Living With the Dream
Section 22

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Amanda walked through the night sky under the rain stubs peacefully. Chilly. Honestly he felt cold, but what this power he wanted to do.

To relieve the stress that was lodged in his mind. Until he reached a stall beside the road, the place was deserted and there was not a single customer who took shelter there. He approached the place and ordered a warm drink for himself.

He felt very peaceful in this place. Slowly his hand touched the endless raindrops. He really likes rain other than the night sky, because the rain can hide his cries without anyone knowing it.

The drink he ordered came. Slowly drink it and enjoy it. The hot steam from the drink made her feel warm and it was very comfortable for her. He closed his eyes while holding a warm drink in his hand.

He did not realize that he was currently there

someone sitting in front of him. The person smiled gently looking at the amanda face that looked very peaceful at this moment.

Amanda opened her eyes, the smile that was originally soaked on her beautiful face suddenly disappeared when she found out that there were other people there. He just looked at her coldly without giving her the slightest of gymnastics, for some reason the presence of the person made her mood crumble.

"Manda's night" he said with a gentle smile

Amanda ignored the greeting, she just turned her face so as not to sit with the person in front of her at this time.

Although he did not get any response from amanda did not make his guts disappear, he remained there and gave a warm smile

"What are you doing tonight ? Especially with the rain like it is today?" tanyanya oantang gave up.

Quiescent.

"Are you not cold ? Isn't the night cold ? Especially for a girl like you"

Quiescent.

"Would I get you a warm drink ?" bargained for. But his eyes first picked up the warm drink Amanda held.

"Oh, you ordered it first"

Amanda was really upset with the person in front of her right now. Want to feel he threw it far away into the atlantic ocean, but what can he do ?.

With a single move amanda rose from her seat intending to leave the place, but when power arrived the person held her hand.

"Are you mad at me ?" ask with sedu

Amanda remained silent, giving no response

"Manda, I just want to talk to you for a minute?"

Hearing the voice of the person who is getting smaller and smaller, you inevitably have to lower his ego and obey the wishes of the person in front of him. He occupied himself again, but did not look at the man.

"I want to apologize, if all this time I've always made you in a difficult situation, I really don't intend to make you into that state" he said with a bow

"I don't understand my own feelings, man, you yourself know that I already have a lover"

"I know "the answer, but there's no way that person can hear it

"But I don't know why, I'm not comfortable with all that. I feel burdened if I have to be with him continue, if, the nature is really I really do not like everything. He was too dependent on me, as if we would always be together forever"

"Man. I realized we were just friends and nothing more. But why ? Why would I feel comfortable being with you instead of her ?"

"I'm the same" too"

"I really don't understand this feeling man, and God's destiny. This-this is very stifling to me" he said slowly, and without realizing it his tears had just flowed.

Amanda who heard the words a little bitter, made herself inevitably have to look at the person in front of her at this time. There is a sense of unbearability to see the person as he is today, but he must suppress you all that.

"If I can be selfish, if I can choose and if I can stop" he said, looking at Amanda who was looking at him

"I want to stop this relationship man, I want to stop. I'm tired of sikaonya like that. But---- yet can I do it ? Did I herani hurt her heart ? What ak-" he said with a bow

" do I stand to leave him ?"lirih.

Deg.

"Leave her ?"

Slowly holding the hand of the person in front of him, the person who is right now is really raouh.

Feeling her hands clasped, the person looked at Amanda with tears that did not stop flowing on her cheeks.

Amanda gave a warm smile to the young man, she wanted to give a warm feeling to others even though she was currently feeling sick and cold.

"Do you still love her ?" said amanda softly.

The young man remained silent. If he is asked if he still loves him, he replied.

"If you still love her, hold on to that love at all times. Until you're really tired, until you're really not used to being next to him, until you're already at your limit, until you're--"

"I'm tired, I can't be by her side anymore and I'm at my limit, man" she said.

Hearing all that Amanda could only fall silent. It turned out that the young man who was in front of him right now was really tired of anything related to his lover. He just didn't understand how a young man like himself would tell him such a thing.