“Means you?” asked Dina did not understand what I meant while reclaiming her snacks.

“Farrel a wearer now!” lirih.

"Drug users!" Dina made my words clear.

I nodded slowly with a sad face.

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