Living With the Dream

Living With the Dream
Section.18


Not everything comes out. Sehun was still faithfully silent in the room, watching his hyunga who looked at the night sky in silence.


"Young"


"I want to be alone. Could you please leave me" he said without looking at his interlocutor.


Sehun can only resign at this time, he knows if his hyungya for now really do not want to be disturbed by siaoayn.


"alright. But, if hyung wants to tell a story or ask for help just call me, I'll listen to everything"


After saying that, he left his hyunga's room. Now d.o is right himself, only silence is his friend for now. Slowly he picked up the phone that he had originally placed in his pocket. He looked at his phone in silence.


"What's wrong if I'm friends with him ? Aoa I was wrong to know him ? Aoa I do is always wrong in your eyes ? Aoa just showed my side that looks good to the media that makes you happy ?. I just want to be like the others, free to get along with anyone without having to be restricted like this continuously. I want to take it freely without any pressure" he murmured


Unbeknownst to d.o, actually one not really go far from his room. He heard all his hyunga ucaoan. Hearing that, his heart really hurt. He could not bear to see his hyungya depressed like that. This is the first time d.o has spoken in such circumstances.


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In another room, the young man who from the beginning with d.o to d.o snapped it like that, is now being stared at by others. He never felt comfortable when looked at like that, he felt very uncomfortable.


"What exactly is it, suho ?" hyunya who was now speaking to break the uncomfortable silence.


"What ?"


Getting such a response, it was really a trait that he hated so much. Slowly he sighed not to be carried away by the emotions of one of his sisters.


"Why d.o to yell at you like that ? What did you tell him ?"


"Nothing" he replied indifferently


"really ?" sanctioning one of his sisters


"What I know is that d.o hyung is not easily angry when it comes to seoele, unless it's about his personal affairs" he said, staring at his hyung full of questioning


Getting such a statement made Suho silent.


He knew he should not ask the question, because it included the personal matter of the d.o.in that silence, one came down from the d.o room without saying a word. He looked at everyone with a difficult look. Seeing the behavior of the one who arrived like that, made everyone ask questions with a change of one-sided nature.


Sehun passed all his hyunga without greeting him in the slightest, not only without greeting but there was no smile that was always one to show all his hyungs if they passed each other. Feeling strange with her one-hun nature, Suho festively hands her to prevent one-hun from leaving just like that.


"What's the matter ?" ask her by looking at a sharp


"No" he answered by letting go of his hyung's hand


After thinking for a long time, finally d.o out of his room with a thick jacket. His intention to go out cooled all his thoughts and emotions. But when he just came out of the room, he saw all his friends were gathered in one room and stared at him intensely. Gaining such a gaze, made him have to sigh many times. None of her greetings, she just went through it.


"Hyung, where are you going ?"


"Get out to get some fresh air" he answered coldly and used his shoe


"But this is ma-"


"I know hyung, it's late. I won't be out for a while" he said without looking at his interlocutor


" want me a company ?"


"No, I want to be alone"


"But-"


"I want to be alone, Hyung. Can't if I feel free just for a while, I just want to breathe fresh air for a while hyung not long"


The atmosphere became very tense, unusual


d.o replied to all his hyung words. Usually he will be silent and obey all his words, but at this time he replies all he said it. He came out of his room and opened the door to leave the room.


"Just go" he said with a smile


"But a sehun in-"


"I know hyung, it's already night. But d.o hyung needs his own, he needs fresh air. We don't have the right to forbid his wishes either, do we ? " he said by staring at his hyunya cynically


"Hyung just go, but don't go home too bad"


After hearing the words of one-hun, d.o smiled and left the room which was very stifling for him for now. After d.o's departure, Sehun turned around and looked at all his hyungs with a difficult to decipher gaze. He slowly took a breath and looked at all his hyungas.


"Are you not thinking ? If you put too much restraint on d.o hyung" he said


slow


"We're not --"


"I know hyung, it's not hyung's intention to stop him. But d.o hyung needs his own privacy hyung, we don't always know what he's doing, with whom he's friends. That's his right hyung, he's free to be friends with anyone and we shouldn't forbid him from making friends either. We ourselves know, if d.o hyung activities are more dense than all of us, so he deserves a friend who is ready to listen to his complaints, in addition to us hyung" he said firmly by staring at all hyung


After saying that, Sehun went to his room again. He knew that this was not the time to argue with all the hyungas, so to avoid that he better leave the room.